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So Finally I've written up the second part. Thoda sa better hai first part se. Hope you all will like it. So here it goes:
Finally she was done! Done with all the work she was left with. All the preparations which were needed to be done the night before the puja were complete. Now she can go and sleep peacefully. But sleep was something which was miles away from her.
Almost the whole day it had been raining and finally it had stopped. Cool breeze was blowing. She stood near the window in the corridor and gazed at the sky. The smell of the wet soil was so soothing! So refreshing! She stood there staring at the night sky as past memories flooded her.
Their first meeting in the bazar, when she had seen the most humble person she had ever known, when she had mistakenly threw water on his feet, when she had collided with him as the flower petals showered, when he had taken her away from the river side holding her hand being so much protective, that ring finding game, his confession, her confession, when he had caught her and saved her from breaking her bones. So safe she felt in his arms. The eye lock they had below the pink duppatta. The way they had bickered this night over a plate of food. The sweet time they spent eating, glancing at each other and enjoying a heartwarming silence. A smile appeared on her pretty face. But soon bitter memories too came rushing to wash away that beautiful smile from her face. She had promised Phool she would not see Pratap's face until Pratap gets married to Phool. But what can she do? She tried her best to avoid him but destiny had some other plans. She broke a promise for the first time. A feeling of guilt replaced the beautiful feeling she was having. Tears welled up in her eyes.
A cool breeze blew which made her shiver. She wiped those tears and made her way towards her room.
She was going to her room when she noticed Pratap's room.
The diyas in his room where still lit. They were supposed to be lit off if he was sleeping. Ajabde slowly paced inside his room and found him sleeping in an awkward position, as if he had dozed off, thinking about something.
She went to him and made him lie straight and covered him with a chaddar(blanket). Then she went around the room blowing the lamps off one by one. A last lamp was left which was kept on Pratap's bedside table. She went there and blew it off. That is when she noticed that his head was still in an awkward position. Even if the lamp was blown off, the moon's light made Pratap's handsome face clearly visible to her. She sat on the edge of the bed and made his head rest on the pillow which was on the bed. She was about to get up from the bed when Pratap got hold of her hand and rested his head on her hand(I mean palm). She was shocked by his sudden reaction. She took a look at his face. It seemed as he found peace in her hand. She kept staring at his face. She was unable to take her eyes of him.
Past memories again knocked the door of her mind. So did the guilt of breaking a promise.
Aap yeh kya kar rahi hai Ajabde? Aap ne to Phool se wada kiya than a ki aap kunwar Pratap ka chehra tab tak nahin dekhengi jab tak unka vivah Phool se nahin ho pata? Apni sakhi ko diya hua wada to rakh nahin payi, kam se kam unka dil to mat tootne dijiye. Door nahin reh sakti aap kunwar Pratap se? Bataiye? Door rahiye unse.' Her brain mockingly said her. Right it is! She should leave from there.
She tried to take her hand out which was sandwiched between the pillow and Pratap's head. But she couldn't. She was afraid that it would wake him up.
I have to go from here, she thought. Ajabde tried taking out her hand but failed again. This time Pratap snuggled closer to her hand.
No way, there was no chance to free her hand. If she did Pratap would wake up. She settled a little closer to him to adjust her position. She looked out of the window. It was late night. And she had to be here until he wakes up or changes the posture in which he is sleeping.
Her gaze moves from the open sky to Pratap's peaceful face. She stares at him as that is the only thing she could do.She didn't want to think about anything. She was tired. Tired with all these. Tired with the war between her mind and heart. She just wanted a break. Yeah. A break. She just wanted to stare at him. That gave her so much peace.
An hour or so had passed. Ajabde was trying her best to stay awake but her body wasn't allowing her to do so. She was physically as well as mentally exhausted. She was fasting since 3 days, praying to god for Pratap's welfare. She definitely needed a good nap after 3 sleepless nights.
Ajabde was half asleep with her head leaned on the bed headboard. When suddenly she sensed Pratap moving. She opened her eyes at once. Pratap was moving his head restlessly and was mumbling something. His mumbling became clearer.
"Mat jaiye Ajabde...Ajabde...nahin Ajabde...mat jaiye...aisa mat kijiye humare saath."
Ajabde looked at his face which was covered with sweat beads. A bad dream. Actaully a nightmare. She heard him saying her name continuously.
"Aap humein chod kar nahin jaa sakti Ajabde...ap kyun kar rahi hai aisa Ajabde...hum bohot prem karte hai aapse...aur...aur ab toh marwar ke saath yuddh bhi khatam ho gaya hai aur humein...nahin Ajabde mat kahiye aisa...nahin kar sakte hum Phool se vivah...hum aapke siva kisi aur ke sath nahin vyatit kar sakte apna jeevan...Ajabde mat jaiye...mat jaiye humein yun chod kar...mat jaiye...nahin...nahin Ajabde..."
"AJABDE" he screamed sitting up startling Ajabde. She was sitting just beside him. Ajabde was shocked to see him get up, all of a sudden. The next thing she knew was Pratap hugging her tightly and saying "Humein pata tha Ajabde, aap humein chod ke kabhi nahin jayengi, humei pata tha. Aap kabhi aisa kar hi nahin sakti. Aur aap jaana chahe tab bhi hum aapko nahin jaane denge. Kabhi nahin."
Ajabde was too shocked to react. She wasn't really expecting him to get up all of a sudden and hug her like that. She felt as if she had frozen. She was unable to move.
Pratap went on "Aapko pata hai Ajabde, hum, hum kitna darr gaye te yeh sun kar ki aap humein chod kar jaa rahi hai...yadi aap humeinchod kar chali jaati...toh...toh...hume kya karte Ajabde?"
Slowly Ajabde got back to her senses. She looked a Pratap's face which he had buried in her neck, pleading her not to live him. She could now understand that it was a nightmare that he had seen. And Pratap wasn't fully in his senses. He was still in sleep, it was somewhat like talking during sleep. Ajabde slowly rounded her hands around him in order to hug him back.
"Bataiye na Ajabde, aap nahin jayengi naa? Kahin nahi jayengi na? Sadiv humare saath rahengi? Sada ke liye. Hai na Ajabde...hai na..?" Pratap kept repeating the same thing. Ajabde caressed hi head with one of her hand and tried to console him, "Haan Kunwar Pratap hum..hum yahin hai..yahin hai hum...hum kahin nahin jayenge aapko chorkar...kahin nahin...kahin nahin jayengeg hum Kunwar Pratap."She patted him slowly and tried her best to calm a restless Pratap.
"Nahi jayengi naa aap humein chod kar? Ajabde..?" Pratap asked in sleepy tone.
"Kabhi nahin Kunwar Pratap. Hum yahin hai, aapke paas, aur humesha rahenge...humesha." Ajabde said as a tear rolled down her cheek. She hugged him tightly.
Pratap calmed down in a while. The warmth he found in Ajab's arms was enough to make him feel that everything is fine.He found solace in her arms. He knew that she as there, she was there for him. He felt like never leaving her. Always keep her close to him. Tear which he had held back trickled down his face.
"humein pata tha Ajabde...aap bhi humse bohot prem karti...aap bhi humare bina utna hi adhoora anubhav karti hai jitna hum aapke bina...humein pata tha Ajabde ki jitna kasht humein hot tha aapse door rehkar utna hi aapko bhi hota tha...jitni raatein humne aapke bina bechaini mein bitayi hai, utni raatein aapne bhi humare bina bechiani mein kaati hai...humein maloom hai Ajabde aap bhi humare liye utne hi gehri bhawnayein rakhti hai jitna humake liye rakhte hai...humein pata hai Ajabde ki aapke liye bhi humein bhul jaane ka nirnaye utna hi dardeh(pain giving) ha jitna humare liye aapko bhulna tha...humein pata ha Ajabde...humein pata hai..." He mumbled near her ear in a low voice as he started falling asleep.
Ajabde was awestruck by his words! How can someone say such beautiful and intense things even when he is not fully in his senses? Has she affected him so much? Has she affected him that much, that he is even having nightmares of her leaving him? Does he love her so much that even thought of her leaving him makes him so restless? Does he love her that much?
"Foolish girl! He loves you so much! And you, you have always hurt him. He had always loved you with all his heart and what you did in turn? You tried to turn away from him? Tried to avoid him? Tried to hurt him? How can you ever do that? How can you be so selfish Ajabde? Do you think he deserves this pain which you had given him? Do you think he still deserves to be away from you? Why are you doing this? You know you love him in the same way he does. Then why hurting both the souls? Why are using your crooked brain so much? Why Ajabde? Why? Why are you neglecting the pain which I'm having seeing Pratap in pain? Why?" Her heart screamed. Her mind was quite. It had no answers. Nothing. Now it was only her heart which functioned. Her stupid mind was mute this time.
Her heart was right. She had always gave Pratap pain, nothing else but pain. He deserved only love, not pain. But how silly she was. She had hurt that person who had loved her deeply for the sake of the damn girl who had only been a foe in the mask of a friend. Phool was never a true friend. She had always used her to get anything. But still she was her friend. Phool had been her friend since so long. Maybe Phool never had that attachment with her but she had always thought her as a true friend. It was hard for her to break Phool's heart, but for that she hurt Pratap, who loves her unconditionally? What was she doing? Tears cascaded down her eyes as she remembered how she had told Pratap to leave Bijolia! The way she had said him to sacrifice his love for his motherland! The way she had been avoiding him since he had some to Bijolia! How could she do this? How?
A bitter sweet realization dawned upon her. Today she had discovered that how lucky she was to get someone like Pratap in her life, who loved her deeply and unconditionally. And how harsh she had been, avoiding and hurting him. How he had confessed that he loved her so much and how she had refused leading herself and him to the road of sacrifice.
Now she won't do it anymore. She would never hurt him again. She would fight for THEIR love if needed. But never ever would she think of sacrificing her love or leaving him.
Ajabde hugged him with a promise of never leaving him, and always be there by his side.
She spoke softly between tears of guilt as well as happiness "Hum vachan dete hain Kunwar Pratap, chahe kuch bhi ho, hum saidaiv aapke saath rahenge, kabhi nahin jaayenge aapko chodkar, naahin kabhi apni inn bhaavnao ka blaidaan dene ki sochenge aur naa hi kabhi aapka dil dukhayenge. Kyunki...kunki humein pata hai Kunwar Pratap...sirf hum nahin...aap bhi humein chod kar kabhi nahin jaayenge Pratap..." She cried for some time in the same position. Pratap's arms were around her neck while his head rested on hers. Ajabde's tears had made the back portion of Pratap dress wet. After sometime Ajabde realized that Pratap had fallen asleep in the same position. She detangled herself from him slowly, so as not to wake him up and made him lie down. She covered him with the blanket and adjusted his pillow. She caressed his forehead which brought a small smile in his face. Ajabde wiped her tears and a smile formed in her face as she watched him sleeping peacefully. She slowly paced out of his room and made her way towards her room.
I'm finished. Thank you for your patience reading. Ab jab padh bhi liya hai to comment bhi kardo and Yup don't forget to hit the LIKE button. Will be waiting eagerly for your comments.😃
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