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Hello everyone...
This is my first post here and my first try at an OS, so please pardon me if there are mistakes. I will warn you it is not very nice so its your choice if you want to read further.
I was inspired to write this because of many FFs, OSs, SSs that I have read here and if you find anything similar do try and forgive me, it was not intentional...
It is from Sharon's Point of view:
"Sharon sach main tom kar sakti ho" Swayam said reassuring me. It was the first time he had spoken, all this while he had been quiet. Out of all the voices his stood out distinctly. That husky deep voice of his somehow boosted my confidence. I felt that my confidence was returning. I lifted my eyes to look at his perfect handsome face smiling at me. his eyes reflected their faith in me. His heartbeat was like a flow of motivating words.
I gently closed my eyes and opened them again as if to thank him. I don't know why but there was no need for words. his smile widened and he gave a slight nod as if understanding the unsaid emotions and feelings...
I turned back to the group and told them that I was really going to do it. They cheered out loud, everyone except Swayam.But I felt him smile behind me as if he wanted to say," I know you will be the best".
Now I stand near the back stage. Rey is still with me. He is trying his best to get me on the stage and get my confidence back. Although I had agreed to perform I was still on two mind... I really didn't know if I could do it."Sharon remember ,main tumhare theek peeche hoon and Swayam theek saamne." rey reminded me. I managed a weak smile. Rey flashed back a very confident one as he pushed me to the stage after wishing me luck." You are the Diva, its time to show it to them."
At last I stood on the stage again. I didn't when my legs would give away. When I would fall...I scanned the whole audience. There beside me stood my friends, the whole Louisian team except Swayam, my eyes involuntarily searched for the deep black ones of his. Without him the fear started creeping back to me.Then I saw him standing there, Right in front. Our eyes met for the split of a second. We nodded to each other, smiled and I began my dance.
Half way through, I slipped and fell. An unpleasant silence was around me. Everyone was shocked except him. He closed his eyes and his heart spoke to me,"You can still do it". He opened his eyes and gave his encouraging smile. And I started again making the fall look intentional and part of the routine.
As I ended, I looked around. A bigger crowd cheered for me today than the crowd that had called us losers. As I looked around, my eyes met his again. There I saw genuine happiness. He showed his signature thumbs up sign and gave his ever cute*😆TANNU😆* smile and I smiled as I walked back.
When I reached back to my friends, they seemed very happy. They congratulated me and I thanked them sincerely. But out of everybody I needed to thank Swayam and he was not here. Nobody seemed to notice his absence. Slowly everyone left. Only Rey and me were left there. My eyes still searching him. I guess Rey noticed for he came and whispered," He's on the beach." I looked up half shocked half surprised only to find him smiling at me. When he saw my expression he grinned ear to ear and said "Go..What are you waiting for???" He urged me and then he just walked away.
I stood there for a few seconds and walked to the beach. I saw him standing there deep in thought, his back towards me. I really did not wish to disturb him but was eager to thank him. I slowly walked over silently. "Sharon" he said turning. I was amazed that he knew I was there. But then I remembered what he had said to me in the locker room after RDX Sir's party. "Tum yahaan kya kar rahi ho?" Swayam's voice broke my thoughts. "Umm..Swayam..Thanks and Sorry." I said atlast. "Thanks and Sorry ..Kyon?" He asked confusion clearly reflecting on his face. "Thanks mera confidence mujhe wapas dene ke liye and sorry maine tumhein jo bhi bura kaha hai uske liye. " I finished. I could see he was shocked. There was a moment of silence between us, not that it was troubling me. He smiled not knowing where to begin and then finally said " You are welcome..." I smiled at this. Oh how cute he looked with his smile and that confused look.
I finally thought to tell this to him. It had been on my minds after Rey made us do the blind fold lift. "Swayam " I began again." I think... we need not be enemies anymore. Can we open the book I closed?" God know how long I had spent trying to figure out how to say this. He was taken by surprise yet again. But my smile made him give in. He gave a bright smile. And I was so happy that forgetting everything I put my arms around his neck giving him a perfect hug.
*They looked picture perfect.Two lovers in each others arms with the sun setting in the background. How better could it get*
So to all those who have made it to the last...
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
Do comment... I don't have Swayam to guide me so your comments are the only source...
Thank you again...
Sreedevi
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
Anupamaa
CID
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
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