Originally posted by: BrienneOfTarth
<font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Passion is not a feeling. Love, hate, lust, jealousy...these
are feelings. Passion has no colour of its own but is instead coloured by the
emotion that one paints it in.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Passion, in fact, is a state of being. There is nothing ordinary'
or normal' about it. It is not tame. It is not safe. It is certainly not
proper. It blurs the line between right and wrong and disregards the sensible
edicts of a sane society. One can simply call it a form of madness.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">The hero of our tale, Chandragupta, has been moulded by the
most cunning mind of that era into a perfect weapon. Physically, he has been
tempered under duress until he is as strong as steel. Mentally, he has been
sharpened repeatedly, until his steel gained a razor-sharp edge. Emotionally,
he has been made immune so that his enemy only feels the icy vindication of a merciless
blade. He is the perfect sword and like any such weapon, he must have a master.
In his case, it is his teacher Chanakya.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Within this ice is a childhood history of disappointment,
abuse, anger, rejection and poverty. As Shyamala Aunty always says, he is
lambent fire sheathed in ice. But a lambent flame is fated to flicker and die,
especially if it resides in a frosty abode. It is a stunted living, fashioned
for a higher purpose of Akhand Bharat but a stunted one just the same.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Rajkumari Nandini, the heroine of our tale, is diametrically
opposite to her hero. Her childhood was a happy, pampered and safe cocoon,
regardless of what sins her father might carry. She can feel as freely as she
wants, think as freely as she desires. She is like flowing water, tumbling
merrily as a waterfall or meandering carefully around obstacles, free and so
very much alive. But alas, her course has no purpose, no sense of direction!</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Yet her history has something in common with her hero. She
is as much moulded by her father as he is by his teacher. In her case it is an
unconscious moulding performed by an unclean heart with the purest hands he can
muster. Unlike most women of her time, she is trained as a warrior and given
the right to look upon herself as an equal to any man. Yet her education is
lacking for she has not learned the harsher truths of her home and kingdom. </font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">To Chandra, there is evil all around him that he must
vanquish. To Nandini, there is good all around her that she must protect. Twin
fallacies that have become firm beliefs.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">They walk on their separate paths until one day an
unexpected twist of fate lands them face to face. I speak not of their meetings
under pretence. I speak of the first time they meet unmasked. Despite whatever
circumstances that lead to that point, Chandra blames her for him getting
caught. Nandini is just as angry having found that he is a spy! Then Chandra defeats
her undefeatable brother and gives insult to her station by rejecting her in
full view of a court.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">A passionate dislike of each other is born that lays the
foundation for their future interactions. The next time they meet, this dislike
has deepened a shade more. It is evident in Nandini's outrage as she charges
towards him and strips his fake beard off, all the while screeching at him. It
is evident in the cold sneer that he carries as he silences her. Then on they
struggle against each other neither willing to concede defeat until both are
upended from the horse for all their effort!</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">The mutual glaring is nothing short of an unspoken battle. If there are any Devanagri translations for "D*** you" and "F***
you", they must be thinking just that!</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">But this is angry dislike which has a weak reason for
existing, so it will fizzle out after some time. Alas, our hero seems to have
been taught the value of silence a little too intensively and our heroine has
not learned much about the art of not inviting trouble. </font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Humour aside, the actions that follow have inevitably
transformed any weak dislike into active hate. </font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">The protege has momentarily forgotten all he has learned...the
attack on him is unwarranted and unjust he must feel...the stree par prahaar
varjit dictum has been kicked out of the window for an angry grabbing of the
face...It is illogical, it is not right but not fully wrong either, it is all
fire and no ice. It is, for that matter, our hero's first flaring of passion - raw,
unrestrained, and completely foreign to a man thus conditioned in discipline.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">But if you thought it was one-sided, you are wrong. For
Nandini is not done yet! She uses her hands and when that helps not, she must
use her teeth and draw blood. Yikes! A wildcat is born, uncivilized, untamed
and clearly foreign to a princess who normally sticks to happy thoughts and
harmless mischief. This is her first taste of passion and it reeks of a man's blood. </font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Eventually, they part. She watches him ride off with an
expression of thwarted anger, helpless to stop this behroopiya who has shaken
up her little merry bubble. He must soothe the sting of her bite for this wildcat
has proven that she is not to be ignored. His composure is back but the
derision of a final smirk hints that he will remember this for some time to
come.</font><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="3">Thus the seeds of a passion are born painted in a hue of hate. What fruit
they bear, yet remains to be seen.</font>