I know you all are sad ...so lets do something different ...this was written yesterday night ..with a kid jumping on me 😆 ...and redited today...
Apart from one chapter that I am eagerly waiting for you all to read ...this is the next best one...
Dedication: No one but my sweety pie ...Harshad , the last part of the chapter I could just see one face ...feel one essence ...of a man this actor so strongly potrayed ...this ones to that Zain Abdullah ...who will always be my heartbeat ...This Zainedils ...dil ...Harshad this ones specially for you, stay blessed hero. You have no clue what ur innocent face did to my writing ...its magic ...and i wish you just all the happiness in the world ...loads and loads and loads of love cutie ..
Chapter 15
Pichar Pichar
The night seemed long and dull ...it was an extended holiday ...a long weekend ...Aaliya was still shaken from last days trauma...she never wanted to hurt him ...but the more she had pushed the more he resisted ...and end up hurting him...
At night the voices in the crowd didn't let her sleep ...and when she was restless ...she walked towards the balcony...he was still gazing at the wild dark starry sky ...
He felt he was being watched so looked towards her door...she was hiding he smiled...he knew she wouldn't sleep...she would be restless , he got up and walked away...
She started searching for him ...the curtains moved more hush hush now...as a dark head under it was straining to see where he disappeared ...
Zain knocked softly and waited for her to open or speak...she didn't ...so he slowly pushed the door ...
she was still searching for him outside...peeking through the curtains in the darkness...and silently rustling the noise of her breathe ...
Zain walked slowly without making noise ...she was peeking her head from the curtain ...trying to see where he was ...his bed laid empty ..maybe washroom ..hmm may be ...
She almost screamed when he kept his hands on her shoulder ...
The room was pitch dark...
As she turned back to see his glazed brown eyes ...the streaked moonlight ...melting them ...in her heart ...ravishing ...his eyes always pulled him towards her ...fluidifying her resolve to keep him at a distance ...
Dil mein jaagi..
Ishq waali manmarziyan, manmarziyan
Zid ki maari (yun to solah)
Bholi bhaali (saavan)
Mannmarziyan (aaye gaye) Mannmarziyan
Kya hai ...aur bina izazzat kamre mai aaye kaise ...
Da...knock kiya tha...par tum khidki se kisikoh dhoondh rahi thi ..chupke se ...yu apne hi ghar mai choron ki tarah kyu taak jhaak kar rahi ho...
Dekho Da ...chachu shareef aadmi hai...aise harkatein tumhe shobha nahi deti ...
kuch tu lihaz karo unki izzat ka...aise ek handsome prani koh bahar khulle mai sulakar ...niharana acchi baat nahi hai ...control karo ...samjhi ...
She looked at him ...he was smiling like usual
Da ...mujhe dhoondh rahi thi na...bechain thi na ...
She made a face ...mai bhi tha ...
Abb talak se
Kuchh alag si manmarziyan.. Manmarziyaan..
Hum zameen pe (bheega man ka)Toh falak se (aangan)
Manmarziyan (iss martaba)...Man marziyaan..
Da.. uddas ho na ...mujhe bezzat hota nahi dekh sakti ...toh phir kiya kyu ...
She kept quiet ...
Ohh tumhe laga mai chala jaunga ...
She starred back...
Sikkon jaise
Hai uchhaali...Manmarziyan, manmarziyaan
Zidd ki maare (yun to solah)
Bholi bhaali (saavan) Manmarziyaan, manmarziyaan (aaye gaye)
Da...mai bahut ziddi hu ...moti chamdi ....he was laughing ...
Be-adabsi ...Par gazab si
Manmarziyan, manmarziyan
itne asani ne se nahi jaunga, tumhe kuch bada karna padega ...aur tab bhi mai tumhare palu se hi chipka rahunga ...aise...he turned his arm in her dupatta ...
Daman chuda ke toh dikhau ...
Hosh khoya
Par sambhali manmarziyan (yun to solah)
Manmarziyaan (saavn)
Zidd ki maari (aaye gaye)
Bhooli bhaali manmarziyan, manmarziyan
Tumhe bilkul sharam aati hi nahi kya ...maine kaha mujhe mat chuna..tum phir shuru ho gaye ...aaj ki baat bhool gaye ...ya phir yaad dilau ...
Da...yaad hai sab kuch yaad hai ...sabot bhi hai mere paas ...
pata hai poore tees kharochein lagi hai ...
haa ...ek choti wali maine count nahi ki...who tumhare khanjar nakhun se laga ...jab tumne mere haath maroda ...
Words that stabbed her ...she just couldn't face him ...
Tumhari kartut hai ...tum bughto ...mujhe gine ka koi shaukh nahi ...
Da...maine abhi tak davai lagai nahi ...tum laga do ...
Zain ...jao yaha se ...
Accha theek hai mai hi laga dunga ...waise bhi kaun hai yaha mera khayal rakhne ke liye ..akela hu na ...aur akela mehsoos bhi koi karvata rehta hai ...he looked at her with sad eyes ...
Lagao davai ...mai khadi hu yaha ...she just couldn't get more angry at him
He took off his shirt smiling ...as he realized she had turned her face ...
Par Da ...mai lagaunga kaise ...peeth wala kharoch bahut bade hai ...dekho dekho dikh rah hai kya ...
She starred back...he was right ...it was a big streak ...her sad eyes ...started crying now...as she wiped her tears fast and composed herself
Baitho ...he readily sat ..thinking now the touch is inevitable ...she will apply ...and he was very happy, he wanted to heal his soul ...and making her touch was just a start
She thought about it for a second and walked towards her dresser to get a spatula ...that is generally used to apply wax/cream ...
She took the medicine on it and started applying ..he felt the cold steel on his back ...not the warmth of those fingers that had applied balm on his back, once very long back ...just cold metal that had no feelings to it ...he kept quiet ...letting her finish it ...the pain now twisting his little fingers ...
she turned her back when he wore his tshirt again ...reminding him of how she had shyed away in the hotel room post their second divorce when she had acidently seen him shirtless...
That day ...he was angry ...today he was hurt ...she made him feel isolated ...
He turned back...Da...ho gaya ...kapde pehan liye hai maine ...decent hu ...dekh sakti ho....
She looked at him ...he looked different ...
Da...mujhe haath bhi nahi lagati tum...mai kya itna bura hu ...tumhare choona se nahi piglunga ...haa mere choone se tum zaroor pigal sakti ho...he moved close ...as she stepped back ..
Da..har waqt ehsaas dilate ho na ki mai ajnabee hu tumahre liye ...pata hai zakhm itne dard nahi dete jitni tumahri yeh harkatein tadpate hai mujhe ...
koi baat nahi ...mujhe andar to aane diya kam se kam ...ab chalta hu ...so jaana ...theek hai ...
Khamoshiyan ...Awaaz hain...Tum sun ne toh aao kabhi
Chukar tumhe khil jayegi...Ghar enko bulao kabhi
Beqraar hai baat karne ko...Kehne do inko zraa
Khamoshiyan.. Teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. Lipti hui khamoshiyan
She turned away ...kal tayaar rehna ...movie jayenge ....he smiled ...
Sach mai aaogi ya phir kashif koh mere saath bhej dogi ...koi bharosa nahi tumhara...
Ab jyada baat kit toh tickets fad dungi ...jao ...
Da...I love you ...mujhe pata hai tum bhi mujhse bahut pyaar karti ho ...
As he walked out smiling ...she became tensed...
Kya uss gali me kabhi tera jana hua...Jahan se zamaane ko gujre zamaana hua
Mera samah toh wahie pe tehra hua...Batao tumhe kya ...Mere saath kya kya hua
Khamoshiyan.. Ik saaz hain...Tum unko hilao zraa
Khamoshiyan.. Alfaaz hain...Kabi aa gun-gunale zraa
Beqraar hai baat karne ko...Kehne do inko zraa
Khamoshiyan.. Teri meri khamoshiyan
Khamoshiyan.. Lipti hui khamoshiyan
How could she go...she dint want to encourage him ...and not hurt him either ...but she had to keep her word ...so movie it was ...
Morning was fun, he was intentionally washing clothes in front of her ...
Zain Abdulla, looked hot and sexy with a bare body and jeans smearing that toned waist ...so hip and hot that Aaliya couldn't keep her eyes off them ...and to top it he was ridiculously cute with some foam on his face and neck...
He looked up to see her ogling at him ...
Kya hua kahi pyaar toh nahi ho raha hai aapko Madam...he asked ...
She closed the door and walked away...still thinking hard how to hate him ...
He laughed as he started washing his clothes ...he had no clue how important washing machines were
Lunch was super fun as Zain had cooked quiet well ...all of her favorites ...when he got a call...
He looked at Aaliya ...
Da...zarrori kaam hai ...teen ghante ke liye bahar jaana hai ...jaao...
Rehman looked up at him ...he couldn't believe Zain was asking permission ...
Aaliya felt a bit odd ...to behave rudely with him ...as her dad was looking at her ...
Jao...she left the table ...he smiled as Rehman still starred at him ...
Kya hua ...chachu
Yeh aise pooch kar jaate ho...
Haa...
Kyu...
Who naukri se nikal degi toh ...tankha kate toh chalega ...par naukri nahi jaani chaiye ...he burst out laughing ...Rehmaan too joined him ...
haa beta waise bhi kisi company ke CEO se khana pakvane ki baat hi alag hai ...they both gave a hi-fi as Aaliya eyed their growing love ...he was winning all of them ...
When Zain walked in the evening ...he was very very happy ...
She wanted to know what he was upto ...but kept quiet ...
Da... aaj bahut mazaa aaya ...
She looked at him cold...
Mujhe pata hai tumhara peth dukh raha hai ...jaana chahti ho na mai kaha gaya tha ...Nahi batunga ...mera secret hai ...
She looked closely ..he had a brown wrist band ...a pretty thick one...
He saw she was looking closely ...he flaunted the tight band....La ka gift hai ...pasand aaya ...kaha hai kabhi nahi utaru ...
She was irritated ...they had started meeting behind her back...he was her friend too now ...she was not in the picture ...a bug of jealousy stung her ...losing him to someone was more bothering though ...
Tayar ho jao ..jaana hai ...
Da...please aaj koi tamasha toh nahi karogi na ...
agar karne wali ho toh bata do...mai andar capri pant pehn leta hu...
muscle acche hai ...par kya hai na ..mere paav kuch jyada hi sexy hai ...aise flaunt karta raha toh saari Jaipur ki ladkiya pagla jayegi ....she didn't react ...
Jao ...aur dus minute mai car mai milo...
Continued ...
Edited by Zainedil - 10 years ago