Swaron os:

Love . I am responsible for it . He don't deserve this and he is beating himself for this . He deserve much better and i can't be it . I tried to get out from his grip but reulted into getting more tight.

"Jst leave me swayam , u don't get it . I don't want you . Jst leave me alone..

''No no" he growl pulling me closer to him and pressing our forhead "no i wouldn't shar love . If you think you can go away so easily then you are wrong . I will not let you do this .

Tears were streaming from his eyes . He touch my face to wipe it then i didnt know when it started flowing. My throat was chocked , i can't even mange to form words . We stood there while in eachothers arms like time has stop eveything is beautifull nothing around us matter . Its love right? It happen in chiche novels , i used to read . We stayed like this . But the moment end. I came out of our small world into reality . I raised my head and look down and manage to speak "swayam , we can't be together . It ..its for good . "

''Good ..

He push me away harsly, not leaving my wirst

'' good sharan , realy good jst tell me wats good in this i can't see it ? Please explain " he shook me again . '' yes good , i just can stay with u anymore . I told u that u were jst a for used purpose.'' I said with no emotion in my eyes . He shook his head and cup my face " shar love do you really think i will bealive in ur bullshit . Really i know their is something going on which you are hidding from me many days just tell me .please tell me sharan " putting strand behind my ear " please just

Tell me . I can't stay away from you . I love you shar love . Its killing me " How can i not love this person , he so sweet and i what i am doing ? Hurting him , crashing his heart. I just wanna die know . I don't k ow wat to do. I have to do it for him though it will hurt him but its for his good

I wiped my tears and moving from his grip to face him ''well you are in delusional"

I have to leave before i broke but things are never in my side . He jst turn me and pull me towards him . He presses his lip to mine his hands on my back . I tried to break it but he growled and pull me closer taking my hands to put on his chest , he kiss me harsly but still passionate pouring his anger. I responded equally. Then he broke the kiss and cup my face looking in my eyes . We were panting , our breathe comming in short gasps .

''Still you think its my delusional . But its your that you think i will belive your shit . I know you more than yourself shar love "

I don't think ,i can hold it any back . Tears started to stream out my eyes .

"Ur right i love you swayam , i love you so much but i just can't stay with you " my troat dried i can't say anything more

"Why shar love its that because of your brother " he said diretly looking my eyes . I jst shook my head thats only i can manage. He sigh then again pull me and buried his face in my neck . " shar love u have nothing to worry about it . '' i shook my head in no and look up "he will kill you swayam , you know he is so powerfull and he..he

He put finger to shush me ''shar baby i know that and nothing will happen okay , jst relax ''

"No i can't let him harm you .i will not able to live with it. " tears started making it way . He pull me to hug me kissing my temple " we will deal with it . Nothing will happen to me . We will be together . He will not able to do anything . Our love is strong, we have past manything together . We can do it . I am not let you leave . I love you to not let you go We will find way with this together ,deal ?" I smiled and peck his lip "deal " he smiled and hugged me . " new way way to sign deal . I like it . I think i will try it to sign , u know ?? " hint of mischivness can ve seen in his eyes. I smack him " Don't even think about it mr. Swayam shekawat " he laugh and i cross my hand glaring at him . He role his eyes and peck my lips . Then again pull me to a long hug , I buried my hHe put finger to shush me ''shar baby i know that and nothing will hapoen okay , jst relax ''

"No i can't let him harm you .i will not able to live with it. " tears started making it way . He pull me to hug me kissing my temple " we will deal with it . Nothing will happen to me . We will find way with this together ,deal ?" I smiled and peck his lip "deal " he smiled and hugged me . " well i must say nice way to seal deal , i will definetly try it in meeting , aa u know ?? " i smack him . He cried " no need to be violent baby " . I role my eyes and hug him , buring my face in his chest . He grin and held me tighter . Well i thought he would let me go but like he said '' He love me and would never let me go ."