Originally posted by: vibecheck
we shall agree to disagree then đ people can view it as whatever, but i personally don't think of it as a gift. classifying it as a gift makes it seem like it's something that's out of my control, which is not the case, ya know? i don't get some kind of epiphany from a higher being. whatever i say is purely based on observation, previous experiences, people's desire to show themselves, my knowledge about people, etc.
i can't say that i have read too many of your posts and we have never interacted so i may not have much to say yet. most of the posts that i have come across have been politically driven and i'd prefer to refrain from commenting on those. but since you're asking, i shall give it a go. it might be all wrong but we'll find out lol
as you said, the more you get to know people, the more you prefer to be alone. this gives me the impression that you have had some negative experiences with friends or just people in general that have made you wary of them and their intentions. you like to live in your own little bubble but you're not completely anti-social. you have found a small group of friends here whose company you enjoy and whose set of beliefs aligns with yours. you interact with them the most and find it easy to connect with them. but this doesn't mean that you are opposed to talking to others. you are still open and social and are willing to interact with anyone, even if their beliefs don't align with yours. you think of yourself as an inquisitive person. you like to give the impression that you are open to changing your mind about certain beliefs through discussions, but i think that like most people on the internet, your mind is already made up and no one on the internet can convince you otherwise (people usually don't like to accept this about themselves but i'm just being honest about the impression that i got). however, you are open to changing your mind about people on here. you are willing to interact with people and give them another chance, even if your previous interaction with them didn't go over too well, as long as they are respectful. if they cross the line of no return, then you prefer to avoid them. to some extent, you have become indifferent to what people think about you or how they view you. you want to be honest about yourself and be the way that you are, regardless of what others think. sometimes that makes you feel like you are disliked or unwelcomed, but you don't let that get to you on a personal level. you don't like how certain things are done on the forum. you'd prefer for threads to not get locked down and for posts to not be reported. you have the ability to take a joke on yourself without getting offended. you like to know what's going on around you and in the world. you like being right. you have a creative side to you and you enjoy singing. perhaps you use it as an outlet of some sort. you like the concept of spirituality and like discussions on the subject.
bas itni posts mein itna hi mile ga. if anything is wrong, keep it to yourself. i like to live in my bliss đ bye đ¤Ł