Hi, Guys !!! I am here again with a write up on Current Track! It is mostly from Sharon's view. This might be little different of what you expect. But I hope you like it...
PART ONE
Its been Seven months since I and Swayam are not on good terms. Not on good terms as in we are not together officially or unofficially . Whenever I think of it, I feel difficult to breathe. The oxygen just disappears from the surrounding. I always use to think that I don't love Swayam the way he does or did to me. But today when I look back to the period of our Trial Relationship when I confessed him that I can't handle the intensity of his love, it makes me laugh. I was so stupid to say something like that. After that statement of mine, day by day my Love for Swayam Shekhwat is growing and growing. It makes me wonder, When will it stop? The growing love towards him is making me Insane, Emotionally full, Emotionally drained out, Fighter, Loser, Patient, Hyper and what not. I have never known that I had these many sides in me. Sometimes, Swayam looks so adorable that I feel like playing with his silky hairs, to cuddle in his arms but I can't do any of it. He is not mine now.
And yes, recently I have got to know a new aspect of me, which I thought I could not do ever. I have become the Lady of Shining Armour in Swayam's LIFE. Trying to save him from the evil, Ruhi. Its so Ironical. I guess Destiny has its own plan. Anyways, I am proud to be his Saviour. Sharon Raiprakash has always been the Game Changer and Inspiration, so why not do something like this? Even if it means saving the love of your life ,ignoring which gender I am? I meant even a Lady can do that.
Now, when I think about our Relationship, I realise the mistakes we did. Yes, it must be difficult to believe but even the Loverboy has committed some major ones. TRUST, PROMISES are not to be broken in a relationship and we did that. There was a time when I felt that Swayam doesn't respects me. If there is no RESPECT , even for a moment, How can LOVE sustain? Even if it is 5 years old. But all this did not stop me from loving him. I knew he would realise my worth or would acknowledge it someday. So, I kept trying because as they say, "Respect needs to be earned".
Today, I don't know if we will be together again. I have lost all my hopes. But I am Calm and Happy because I know my LOVE is pure and I am content in that.
To be continued...
A/N:- I really don't know why it turned out to be the way it did. REVIEWS PLEASE?
CHEERS😛👍🏼,
Sachi.
INDEX
PART ONE-Page 1
PART TWO-Page 4
PART THREE-Page 6
PART FOUR-Page 9
PART FIVE-Page 12
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