Originally posted by: khaleesii
Hi everybody! New to this forum and this AT. I love Bani, she's been a role model for me since her roadies days.I feel like i grew up watching her.
I've been lurking around this at for days now reading your comments and it feels so good to know that I'm not the only one who loves her and understands her.Just made an account to thank all the members of this AT for keeping up the lovely job of supporting our Queen despite all the hatred(which is in quite shocking amounts on this forums) for her.I felt really low and sad after watching yesterday's episode.Watching her so upset and lonely made my heart break into pieces.She deserves so much better.She shouldn't have come this season when the house is filled with bullies, people without basic manners and common sense. I don't hate any contestant but it disgusts me so much when everybody goes behind her back to bitch about her to Rohan(Lopa,Manu,Monalisa etc) and Gaurav (Rahul).I've seen the LF conversation btw G and Rahul amd I think it's because of the conversation that they both had earlier which is in unseen videos on voot(wrongly titled Rahuls observation on Baba spot on) I feel like Rahul tries to spin Gaurav into his words and against Bani.I dont know why he doesn't like Bani because I've never seen Bani being rude to him.Maybe it's because of the tension between her and Lopa? But in this video it's clearly seen thaT Rahul doesn't want Gaurav to stand up for Bani.And there have been many ocassions where Rahul has tried doing this.Almost everybody has bitched about her behind her back be it Priyanka who had an issue with the way she talks(acc to whom eating burgers is too angrezi)Baba who kept highlighting that she's too far away from "Bharti Sanskriti"Navin who had an issue with her eating eggs(like really?)Don't even talk about Lopa.Manu who is clearly very very insecure and jealous of her doesn't leave any stone unturned when It comes to bitching or gossiping about Bani.Be it her physicality or her mentality which he can obviously never match.Mona was quick to jump to Manu's side and laugh at her.Nitibha is a spineless thali mein ka baingan.Manveer laughs at her too.Rahul clearly wont be on her side if time comes.The only true "allies" she had was Karan and Gaurav.Karan's gone and it's evident how much G and B both miss him.Had he been there Gaurav kabhi Rahul ke pass nahin jate,aur Rahul unke Kaan na bhar paate. I have started to appreciate Rohan for his maturity and his support for Bani.I really don't want B and G to drift apart.Their friendship seems genuine and d so does their care for each other.Gaurav just needs to be how he is, listen to his own heart and Bani just needs to be more careful of what she says when there are chugulkhors like Manu and Lopa and Mona and Baba around who love making a mountain out of a mole without even understanding what intentions a person has when they are say something.Any way I know it's just a game and everybody is trying to win but seeing someone you looked up to for years going through a horrible time is making me vent out my frustration here.Sorry for the extremely long post.Thank you for bearing with me. :')