She loved me? Did she? Or I was just hallucinating, the way she destroyed our relation states that she never loved me! She destroyed everything! She brutally killed my love! Broke my heart! I looked at her seeing her head drooped down! I know she can't because today I am right and she wrong! The whole college knew I was madly in love with her and she knew too! But she did not love me! I hate myself for falling for her! I hate myself to love her till this extent! I failed as a lover! She was my weakness and she was my strength too! She was never wrong I was the one who forced her to be in a trial relationship! My love didn't force her heart to love me as much I do to her! I agree she doesn't love me! But what was the need of insulting my love for her? And that to in-front of the whole college! She didn't look at me! Not once! The whole canteen was looking at us! I walked out, simply walked out from the canteen when I felt some-one was tugging me from behind...
My head was drooped down not wanting to meet his eyes! Not wanting to answer those questions which were running in his mind which I could see through his eyes! It's true I love him! Loved with all my heart yet I didn't had the courage to accept! Was I afraid? To accept him as my love he knows me more than any one does! But still I cheated him I cheated my love for him, I cheated his love for me and above that I cheated our love! I really do love him but then how can I say no? I agree I took an impulsive step but that step made his love for me crumbled down! When I felt his presence going away I looked up! I saw him going away! He was walking away from me! I couldn't do that! I couldn't let that happen! Not again! I want him! I love him! With courage I got hold of his hand and there he stood not moving...
I jerked her hand away and turned around to face her and waited her to speak...
He jerked away my hand and turned around and I looked up to his eyes ready to speak...
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The whole canteen's eyes were shifted to them! It was a surprise to watch the diva of the college holding her lover boy's hand! After-all she loves her lover boy...it was a pure silence in the canteen! He waited her to speak and she couldn't find words where to start! Sensing her silence he again turned and walked towards the entrance when again he felt something stopped him from going! He didn't turn this time! He stood there and she slowly walking towards him still holding his hand and hugged him from behind he didn't object he stood there wanting to listen to her...
"I am sorry!" she whispered still hugging him and her tears soaking in his shirt
"I am sorry" she said kissing her back she said shivering still he didn't said anything!
"I know I took an impulsive step, Swayam I am sorry!" she said again
"Please say something! Swayam kuch toh bolo! Chup mat raho!" she said crying more
"There is nothing to say!" he said and jerked away her hands! While she stumbled back with the sudden move of his! She never expected this! A single drop of tear rolled down his cheeks! He knew she was just attracted towards him nothing else! She sat down on the hard floor seeing him walk away silent tears rolled down her eyes! She said nothing! Their friends stood in one corner looking at them one walking out and other still in the place! Rey moved towards Sharon
"I will talk to him" Rey said and started to leave but she caught hold of her
"Not this time Rey! I don't want any third person in our relation this time" she said and looked out of the canteen
"Let him walk away! I want to see how much he can walk away from me!" she said and looked at him staring to be more precise
"If he loves me and if my love for him is true then these steps will be towards me not away from me" she said walked out the canteen the other way...
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