AYLS CC: For Better or Worse..in Good times nd Bad - Page 8

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I can't wait for season 8 premiere...somehow I have got a great feeling towards it loons...like amazing one...I dont know if its going to be 2 hours or not, but i hope it is man...I seriously hope☺️😍😍 So they have probably started writing Grey's episode 1...wonder who is writing it...I hope its either Stacy or Shonda...Stacy I dont have to justify☺️ But Shonda because although she also fills the episode with other crappies, she writers MerDer really well and so beautifully...its like she actually lives MerDer! GAH!☺️ She even wrote "goodbye Derek. Goodbye Meredith" scene...than 2x16/2x17...2x27...3x01...3x15/16/17...4x01...4x16/17...5x01/02...5x22...6x23/24...7x18!! And ofcourse, first three episodes of GA and some more!! So I think Shonda should write the premiere episode and than Stacy should write some other episodes with happy MerDer moments☺️😍😍 Only Shonda Rhimes is left from the original writers! And even stacy and zoanne actually...but season 1 was supposed to end with episode 2x05...but ABC made it end with the entry of Addison!🤣🤣🤣 So they already had those episodes written, I guess!!

Loons MD are so written all over this song:

Who meee? Nooo! I dont hate you! Why would I hate you? 😔

Shonda wrote s5 premier epis? nooo Krista wrote them didn't she?

and I KNOW Shonda Rhimes ROCKS with MerDer just FREAKING ROCKS seriously musical turned into a joke epi coz of the singing but man the MD scenes she wrote there were just😍

Nopes Shonda wrote...atleast that is what it says on wikipedia! 😎 Actually krista has just wrote two season premieres...season 6 and 7...stacy wrote season 2's premiere...shonda wrote season 1,3, 4 and 5's premiere!

and about that pic OMG OMG OMG I dont know what to sya yaar I just dunno what to say look at Derekkk OMG JUST FREKAING LOOK AT HIM I WANT TO GO ENVELOPE HIM IN A HUGE HUGE HUG AND SAY ITS GNG TO BE OK omg omg omggg Patrick shit Patrick I LOVE YOU ek second ka moment ke through he communicated so damned much...I fele so badly for them...Mer was living with this pain which she couldn't even fully live and feel coz damn Der ke alive hone ki khushi uski thankfulness aur blessing itny thi ki u know she wasn't able to fully grasp the loss she had u know?...like even when she is hugging him in this moment after telling him I can so feel in her hug ki she is just thanking bhaggu for saving him she is thnaking the universe for just giving her him...obviously she is sad she lsot their baby but hell she is just so thankful for him being ok that aur kuch nahi dikh raha use..and look at Derek in that pic naps OMG he is blaming himself AGAIN...rememebr in 1st epi when he woke up he was like to April ki Clark came for me and coz of me all those people got shot I got them shot...and in this moment he is realizing that not only did he got all those people shot but coz of him Mer even lsot their baby...he is so blaming himself...OMG...the wya he is crying omg...just OMG and he is like feeling horrible for not being there for her when she needed him...its just amazing..and is scene ka most beautiful thing is...just after htis Mer's healing process began...she got cleared for surgery coz now Derek knew it kills her ot hide something from him u know IT KILLS HER..and I could feel that even in trial thing she so badly wanted to tell him..in that Der telling Mer to adopt Zola scene just look at Mer the way she is looking at Derek there jab he is examining Zola OMG...she was like screaming i am sorry and I love you to him there...she so wanted to tell him it was eating her way hiding it from him...and yahaan pe just after telling him she got on the road to recovery OMG...its so beautiful and Derek he stopped all his junkyness adrenaline high crap right after this moment and after this all he did ALL SEASON was keep her safe and happy and full of hope...OMG

people don't get it why they couldn't sit and dwell on miscarriage Hell it wasn't ONLY a miscarriage u know PEOPLE DIED Derek Freaking Shepherd ALMOST DIED Mer almost ALMOST LOST HIM and she lost the baby and then she by bhaggu's magic got Derek...what is she supposed to do?..sit and cry over the baby she lost or celebrate the fact that her McDreamy is alright?...her sister was taken to psych ward her best freaking friend was totally mentally altered her husband turned into a junky everybody around her were falling dropping out of fear...she had to be storng man for all of their sake she had to keep holding on so she could hold all of them together...and Derek...man this one pic sums up what he is feeling...ek toh he didn't know about it uper se he just frekaing kissed death and came back but just look at him in this one moment its like life's cruelty hit him again u know?...he was trying to ocntrol life and death but it hit him again that its not in his control...he is jsut broken again once again its like that guilt coming that HE DID THIS all of them his Mer suffered coz of HIM...but he couldn't stand here on this moment...coz Mer needed him///he had to move forward he had to live and make Mer live

and people say there was no consequences of miscarriage hellt he mos imp consequence was Mer realized how bad she wanted this just HOW FREAKING BAD...what else od u want?

I know! Mer was just blessed that she has Derek with her in her arms...and she is feeling just blessed and Derek...he was more sad for being the reason to cause her this pain...I don't for...for both of them, ofcourse it was for their baby but more than baby, they were just being there for each other...!! I don't know how to express their feelings...I can just feel their pain...You know Derek was not crying before but as soon as he hugged mer, he started crying 😔🥺 Their pain is soo bitter-sweet in this moment...which hurts more! 😔

Exactly...his mer suffered coz of him and that was killing himmm!! You know he was crying more for that and wanted to take away all her pain!!🤗🤗🤗 And as for MerDer fans..arre yaar they are hopeless...seriously hopeless! I don't even want to talk bout them!! They will never get the beauty of it if they didn't get it when they watched it!