SwaRon OS- LOVE...True...and Pure

"Meine Kriya se isliye friendship ki kyunki Swayam ko pasand aayega... Swayam ko paas laane ke liye meine yeh kiya..." Sharon said to Simmi...

Swayam was to enter the Room but heard all this... which made him leave the place right at that time without even listening further...

"But meine yeh nahi socha tha ki Kriya sach mein achi hai and now I genuinly like Kriya, now that friendship is not fake... it's true from my side..." She continued facing Simmi...

"Acha hi hai... Sharon... hope sab kuch thik ho jaye and Swayam aur tum fir couple ban jao..." Simmi said smilingly...
"Yeah Simmi...I wish..so" Sharon replied with a hope...

Sharon just hugged her... and both left...

Swayam was really not expecting this... he felt hurt... went to Terrace...

"Sharon! Kriya! Yeh Friendship! Sab ek naatak, sab jhoot tha Sharon ke side se... Means Sharon selfish hoke mujhe paana chahti thi... and ab bhi Sharon humare pyaar ko ek jhoot ke sahare paana chahti thi...Sharon! I...I didn't expect this... kabhi kabhi socha nahi tha ki firek baar tum mere emotions se khelogi... jab koi tumhe pasand nahi karta tha tab bhi meine tumse pyaar kiya aur aaj bhi karta hun... chahta tha ki hum ek ho...but ab mujhe nahi lagta ki humare beech kuch ho sakta hai...yeh tumhare liye ek play hi Sharon... agar aaj mujhe sach nahi pata chalta to kya pata mein fir koi galti kar jaata... tumne fir mujhe hurt kiya hai Sharon...ek baar fir..." Swayam was talking alone... thinking with a feeling of hurt...

Sharon was calling him from past 20min but he wasn't receiving any call...
After an hour Swayam saw Sharon and was about to move the opposite way but Sharon stopped him...

"Hey! Tum call kyun nahi utha rahe the? Messages ka reply bhi nahi kiya...?" Sharon asked him with full right...
"Sharon...busy hun...don't disturb me..." Swayam replied coldly...
"Are you okay?" Sharon said with confusion n concern...
"I don't think it is important to tell the reason..." Swayam gave a glare filled look...

He was about to move... when Sharon held his hand and stopped him...
"Ho kya gaya hai? Mujhse itna rudely baat kyun kar rahe ho?" Sharon asked...
"I am really not willing to tell you anything so just let me go or you leave..." Swayam replied in a rude manner...
Sharon was shocked! These words were sharp...she just left his hand and let him go...

It was Night time,
Sharon was resting on Couch...with his pic in her hand...

"Yeh achanak se Swayam ko kya ho gaya??? I mean...itna rude and ignore karna... I need to talk to him... mein aisa use nahi dekh sakti, aur I need to know the reason as to what is making him so odd..." Sharon was hurt...she felt like something major has happened to Swayam...

She changed her dress...and went to Swayam's home...
She pressed the door bell... It was Kaka... she asked him about Swayam and Kaka made her go to his Room...

She knocked but no reply came... she lightly pushed the door and found it opened... she entered...
There was Swayam... in the balcony...standing... staring at the stars...

"Swayam..." This soft, gentle voice was enough for Swayam to understand that Sharon was inside...

Swayam didn't turn... not even a reply came out of his mouth... Sharon had no other option than going towards him...
She went close to him...his back was facing her... Sharon kept her hand on Swayam's shoulder...

Swayam jerked a bit and turned to face her...
"Sharon...tum..?Kuch kaam tha...??" Swayam asked bluntly..
"Zaruri hai Swayam, ki jab kaam ho tab hi tumse baat kar sakti hun?" Sharon asked softly...
"Actually Sharon kaam ke iiye hi tum baat karti ho, haina?" He shot back...
"What do you want to say Swayam?" Sharon asked confused...
"You did a great job... by maintaining a FAKE FRIENDHSIP...with KRIYA" Swayam spoke sternly...
"Um..Swa...what are y..ou... this...is nnot the thr..uth" Sharon stammered with a shocking expression as to how come he know...

"Why Sharon...you did this...meine kabhi yeh nahi soch tha...ki mujhe paane ke liye tum jhoot bologi...fir tum humara rishta ek jhoot par shuru karna chahti thi..." Swayam was hurt...totally...
"No Swayam...aisa nahi hai...tumhe pura sach nahi pata hai...mein Kriya ko genuinely friend maanti hun... haan sach hai ki start ek jhoot tha par ab nahi...I like Kriya... i know wo achi hai..." Sharon held his arm...
"Jo kuch meine suna..sab jhoot tha... kitne jhoot bologi Sharon..huh??? Tumhe kabhi ye nahi laga... ki tum kitni galat ho?" He left her hand... and moved away...
"Swayam! I realized... it... sach keh rahi hun... I am sorry Swayam! Please mujhe maaf kar do..." Sharon said crying...
"Kitna acha hota agar har baat ko Sorry se khatam kar diya hota..Sharon...kitni khush rehti tum" Swayam was rude...
"Swayam, mein tumse pyaar karti hun... nahi reh sakti tumhare bina...islie yeh sab kiya!" Sharon pleaded...
"Tum samajh nahi rahi ho... Sharon pyaar selfless hota hai..selfish nahi..." Swayam turned facing her...
"Selfish hun mein...haina...tumhare liye hun... tumko paana chahti hun... tumhare liye kuch bhi kar sakti hun... yehi agar selfish hai to yes Swayam Shekhawat I want to be selfish!!!" She barked with tears flowing down...
"Tum nahi karti mujhse pyaar!!! Yeh sab..." Swayam was saying when Sharon cut him...
"Exactly! Mera pyaar jhoot hai, temporary hai... agar fir hum saath hue to mein tumhe PUPPET ki tarah treat karungi... fir tumhe chhod dungi!! I wish ki tum right hote...Swayam..." Sharon was frustrated...
"Agar aisa hai to Sharon tum mere emotions ke saath nahi khelti...sabke saamne reject nahi karti...jab hum couple the to kya ho gaya tumhe, accept kyun nahi kiya!! Kyuki tum for mujhe sabke saamne galat prove karna chahti thi...yahi ki mein tumhe force karta hun...kyun Sharon!" Swayam spoke with no care...except tears!!
"Wo meri ek galti thi...jisko meine sudhaarne ki koshish ki... but tumne aise behave kiya jaise hum strangers ho... kya nahi kiya meine... tum jaisa chahte the, tumhe jo pasand hai vo kiya! Kyuki mein tumse pyaar karti thi... tum mujhe mujhse zyada jaante ho na to kyun nahi samjh paaye meri feelings?? (Cried more) Kya itni buri hun...shayad ab tumhare liye kuch nahi rahi...wahi DIVA wahi Attitude filled SRP image sabko dikhi...and usme tum bhi the... meri galti itni thi ki meine tumhe fir paana chaha...but not you! Pyaar karke bhi tumne ye dikhaya that you didn't care for me... and I accept all these..YES i was wrong, sab meri galti thi.. shayad kuch koshish mein kami reh gayi ya fir tumhe wapis wo trust nahi laa payi jisko tum kho chhuke ho..." Sharon choked...

Swayam was numb... wasn't able to react...
"Trsust! Love! Care! Har possible way ko tumne use kiya Sharon... yes!! Tumne mera trust jitna chaha... tumne mujhe apni life mein fir lana chaha... but you know why I am not with you... because... You broke my heart... yes I loved you!! I MISSED you!!! But that was all not more than what you did... your ego... yes! Everything you feel revolves around you, why you don't care about other's emotion... why!! Not this time I will accept you... you say you Love me... Sharon!! Second time I am saying... "I REJECT YOU, YOUR FAKE, SELFISH LOVE" Swayam said with utmost confidence...

This was enough...Sharon was heart-broken... not able to react... more tears flowed down! Not able to resist she looked at Swayam...
"I...I LOVE YOU SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT much more than YOU HATE ME...thank you so much"
She left the room... He didn't have any reaction on his face!

Sharon fell down on the stairs of his home... but got up on her own... she went outside...
She was walking in the garden (Swayam k ghar ka) lifeless, crying... his words hit her like bow straight into her heart... All memories flashed in front of her eyes... Was her Love fake? Or He stopped loving her? Why he rejected when she cleared all the things...shared all her thoughts???

It was around 4am when Swayam woke... whole night he just thought about Sharon, their relation... and yes somewhere he accepted that he was very cold with her... he washed his face and moved down... he wanted to have a Morning walk... he opened the door... stepped out... and at a distance found a figure sitting on the grass... resting her back on the wall... he was shocked... he ran to her... as her back was facing him... he turned her... shiver ran down his spine... when he found Sharon with eyes swollen, tear stained face, chilled due to the cool breeze of winters... he scooped up Sharon in his arms... and made her lay on his bed...

He laid blanket on her... he felt like someone has taken Sharon away from him... it was hard to believe that Sharon was there whole night... in this cold season..just wearing her casual dress without any woolen cloth over it...

He called her name...but no response...Doctor was called... he injected her with a medicine...
After 3 hours, he saw her waking up...opening her eyes...she found Swayam there... holding her hand... she shrugged...

"Leave me Swayam... I... I.. Am not yours... I can't be... you don't have any right... I am always fake!!! Just leave...let me go!!!" She said while getting up...
Swayam stopped her but she freed his hand from hers and got up holding the bed's corner...

"Sharon..you are not well... please stay!!" He tried stopping her...with guilt in his voice...
"Why do you care Swayam... It's just cold...nothing more...I am all fine... you should care for your best friend...Kriya...ask her she might be in need of something...okay! Now" Sharon shouted...
"What are you saying? Why involving Kriya???" Swayam asked...confused...
"Ohh yeah... Sorry! For you Kriya is important..good it is... maybe I am wrong... you always chant Kriya Kriya Kriya! Swayam you know mujhe kaisa laga jab tumne mujhe ignore kiya?? Kabhi meine tumhare aage Rey ko preference nahi diya! Yes I got hurt..meine socha shayad mein zyada soch rahi hun... but jab bhi hum mile humne Kriya ke matter pe bata ki..kabhi tumne humare relation ke baare mein nahi bola... humesha us topic ko ignore kiya! I know I did wrong... Sorry Swayam!!! (she said while coughing) Shayad tum mujhe nahi samjhna chahte, samjha nahi paye ki Kriya se mujhe koi problem nahi hai...jab tak tum mere saath ho...tum btao Swayam kya tumhe acha lagta agar mein Rey se issues discuss karti na ki tumse... bolo... har baat tumahri mujhe kisi aur se pata chalti hai...tumhe kaisa lagta jab ye tumhare saath hota...( tears didn't stop) Mein kaise samjhau tumhe...I love you so much...true llovvee...kyat um mujhse...!!" She cried... and her voice faded as she sank down the floor... SHE FAINTED due to WEAKNESS...

Swayam held her... he was hell tensed...
"Sharon...utho please... I can't see you like this...Sharon!" He murmured while scooped her up in arms and made her rest on the bed with her back to the pillow...
He looked aside and took a glass of water and sprinkled water on her face... she was still blabbering...something but not awake...

He left her there carefully and ran to kitchen...

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Abhi Mujh Mein Kahin
Baaki Thodi Si Hai Zindagi
Jagi Dhadkan Nayi
Jaana Zinda Hun Mein To Abhi

Swayam *to himself*- Swayam! You are dumb, you are mad and what not... tujhe samjh nahi aaya ki vo sachha pyaar karti hai...
He pulled his hair in frustration...
There in Room, Sharon was resting... shivering...
Swayam - I will not let anything happen to you Sharon...

Kuch Aisi Lagan Iss Lamhe Mein Hai
Yeh Lamha Kahan Tha Mera
Ab Hai Saamne
Ise Choo Loon Zara

He made glucose water for her...so that she gains strength...
Swayam looked up to the room in which she was there...
Swayam - I am coming Sharon..just a minute...
He was crying... guilty on what he did...

Mar Jaun Ya Jee Loon Zara
Khushiyan Choom Loon
Ya Ro Loon Zara
Mar Jaun Ya Jee Loon Zara

He took the glass and went to her... wiped his own tears..
Swayam saw Sharon shivering... he covered her up with another blanket...

Swayam- I am sorry! I made you upset...but not now!! Sharon get up please...
He made her sit upright gently... Sharon was weak...

Ho..o Abhi Mujhme Kahin
Baaki Thodi Si Hai Zindagi

Swayam- How stupid I am... this all happened I am responsible... but I won't let you go now!!
Still there's time Sharon...still...

Ho...Dhoop Mein Jalte Hue Tan Ko
Chhayaa Ped Ki Mil Gayi
Roothe Bachhe Ki Hasin Jaise
Phuslaane Se Fir Khil Gayi

Swayam caressed her hair... she lightly opened her eyes...
"Swa...y..am" She spoke softly... With alight smile...
Swayam felt so happy that she spoke atleast a bit...
"Yess...Sharon..I..I am here..." Tears flowed down his eyes...

Kuch Aisaa Hi Ab Mehsoos Dil Ko Ho Raha Hai
Barson Ke Puraane Zakhm Pe Marham Laga Sa Hai
Kuch Aisa Rehem Is Lamhe Mein Hai
Ye Lamha Kahan Tha Mera

Swayam held the glass close to her mouth... she nodded and tried to drink...
She held his hand... both felt blessed at each other's touch...
Swayam closed his eyes... as if thanking God for his blessing on them...

Ab Hai Saamne Ise Choo Loon Zara
Mar Jaun Ya Jee Loon Zara
Khushiyan Choom Loon Ya Ro Loon Zara
Mar Jaun Ya Jee Loon Zara

"Aaram se Sharon..." Swayam said while looking at her...
She stopped in between...and looked into his eyes...
"I really Love You..pl..please...forgive me Swayam..." She said with teary eyes...
Swayam couldn't resist seeing her state...he felt like how bad did he hurt her...

Door Se Tooti Patang Jaise
Thi Yeh Zindagani Meri
Aaj Ho Kal Ho Mera Naa Ho
Har Din Thi Kahaani Meri

"No Sharon...I am also sorry! I too love you Sharon..very very much" Swayam said while caressing her cheeks...
She closed her eyes...and let all the tears flow out...
She just softly rested her head on his chest... Swayam for once a second got amazed but then wrapped his arms around her...
Both remember the time when they were not together...

Ik Bandhan Nayaa Peeche Se Ab Mujhko Bulaye
Aane Wale Kal Ki Fikar Mujhko Sataa Jaye
Ik Aisi Chubhan Is Lamhe Mein Hai
Ye Lamha Kahan tha Mera

Swayam kept the glass aside... and also kept the hand surrounding her...
She placed her hand on his chest... It was like both the souls got their life back...
Swayam made her face him by gently holding her face...
Their eyes met... he wiped all her tears... and gave a soft peck on her forehead...

Ab hai saamne
Issey chhoo loon zara
Mar jaaoo'n ya jee loon zara