Rishi's selfishness - What a liar. I tell you, Rishi is turning out to be stereotypical in every sense. He cares about no one, but himself. Even faking that concern for Maya and the lies were all to get Maya closer to him. In the process, he revealed a lot more about himself than usual. He revealed part of his real personality. Girls are not important to him. They are just someone to attain, keep around for a few days, and then leave - through the scorecard. Even Maya is just someone he wants to attain, except in this case, because Maya is a damsel-in-distress, simple charm won't do. He has to woo her and show her his commitment. And for a damsel-in-distress who has been hurt before, that commitment is all the way to marriage. Of course, he also needs to understand his boundaries. Rudra shouldn't have to remind him to not touch a woman if she doesn't want to be touched. He should know that. But then he is used to getting what he wants and he's probably never been refused by a female before.
Well, Rishi may be selfish, but I don't think he is bad. Who isn't selfish. Everyone is.
I'm not going to be so quick to say he isn't bad. If one thing meaningful TV and cinema has taught me, it's never say never. You never know what's lying under the surface. He isn't bad in the sense that he's a villain, but he may have that vicious streak in him somewhere.
The bracelet - I come back to the bracelet, but this time in a broader sense. I'm not just focused on that bracelet that connects this mysterious lover with Rudra, but the bracelet that the lover gave Maya and the bracelet that Rishi is attempting to give to Maya. Watch how Rishi puts the bracelet on Maya. It's like a handcuff. Open, slip on from underneath, fasten from above. Symbolically suggesting I'm making you mine now. Now watch how the lover puts the bracelet on Maya. Slips it on and tightens it to the point where it's wrapped tightly around the skin. Symbolically suggesting that you are mine and you can't get loose from this. You're trapped. Maya didn't just jerk away her hand from the bracelet because it reminded her of the past, but I believe it also reminded her of this feeling. The feeling of being trapped and not being able to get away.
Bracelet nahi, phanda hai phasaane ka. Kisi ne kabhi Maya ko phasaaya tha, ab wo usi ke zariye kisi aur ko phasaayegi. Maya's pain is her weakness and her strength also.
So true. Maya's pain makes her weak, but strengthens her resolve.
Rudra vs Rishi - Not in real, but in the symbolic sense. Today the tables turned. Up to now, Rishi has always been the happy-go-lucky, fun-loving guy and Rudra the quiet, sensible, thinking one. Today the tables turned thanks to Maya. On one hand, Maya made Rishi cry. Despite his selfishness, she made him realize that it wasn't going to be so easy to get her and that even if he did, she wouldn't just bring happiness in his life, but sadness as well. Rudra, on the other hand, was happier, confident, and fun-loving today again thanks to Maya. Maya's tasks may have been difficult, but they also filled Rudra with confidence when he completed the first two. This is important because somewhere Rudra was losing confidence in himself and his abilities to run his business. I don't think he would have gone to MJ, but he may not have been able to fight off MJ as vigorously as he will now. Fun-loving because he managed to cheer up Rishi by teasing him - tu idiot hai. Haan tu bewakoof bhi hai. Wohi naa? I like this teasing banter between the brothers. But I also like how serious Rudra can get when things need to take a serious turn.
I get the feeling that Maya was traumatized mentally and physically. She was physically assaulted and her heart was broken. And both can cause an unending sequence of pain and agony. So with Rudra and Rishi, Maya is playing both. She is gradually breaking Rishi's heart which will cause him pain and with Rudra, she is giving him physically challenging tasks to give him the physical pain.
Makes sense. But then that also points to the obvious. Physical pain can be overcome, mental becomes a part of you. The old adage - sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never harm me - is wrong. It should be - sticks and stones may break my bones but words can destroy me. And that's what is happening here. Sticks and stones can break Rudra's bones, but Rishi will be the one to suffer more.
MJ and his mother - There is so much going on here! I don't know where to start! Okay let's go step-by-step. The CVs set up this sequence in a particular way and it's best to follow it.
Kaafi lamba tha nahi. All in all, I would just say, I need to watch Mrityunjay's character fleshed out. He is not the divine angel that he shows via the conversation with his mother. This was the first decent conversation between mother and son. Gave some insight into their relationship and also something Mrityunjay has done, which he shouldn't have.
Oh MJ is by no means an innocent lamb. This just gave an insight into what MJ may have been before he did something he shouldn't have done.
Symbolic and Real Deaths - Okay there was a lot of death talk in today's episode and I realized one thing. They won't both be real deaths.
As I pointed out in my post, all this talk about death is boring me to death (pun intended). As long as death is not happening, I will not expect the worst. Death does not necessarily mean the death of a person, but it could mean the death of the person they are to emerge into the person they will be because of Maya. They could be her biggest allies or her worst enemies. Let us see.
Hear hear! Death, death, everywhere death. But I see it as a phoenix. The phoenix dies and rises from its ashes. Here it'll be the same. Not reincarnation, but rather someone dying symbolically and being born again. It's like the first episode when Maya rose from the water. The old Maya died and in place a new Maya rose from those ashes.
Rudra's intense reaction - There's a story there. His reaction when Rishi wanted to talk to MJ about Maya was intense. Without realizing it, Rishi asked the right question. Did MJ chase away a former girlfriend of Rudra's? Rudra's hatred for MJ can't just be about a girl. There has to be more to it. But that question is a good starting point. Rudra is clever though. He quickly made it about Rishi. This is one of his strong points. He made the challenges about Maya. And he made his reaction about Rishi. It's also an interesting facet to his personality. When push comes to shove, Rudra is quick to deflect. I don't mean that he doesn't take responsibility. But when someone touches on a topic that is sensitive to him and he doesn't want to share with anybody, he quickly but casually deflects it back to the other person.
I don't understand Mrityunjay's problem. Why is he so against any woman coming into his son's life? Is this mollycoddling, controlling, protecting or something else?
Without knowing more about MJ it's hard to tell. I feel it's over protection right now, but there's a story here that goes beyond protection.
The symbolic fight club - The whole set-up and the way Maya and Rudra were standing facing each other with Fight Club perfectly between them sets up the whole scenario for the show. It'll be about a face-off between these two. The symbolic fight club. But will they always be against each other? I doubt that. As Rudra learns more about Maya and comes to understand her motives, that fight will turn against a common enemy.
I don't know why, but I also have this feeling that with the passage of every episode, Maya will start turning towards light and Mrityunjay towards darkness and so that when a midway is reached - that is when a proper show off will happen. What do you say?
I think this is already true. MJ is by no means light and Maya is by no means dark. The CVs revealed too much about the show in spoilers and articles and in the first few episodes to leave us in the dark (pun unintended). But what I feel will happen is that we will see more of MJ and what is dark about him and Maya and what is light about her. Assuming the show is 6 months long, I'm going to say that around the 2 month mark we'll finally get Maya's story and we'll finally see the real MJ. Right now, we're going to get bits and pieces as the CVs tantalize us and hook us in.