That's how I gotta live now
'Cause of everything that you put me through.
I remember, from the start
We had our first kiss
Had my eyes wide open ... and here's the reason,
I wanted to be sure that moment was real.
Because it was a dream come true.
But now I'm in a nightmare and you have the NERVE to accuse me of hurting you!?
I wouldn't catch a grenade for you
You never cared what I did for you
So jump in front of that train for me.
I could care less if you died for me.
'Cause a long, long time ago,
I would've done the same for you.
I finally realized...I deserve so much more.
Black black, black and blue.
Everytime we argued,
You turned it into physical, and what was I to do?
You never know what you got
Until it's really gone.
I just wish I could've stayed to see your face when you got home.
I guess the saying goes,
"The grass ain't always greener, when you hit the other side."
'Cause now I'm in a nightmare and you have the NERVE to accuse me of hurting you!?
I wouldn't catch a grenade for you
You never cared what I did for you
So jump in front of that train for me.
I could care less if you died for me.
'Cause a long, long time ago,
I would've done the same for you.
I finally realized...I deserve so much more.
I set our memories on fire.
(ooh) I watched them burn down in flames.
I said I loved you I'm a liar,
'Cause I'd never, ever, love the devil.
And I would never catch a grenade for you
You never cared what I did for you
So jump in front of that train for me.
I could care less if you died for me.
'Cause a long, long time ago (hah),
I would've done the same thing for you.
I finally realized...I deserve so much more.
I deserve so much more.
I deserve so much more.
(ooh) I deserve so much more.
No no no no no no no.