1 Week. . .and Battery Discharge Starts. . .

Everything was perfect, before Chittor track, until JB confirmed with herself and Udai that Ajab was the one. . . .

It all went downhill from there really. ..

Today, my brains+ dhadhkan. . confirmed one thing. . .the reason i switched off from permanent viewer of this show to on/off viewer during JB vs DB times, was actually not coz of DB getting on my nerves. . .it was JB that utterly dissapointed me. . . JB being the maharani of Mewar. . was the reason for my giving up any real interest in the show. . I watched this show coz history is my hobby. .I just like historical shows, and I go with the flow really. . but since it is also a serial, I somehow got too much into it serial wise, that I need to just set myself free from that bound and just watch is freestyle again. .

The reason for my return was that DB was absent, so JB mental weakness in dealing with DB firmly and consistently wud not be needed. . .and the entry of Phool+ Ajab made me all the more interested to watch on, and I literally never missed a single episode ever since Ajab+Phool came in. . .

I know its been only 1 week, of this JB going AJab full support, and just 1.5 episodes of DB back to the scene. . and I have already began to loose my charge. . . .

I dare to say. . . I might me temporarily mad now, but bare with me. . I dare to say that. . .I don't love Praja/ Praphool, as much as I hate JB crumbling + DB mega-vampifyin the atmosphere. .

Essentially. .. . .MY HATE and level of DESPISE of DB overdoing her vampiness, and JB crumbling majority of the time. . . .is a lot more bigger, than the love and enthusiasm I hold for Praja/Pra-Phool. . .

Coming to this silly challenge. .. , well even before this. . not a single person knows the courage and the extreme levels of strength AJab displayed when Pratap was fighting for dear life. . NO ONE KNOWS THAT. . .apart from Phool. . .and Pratap . . .in Chittor. . . So i guess I will wait , since all that effort from Ajab also needs to be acknowldged by Chittor-wasis. . .

Instead of showing JB rather "immaturely" refusing the challenge. . .they should have shown her to be strong, and not go on what she sees on the cover. . . JB claims that AJab has the strength and what not. . .but then when it comes to proving it, JB lets Ajab down, and in the process, making everything feel pathetic really. . saying the least here. .. We know Ajab has her tremble moments, but her courageous and firm moments easily outweigh her tremble times. . . They could have shown JB believing firmly in destiny, instead of doing little cheating tricks like sending pratap to get the water pot and putting Ajab in position and what not. . well. . it is more like match-fixing, but with a light element , a very light tinge of the concept of destiny and divya sanket. . . JB trusts Ajab. . she claims she knows AJab will shine and that she knows AJab has the courage, then SHOW THE TRUST by saying, CUM ON THEN. . ."bring it on" "Ajab will WIN THIS"!!! instaed of arranging or Ajab training time + secret Pratap training requests. . and what not. . .

I guess with this challenge, Ajab will shine . .. but whatever. . . today for the first time I can say without thinking twice, that I really dont give a DAMN. . . I am genuinely frustrated. . .

Phool has been kept in clowny dummy mode for far too long, and she is at a stage, that can chuck her into the dark side for a very long time with careful guidance from DB + her ages long misunderstanding. . I feel for her. . .

Here I was thinking Udai+JB will act cupid from PraJa. . . instead they turned into immature ziddi freaks. .. who both have valid justifications for their choices but cannot express themselves. . PraJa wud have been better of sorting matters between them automatically. . keeping all these adults out of the loop .. .

Well. .. as for Jalal. . well dont get me started on that. . today I literally for the first time skipped the episode like a FROG. . .jumping on the bar to end that utterly pathetic crap that I had to see. . I understand Jalal is a part of the show, a main political Villain, that will complete the story of Pratap showing the struggles and tough times of the Maharana. . . but this is just plain junk , being really frank. . .CVs are making some efforts to show Jalal going back into his character. .. but I'd rather see Jalal behead hundreds of kings, instead of getting the half-stripped in his darbar. .. .

NOW ,, I am back to my senses. . ..

Few declarations to make. . my extra commitments are still existent. . and I am not in a mood to bother discussing/ thinking about the show as much as I used to be in the near past. . And since I am letting myself off the leash holding me on to watch non-stop. . I dont think I will watch the show online again. . since thats they only way I cud keep up to date,, and instead will be watching the show repeat the following day as I used to do be4 I became an active member of this forum.. .

However, I will be a daily visitor of this forum, and will participate on forum, whenever I can, if I can. . but today. . .the show just gave me a massive hammering. . honestly speaking. . . I am seriously very very dissapointed. . yet again. .. well I kinda have the experience now with quite a few serials really. .

Anyways. . . will just carry on watching freestyle now. .no bounds. . and just go with the flow really. . . cutting my expectations down to 0. . . I hope i made vague sense. .

finally: apologies for this silly totally random post. . . I had to let what was inside me OUT . . 😭

ive seen that, our views on IF and the trp audience views in general dont match😆

coming to the show, m a bit fed up with senseless butchering of Ajab and her behaviour with Pratap I get it she is pushing him away...but atleast they can show, she is feeling bad about doing it...here they are just showing Ajab as a mahatma out there to fulfill her friend's wish but disobeying and behaving badly with Pratap and yesterday, she walked out of kitchen too...even after JB told her to stay back! they dont need to make her the person she isnt