Hello peeps!!! How r u all??? Fine na….!!! Ok so here I'm back with another OS mine…… Pata hai abhi tak bahut saare likhe hai but still cant stop myself from writing more…… And when the idea pops u in my mind I just try to pen it down…… I hope that everyone of u like my Oss which I write…… If u all don't then plzz do let me know…… U know what aaj kal I'm very busy as atmost me 6 0' clock tak ghar aati hun from college……. And my friend asked me to stop writing so much or else I will be really badly stressed and I wont be able to take everything but I ignored her this statement and said that I will be writing for my readers who love my writings……. So I really write all this for u all…… And plzzz do let me know that how I write……. So I'll stop my bak bak and here u all go……. Enjoy…..
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TR OS ~*~ Cant Afford To Loose U ~*~
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Taani's POV
Again the day started like it got started from past 1 year……. But today is something else also.…… Its been totally 1 year after that incident took place but how can I forget that one mistake of my life……. The mistake which made me lose my soul…… The mistake which had never brought a smile on my face from that day on…… And obviously how can I smile when I lost two important person of my life……
On that day if I would have took more care then today I wouldn't have lost her and him……. It was all my mistake…… I really don't want to live after loosing my own daughter……. But a thought about my husband always makes me live my life even though I don't want to cause from that day on I lost him too…… We both have become like body without souls…… Because our souls were with our daughter and as she went she also took our souls with her……We both have never interacted with each other from that day……. Neither we went out to any of our relative's home…….. We were and are still lost in our own world remembering our daughter…….
Our daughter, cute and totally bubbly Ananya, was only of 5 years last year….. And the saddest thing is that we lost her on her birthday only……. The day she born, she had lit up our, Rey's and mine, lifes…….. The day we came to now that she was in my womb, Rey had came more close to me and our relationship grew more and more strong…….. She was the reason for our togetherness…… She had totally changed our lifes….. And the day she came to this world, me and Rey had promised her that we will always care for her and will never let anything happen to her and will always see her as princess……But unfortunately I broke my promise……. I was failed in taking care of her……. I am the world's worst mother because of whom a lil soul left this world without exploring it fully……. I can never forgive myself for this……..
And mainly I can never forgive myself on separating two so close people…….Rey and Ananya……. They were very close to each other…… They used to do everything together……. They used to play pranks with everyone together only……. And these people would always make me alone and take each other's side every time……. Even they never used to sleep without seeing each other's face……. They felt each other to be lucky charm for themselves……Ananya would use to do all her naughtiness and Rey always encourages her for those and always take part with her in them……. And on total he used to become a 5 years old child with his daughter……. No one can tell that he is father of a daughter on that time……..They were so close to each other……..And I separated them forever……..I'm the world's most unlucky person and a mother in this world…….. At least god would have took me with him instead of hers…… But what was her sin that he at least dint let her live her life fully……But how can I blame god for this when it is been my fault on whole……
We both have totally forgot that there is a kind of activity called sleep also……. We would ever tell each other that we slept but we knew that non of us had slept ever till this day…….. And today morning sunrays came to our room indicating that another day started and today is the day when our lil princess was born and the day when she ……. It actually breaks me down whenever I think about it……. I'm so sorry princess for my mistake……..I really cant live without u…..
I sat up on my bed and wiped the tears which were falling down my cheeks……I looked at the pic of my princess and said "Happy Birthday my princess…….I hope wherever u would be u would be safe there unlike u were here….." I caressed her pic and tears were flowing down my cheeks…… After sometime I wiped them off and kept the pic safely inside my diary and kept it inside the drawer of the table beside the bed……. And turned towards the other side to only see empty place……. It has been my daily routine to see the place empty from past 1 year……. Tears again formed in my eyes…… I got up from my bed and made my way towards the restroom…….. I went and got ready…….
Soon I came out of my room and went towards Ananya's room….. Cause I know Rey would be there only as from past 1 year I saw him to be there only remembering Ananya……. I went and opened the door slowly…… I saw Rey was keeping his head on the bed and was seated on the floor……. I saw tears in his eyes which also brought tears in my eyes……. I went to him and kept my hand on his shoulder……..He looked at me with teary eyes……. I cant afford seeing him like this daily……. I somehow tried to control my tears and said "Rey u r getting late for ur work!!!" He looked at me for few minutes and said "Ya!!! I'm going to get ready…" He said normally and went from there……. Nw tears were continuously flowing down my cheeks……. I started to cry and feel on my knees……."I'm sorry Rey….!!! I know only I'm the reason for Ananya's death and only I'm the reason for ur present condition……. I'm so sorry for everything….." and started crying……
After a long of 15 minutes I came out of the room wiping off my tears remembering that I had to prepare breakfast for him……. But as I went to the living room I saw no one there….. But I saw a note on the dinning table……. I opened it and saw it was by Rey saying he will have his breakfast in his office as right now he have to leave early…….. I felt my heart break into many pieces….. From past 1 year we never had anything together……. I too dint had anything and left for my work……
End of Taani's POV
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Rey's POV
(from morning onwards)
I was in my baby princess room……. I am so heart broken after she left me……. She was the only soul reason because of whom I came close to Taani and started loving her…… Even today I love her a lot…..But I'm guilty to face her and talk to her…… I separated mother and daughter……..Because of my mistake a broke a relationship…….. Ananya and Taani were so close to each other and always used to share everything with each other like friends……They were actually friends……. Ya Ananya would spend more time with me but the whole time she would talk about Taani only……. Which I was loving so much to hear about my love from my princess mouth…….Today also I'm carving to hear all those……I caving to listen whether she is fine or not…… Cause whenever Taani was not well only princess would tell me about that not Taani……
I know that we both r living in same house but not together because we both r engrossed in our own world…….Me in guilt and Taani in her daughter's thought……. From last 1 year I lost my Taani……..I have never seen her in the way she used to live before our princess death…….She has changed a lot…….She stopped looking at herself in mirror……She stopped dressing more……. I only see her swollen face daily…….It always feels life someone disheartedly stabbed into my heart……But I cant help for that nor I can correct my mistake…….This guilt had made me so low that I cant atleast talk to her and cant atleast ask her that how she is……. I'm the world's worst father and husband in this world……..
I never thought that such a big mistake will happen with me…….And mainly on the day of my princess birthday……That day was and is very special for me and Taani…… I promised both of them that I'll take care of them more than anyone can take…….And I broke my promise…….I never thought this will ever happen……."I'm so sorry my princess……Because of me only u r away from ur mumma and papa……I'm so sorry baby……U know what baby papa loves u still…… I'm sorry for whatever I did…… And HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby……I hope wherever u r u will be safe unlike u were here…." I was crying badly…..
I lost two important person of my life……Ananya and Taani…..Even though Taani is with me but still we never talked to each other…… I daily cry for what I did…..If God would have given me a chance I would surely go back on that day and save my princess and will stop my Taani and get her back……But unfortunately I can never do it in my life…..
I was there sitting on the floor and keeping my head on the bed remembering all my past days…… I felt someone's familiar hand on my shoulder…… I knew it is Taani…… So I looked at her with tears in my eyes…… She too was on verge to cry but she somehow controlled herself……I looked at her and her eyes were swollen like daily…….." Rey u r getting late for ur work!!!" I heard her say that…… I looked at her for sometime and said "Ya!!! I'm going to get ready…" and soon left the rom to get ready….. Tears were flowing down my cheeks…..But cant help…..
I went to my room and got ready in next 15 minutes and went from home keeping the note for Taani that I was getting late n will have my breakfast there only…… even though I would not…….How can I eat without Taani…… But still have no guts to sit with her and have some food with her……. I soon left for my work……
End of Rey's POV
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Ananya's POV
I know today my prince and princess are really very sad because of me…… Sorry price princess…!!! I never wanted to hurt u both….. And plzz don't blame urself…… U all know what!!! My prince and princess r blaming themselves for my death but do u know what is the truth…… The truth is that it all happened because of me…….
It was my birthday……The day when prince and princess r happier then me even tough they deny it but I know them very well……. N that day I become happy only by seeing them happy…… They r the world's best mother and father I would have ever seen…… They have never scolded me and have always made me understand everything to the best and mainly if I do any of the naughtiness either prince or princess take it on their head and don't scold me…… That makes me feel guilty and I soon apologize to everyone……..
And that day was like my every birthday….. I know what u all will be thinking that I was only 5 at that time and now only 6 but still I'm talking like mature people right!!! But to be frank angels always talk like this and now I'm counted in all those angels……
So that day we all three started our day like ever…… We firstly went to temple and prayed to god…… I know my princess had prayed to God for mine and prince's safety and in the same way prince too prayed for mine and princess's safety……. I so love them both for this…. I'm so lucky to have them in my life……
But u know what I prayed to god……. I prayed to god that plzzz god do their love be alive for their whole life and more than that….. Plz do love them more than me……. They r the best in this earth u would have ever created so plzz don't hurt them ever……
We all completed our payers and went to feed some food to the poor people and give them some clothes to wear…… They were happy to see this and they all blessed…… U know it would be weird but it was so awesome and had such a nice feeling doing that……
Then we all went back to our house were to our surprise we saw my mamu and mami and my cute bro in our house first only…… When I saw them I soon went and hugged them….. They r the best u know…..They love me as their own daughter……. My bro was only 1 year elder than me still is very bossy kind but loves me a lot…… We all celebrated my birthday a lot and enjoyed a lot……Everyone was happy……
In the evening we all went to have a ride all over the city…… We sometimes had stopped to have some shopping and all…… And for sometime we stopped near a mall…… We were a lil far to it…… I was sitting in car having fun when my eyes caught something….. I got excited and shouted "Prince Mamu come here plzz…." They were on the other side having some talks so when heard me they came to…… I too got down from the car and started pointing towards that "Prince mamu I want it….. See its such a cute and big teddy bear….. Plzz I want it…." They smiled seeing me jumping in excitement and prince took me in his arms and said "Princess ur wish is my command but plzz wai here we both will go and buy it OK……!!"I smiled at them and said "OK" They left from there to buy that…… It was on the other side of the road…… My princess and mami and bro all three were busy in having gol guppe…… I completed them soon….. And I totally ate of Rs. 50 or more….. So I came and they were enjoying theirs….. Meanwhile something else caught into my sight and that was a big micky mouse which was waving hands to everyone…… I so love micky mouse so I started to walk towards it….. It was on the other side of road….. I dint saw on the either side and started walking smiling…… But soon a truck in full speed and hit me and there I was laying totally drenched with blood all over my body……. I was somehow trying to wake up but all that pain dint let me move also…… I heard princess shouting "ANANYA….." soon prince also saw me…… They all ran upto me and both prince and princess were having tears in their eyes actually they were crying…….I saw crowd was forming around me….. My eyes were feeling heavy but still I saw all had tears in their eyes and mamu was trying to call ambulance…… But in the meantime my breathing stopped and I slept for ever…….
That was what all my mistake for which prince and princess are blaming themselves….. I'm sorry both of u….. I hurted u a lot but plzz don't blame urself….. I'm not happy seeing u both like this….. Plzz guyzz ask them to stop living like this…… I don't love it at all…..
End of Ananya's POV
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No ones POV…..
It was evening time….. Both Rey and Taani completed their work and thought to visit the place where they lastly leaved with their princess….. They both went from their work place to that place…… They dint saw both of them…… They looked a round….. And remembered Ananya's last birthday…… They had tears in their eyes……. They stood there for sometime……
When they were leaving their eyes caught a scene where a small girl was asking her father to get that toy……They smiled remembering Ananya…… Rey remembered the last scene between them…… Soon the girl's father left to buy the toy asking his daughter not to move from the car……. The girl was sitting there…… She saw the micky mouse and got excited and got down from the car and started moving towards it……. She dint noticed the truck coming towards her…… Taani and Rey saw this and remembered how Ananya got hurt…… Taani soon ran towards the girl and pushed her from there before it hurted her and Rey took the girl and saw that Taani saved the girl…… He saw that truck was coming and before he could save Taani…… The truck hit Taani and she laid there on the road blood coming out from her body…… Rey shouted "TAANI…..!!!" and stood there firstly shocked but the thought of loosing Taani came to his mind and he ran towards her and took her head on her lap…… She looked at him and smiled and said "Sorry Rey!!!Sorry that because of me Ananya is….." But she dint completed and Rey said "No Taani it was not ur fault it was all my fault….. I shouldn't have left her and today u…… Like that day I loose Ananya….. Today I CANT AFFORD TO LOOSE U…." He said crying and took her in his arms and put her in the car….. And soon drove off to the nearest hospital…….
Soon they reached and Rey took her to the doctor…… Doctors came and took her hurriedly to ICU and started her operation…… Rey was very worried for Taani now….. He cant live without Taani…… He first loose his princess but now he cant loose his angel……
After 2-3 hours operation was over and doctor came out……. Rey saw him and ran to him and started shooting his questions "Doctor how is Taani??? Is she alright??? Is everything OK??? I mean nothing worst is there na??? Doctor say na is everything OK or not…!!" Doctor saw concern in Rey for Taani….. And he smiled and said "Mr. Singhania don't worry everything is alright….. Ur wife is fully fine now…… But till she gets recovered we will have to keep her admitted here….." Rey was happy now….. His happiness dint knew any boundary…… He was happy that Taani is now with him…… He thanked doctor and went to the ward where Taani was shifted……
He saw her sleeping there on the bed peacefully…… She was bandaged on her head, right hand and ankle…… Rey was having tears in his eyes seeing this condition of Taani….. He felt like someone stabbed him with knife….. But felt some peace knowing that Taani is safe….. He went and sat beside her on the chair and took her hand in his and kissed it and said "I'm sorry Taani for my behavior till now…… But promise u I will never leave u alone from now on….." He was crying…… Few drops of tears fell on Taani's hand and she got disturbed……. She slowly opened her eyes and was very weak…… She looked at him……. She too had tears in her eyes…… "I LOVE U REY…!!!" She said weakly….. Rey looked at her and saw Taani smiling with tears in her eyes…… Rey kept his hand on her cheek and said "I LOVE U TOO TAANI…..!!" They were happy to get each other back on the same day…..
And somewhere a small lil angel was also very happy to see her prince and princess getting together again…… From this day the journey of TaaRey again started…..
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At last completed it….. I know bahut bakwaas OS tha but still I hope that u guyzz loved it….. If so then plzz do like and comment…… I really need them cozz as I said main apne busy schedule me se time nikal ke yeh likti hun….. So plzz thode lambe comments dena…..
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