In the midst of all the drama in yesterday's episode , what stayed with me was RM analysing rakhi's situation ...it made so much sense when he said that all over the years life has made her insecure and she is oscillating between her real self and the "image of rakhi sawant " that public has set for her....she does all this because she feels doing dramatic stuff is the only way to stay relevant and true to the set image and there might not be anything else she can do. She is insecure because of various reaosns and even in the house full of people, she finds herself to be alone ...Not saying rakhi didn't get hurt, but we all know she exaggerated things on purpose too.
I felt bad for rakhi, as in celebs who constantly struggle to maintain a certain image and in a way try to lose their own realself unknowingly....we have seen these celebs pretend a lot ...indulge in showing off , whether its beauty or their intelligence or their accent or their belongings ...they want to hear that they are best and be admired all their life, to meet the set perfect image they also don't mind experimenting with surgeries and stuff and with all the competition and tons of insecurities around with constantly oscillating between real self and public image, it must be affecting their psychological and emotional balance in the long run. I am not trying to gain any sympathy for her I am just highlighting that we may feel that they might be living a quality life since they have money and fame but what sort of quality life they have ? No job security, many of them aren't even graduated , most of them lack basic general knowledge and are highly insecured about age and looks and never ending struggle to cover it up...etc...its quite a sad state of affairs for many.
I had a not so good image of rakhi in my mind đ with all the sns drama she does, but now when I am seeing her in BB I realise she is genuinely nice, funny , doesn't have much ego , has a good heart and is actually quite understanding and sensible when she isn't in her "the rakhi sawant form" ...
Even though last week rahul passed rude comments on rakhi , her work and her fans and seeing the promo rakhi will also cross her lines tonight đđź but I also feel he understands her state well and since rakhi calls him her friend ...they both should really talk ...rakhi needs a good friend in the house ....I don't mind her antics though they are worth bashing when she crosses the line. đ
I know rahul ghar mein kuch nahi kar raha and I can safely call him freeloader too , but he doesn't cover it up either, he himself admits he is here to just enjoy and will be evicted sooner or laterđđ...but he thought well and his statement did indicate that he is experienced and learnt well over the years...that's why I see him being himself and not bothering enough to form any fake superficial image to survive.
Just wanted to highlight this little underrated moment from yesterday's episode ...