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or ye jo 2019 me mujhe feel hova tha na ke main duniya ka sab se bhara bewakoof insaan hoon ye tab bhe hota tha,

jab is ne mujhe kaha tha ke ansar tum rote raho mujhe koi parwa nahi tumhari koi fark nahi parta mujhe.

or same time os se keh rahi thi ke main tumhain dukh nahi dena chahti tum pehli baar kahin bahir ghumne gaye ho..

meri zindagi ka sawal tha os ko fikar nahi thi or apne ahisq ki holidays ki itni fikar thi.

tab dard bhe hova tha or mujhe wo sab yaad bhe aya tha ke main ne jis keyliye sab bhula diya os ne aj ye sab keh diya.

ye sab kuch saha hai main ne or kese mumkin tha ke mainheart patient na ban jata, 100% hona tha ye or hova bhe. zeyada time bhe nahi laga tha. udhar os ne mujhe kick kiya or udhar main hospital chala geya, 1st jan 2016..

main RB se bhe keh chuka hoon ye sab jo is ne kiya ye sab karne ka koi reason tha he nahi, kuch bhe nahi tha, ho he nahi sakta koi, is ne bus khelna tha mere sath, khilona tha is ka main, wohi jaga thi meri os se oper kabhe nahi geya tha main

main is ko dramebaaz eyse he nahi kehta, ye hai is liye kehta hoon,

2016 is ne kaha ke ansar mujhe tumhara dard feel ho raha hai, to main ne kaha eysa nahi ho sakta, to ye kehne lagi tumhara ek ek ansu main feel kar rahi hoon.lol

ager eysa tha to fix kiyon nahi kiya tha is ne? ager itna he feel ho raha tha to,!

then os ne mujhe 1 green signal diya or main khush ho geya ke thank GOD 1 saal ke baad he sahi is ko samjh to a gayi. but ye wesa kar ke gayeb ho gayi. mujhe dikhi he nahi kahin...

or phir last time 2018. tab bhe is ne jab baat karna start ki thi to main ne khud se kaha tha ansar naaa karna ye kaat legi phir se, but bewakoof hoon to bewakoof he bana main, is ki baton se laga ke shayed sachi me realize ho geya is ko, or ye kehne lagi ke reason chahiye tha na tumhain? milo mujh se mil jayega. mujhe yakeen nahi a raha tha ke ye apne khilone se milne ki baat kar sakti hai,

but jo bhe tha main os ke kehne pe geya os ko milne os ke paas,

or os ne phir se meri insult kar ke mujhe nikal diya apne city se,

main ne ab samjh liya, ye jab bhe kahe ke is ko realize ho geya hai to os ka matlab hai ye khel rahi hai feelings ke sath,

or jab ye bole ke im different person now, bus samjh jao ye hurt karne wali hai,

ye ab se nahi, 2014 se main sun raha hoon ke main abhe 1 different person hoon, pehle jesi nahi rahi, main badal gayi hoon, main jhoot nahi bolti, ye sab bohot purani batain hain.

or sach ye hai ke ye kabhe change nahi ho sakti, ager ye sach me different hoti to 2019 me phir se na khelti mere sath,! mujhe ullu na banati,

is ne wesa kiya matlab yehi hai ke aj bhe ye khelti hai feelings ke sath, natak kar ke,

ye sab kuch kar ke bhe is ne last time mujhe kaha tha ke khud pe blame karo main ne kuch nahi kiya.

ye sab batain jo main ne aaj batayin is ki nazar me is ne kuch galat nahi kiya mere sath,!

phir ye kehti hai ke tum bhool jaoge mujhe tention na lo,

main to chahta hoon bhula doon, mujhe to sharm ati hai ke kis ko dil me rakha tha main ne jis ki okaat thi he nahi, lekin main nahi kar sakta,

5 saal hone he wale hain, july a geya, dec me ho rahe hain 5 yeays.

jese RB mujhe kehte rehte hain ke koshish karo, ye to kuch bhe nahi, 1 or pagal hai jis ne mujhe pagal bana diya tha ke tum bhulna he nahi chahte, tumhain family ki fikar nahi, tum kisi ka nhi sochte,

main ne bohot kaha dekho tum meri jaga nahi ho, par wo sunti he nahi thi,

1 din os ne ye sab batain keh din, or ye theek nahi hain

phir main ne in ko story sunayi, ta ke in ko pata to chale ke mujhe kis naagin ne kata hai or kya main theek ho sakta hoon,?

yehi wohi person hai, oper wali post me is ki batain dekho or idhar dekho. khud keh rahi hai ke main tumhain kabhe nahi kahon gi ke tum bhool jao, becoz os ko samjh a gayi thi ke main nahi bhula sakta, or jo mere sath hova wo galat tha,

siraf yehi nahi hai, or bhe log hain jo eyse he they, or story sun kar kuch SS dekh kar wo bhe same eyse he kehte hain ke main kabhe nahi bhula sakta wo samjh gaye sab,

main pagal hoon ye to pagal nahi na? to kiyon badal gayi is ki batain,? pehle keh rahi thi tum theek nahi hona chahte bechare ban rahe ho to yahan eysa kis liye?

is ne dil se meri baton ko suna or samjha or feel kiya ke ansar ke sath hova kya hai phir is ne ye reallize kiya ke ansar theek hai wo nahi bhula sakta or os ka dard bhe theek he hai,!