I have no words ...speechless and blank ..
Dedication : This ones to Riya 5666...for the best comment i have read ...its your pure emotional touch and connection that makes me feel how haevy the update was. This ones for you...for telling me what your heart felt ...loads of love ...
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Chapter 9
Dafan...
She didn't confront him ...she just couldn't bear the image of the man who was digging a grave, to earn those 800 rs/day to pay back to her. She had broken down miserably and her eyes were still swollen from the constant tears. She just wanted to hold him, hug him ...kiss those hands...
Aaj kya hua...khamoshi mai bhi itna sanata kyu chaya hua hai ...he giggled...as he got inside the car
Aaliya looked at him with anger ..and tears ...and looked away towards the road again ...
He kept quiet, thinking she might have had a bad day in School, not realizing that Aaliya had seen him in the graveyard ...
When Aaliya didn't come for dinner that night, Zain was worried...he slowly walked in her room with the tray of food ...
She was looking out of the balcony ...aree aaj kya bhook hadtal par hai Madam...he inquired ...
She still remained silent looking away ...
He kept the food on the bed and walked close to her ...took her hand and turned her towards him ...she was crying ...
Kya hua Aaliya ...he asked ...
He tried to wipe her tears but she had moved back ...again making him lonely in her company ...
Accha, yeh toh rakh lo ...he kept the 800 Rs in her hand ...she just folded her palms tightly...as tight as the pain squeezing her heart ...
And held his hand, he looked up puzzled unable to see the reason for her tears ...was he hurting her again ...
She gazed down to see his soft hands were rough now ...splinters of dirt ...mud was sticking on his palm, mocking on Aaliya ...her challenge had made him work there ...
Kaha kaam karte ho ...aur kya kaam karte ho ...bata sakta ho ...she asked coldly...
He looked down, trying to hide his fears ...
Bolo Zain ...
khana kha lo ...
Nahi khana ...pehle baat ka javaab do ...
Nahi de sakta ...tumne kaha paise kamao ...so kama raha hu ...ab yeh kaise aur kya karke isse tumhara koi matlab nahi ...challenge diya so poora kar rah ahu ...
Waise bhi apna naam ka istamal nahi kar rah ahu ...koi nahi jaanta mujhe waha ...bas kaam kart ahu aur ghar aata hu ...so darro mat ..meri vajah se izzat nahi jayegi tumhari ...
Aur mai kuch bhi karu tumse kya matlab ...
Matlab hai Zain , she shouted ...bolo mujhe ...
She was shaking him now...Aaliya tumne challenge diya ...maine accept kiya ...baat khatam ...maine tumhari baat maani, ab kya chaiye tumhe ...
Sukoon ...joh cheena hai tumne mera ...he was hurt once again
Par Aaliya ...isbaar kya galti ki maine ...bolo Da ...
jao Zain ...chale jao ...kam se kam aaj tum se nafrat nahi kar paungi mai...
Toh mat karo na ...he pleaded ...
sach batao ...
Nahi ...
Wapis aa jao ...ghar par ...le aao tumhara samman neech se ...
Kya hua, rent bada diya kya ..his smile and talk irritated her ...
Suna nahi maine kya kaha...
Nahi, Jab tak yaha rahunga wahi rahunga...Aur
Aur har din 800 rupee ek nayi kabar khodkar chukkoge...drenching pain ogled in her eyes with tears ...
He was shocked...how did she know ...
Tume pata chal gaya ...he looked down, away from her prying eyes ...her pain
Tum jeet gaye ...he smiled
Nahi chaiye aise paise ...bahut kabil ho tum ...mera dil todne ke bahut kabil ho tum ...her silent tears hurt him the most ...
Aaj ke baad tumse koi paise nahi chaiye ...
Kyu Da, tumse naukri karayi thi maine ...tumhe zalil kiya sabke samne ...
She was shocked to hear those cold words ...was she that bad...
Miane kaha ...ab se tum waha nahi jaoge...nahi chaiye tumhare paise ...
Tumhe duniya mai bas yehi kaam mila tha karne koh...maine kaha tha paise kamao...kisne kaha tha waha jao ...
aur kya sochkar gaye the waha ...mazdoori karne ka itna shaukh hai toh kheton mai jaakar kaam karo ...
Da..yeh kaam maine apni marzi se kiya...tumhe zallil kiya tha ...tumhare mamu ki kabar par ...mera sabse bada gunaah ..jiski shayad yeh bahut choti si keemat chukka rah ahu ,
Jis kabrastaan mai gunaah kiya, wahi jaakar apna harjana bhi bhar raha hu ...usme galat kya hai ...he looked in her eyes
Galat the ...aur rahoge...na pehle samajh thin a aaj hai ...bas apni man marzi karte ho...phir usme samne wale koh kitni bhi takleef kyu na ho ...tumhe ko parvaah nahi ...aainda waha nahi jaoge ...
Theek hai nahi jaunga...woh kaam chod dunga ...he looked at her for her approval, ro mat ...
Accha tutions le lunga ...kuch bacche aaye the paas ...unhe padha doonga ...
Maine kaha nahi chaiye tumhare paise ...
Aree tumhare liye nahi...apne liye ...kuch kaam hai mujhe ...aur waise bhi office toh jaa nahi rah ahu ...toh waha se paise bhi nahi loonga ...tutions dekhar ...kama lunga ...
Toh Da ...jeet gaya na mei...
Hmmm ...jeet gaye tum ...she was crying
He came close to wipe her tears ...she moved back ...
She was hurt, yet angry ...par haa ghar par ab bhi nahi rahoge ...
His face fell, she was still adamant on harassing him ...
Tumhe aise kaam karte nahi dekh sakti, par iska matlab yeh nahi hai ki tum ghar par reh sakte ho ...
Theek hai ...Daro mat, nahi aaunga, Jab tak chachu ke yaha hu, neeche hi sounga, Abdul chacha aur Kashif ke saath,he crossed his arms ...malik se naukar bankar bhi chain nahi mila mujhe, kaisa badnasseb inssan hu ...
She looked angrily, he was crazy ...and she was mad ...he was more adamant now ...
Ab kha lo...mujhe bhi bhook lagi hai, tumhare saath hi khata hu roz ...he winked
She looked at him, faking her anger...kha lungi tum jaoo...
Agar aaj ke liye nafrat nahi kar sakti ...break par ho toh mere saath khana khane ki arzi daal sakta hu ...
Nahi ...
Da ...yaar ..kitne din ho gaye ...tumhare saath bas kuch pal bitana chahta hu ...meri shaqal dekhna itna mushkil hai kya ...nahi hu itna bura mai ...sach keh rah ahu ...ek baar dekh to lo
She saw his innocent face ..and his smile ...
Nahi ...jao yaha se ...tumhe zindagi mai sab Mazak lagta hai na ...
Da...yaar baat karo na mujhse ..Pata hai ..uss raat mai kyu tumhare saath baithna chahta tha ...
She didn't speak ...fearing his answer might make her cry...
Maine kisike biwi ke liye kabra khodi thi ...bhaut ro raha tha woh...mere khande par sar rakh kar kai der tak ..kosh raha tha mujhe ...
bina galti ke ilzaam jhelna kya hota hai ..ehsaas hua ...tumhara khayal aaya ..isliye bahut udas tha ...
Miane bahut hi ghatiya harkat ki thi tumahre saath ...bahut ghutan ho rahi thi ..us din aur har baar jab ek nayi kabar khodta ..toh uske parivaar wale mujhe rokar koste ...hikraat se dekhte...jaise mai zimmadar hu ...
begunaah hokar bhi thokar khaata tha ...haa shayad aisa nahi karna chahiye tha ...par yeh zaroori tha,
shayad khuda ne mujhse muh mod liya hai...meri sabse pyaari cheez meri malika mujhse cheen li..aur wapas de hi nahi rahe hai ...
Tum bolo na unhe de de ...unki ladli ho na ...tumhari baat zaroor manege ...
She turned her back hiding her tears ...Wiping them off she spoke sternly again ...
Ho gaya ...toh ab jaa sakte ho ...
Kaise ho gayi ho tum...meri Da hi theek thi ...penalty deti thi ..par pyaar bhi bahut karti thi ...tumhare tarah nahi ...tum toh bas sazaa par sazaa sunati rehti hu ..
ek had baar pyaar karogi toh ghis nahi jaogi ..
Waise La keh rahi thi ...ki who mujhe kuch jyada hi pasand karne lagi hai ...kaho toh baat chalo aage ..She turned back in anger now ...
La...accha hai tumhara nikaah padva dungi..tab shayad tumse peecha chute...tumhari shaqal na dekhni pade...
Khud se padva lo ...umra bhar bhurke mai bhi reh lunga ...koshish toh karo ...
Zain ...yeh meethi baatein apne La koh bolna ...tumhare pyaar mai sirf nafrat mili mujhe...aur waise bhi ab sirf wahi nafrat ke layak ho tum ...
Da..aise har baar mujhe kosna zaroori hai kya ...chalo khana kha lo...phir saamne khada rehta hu ...kosti rehna ...
Maine kaha ...jao yaha se ...aur haa ...jara chehra darvaze ke taraf mod kar khade hona ...
Kyu...
Mudo ...
Theek hai...par da peeche se marna mat ...
She took the notes ...his money from her box...kissed it ...and kept one note back ...took the rest and kept it on the bed ...
Mudo ..
He turned back...she had wiped her tears ...yeh paise ...uthao ...aur dafaa ho jaao yaha se ...
Toh paise haat mai nahi de skati thi ...bed par rakhna zaroori tha ...
Her eyes were still sad ...
Kaise achuto jaisa ...vayvahar karti ho mere saath ...agar haath mai deti toh kya ho jaata ...da mujhse baat nahi karti samajh sakta hu ..par chu bhi nah sakti ...yeh kaise tareekha hai kisikoh dard denaka ...
Tum iske lyak hi ho ...tumhe chhookar gunha nahi badaungi apni ...haram ho tum ab ...
Gunaah ...mujhe choone se ...gunaah badega tumhara ...mai haram hu tumhare liye ...yeh kehna chahti ho tum ...his eyes showed his hurt now ...
Maine kaha paise uthao ...
He picked it up...and looked down ...theek hai ...todo mera dil ...aur todo ... haram hu tumhare liye ...ab yehi mehsoos karna baaki reh gaya tha na...kaash mujhe kabhi dini taleem nahi deti ..pehle shayad is lafaz ka matlab bhi nahi jaanta mai ...ab toh is ehsaas koh bhi nahi mita sakta ...
Haram hu ...tumhare liye ...
He went and held her arms ...bolo ...in haton koh kaha bandhu ...tumse bandhe hai ...aur tum who dor hi tod rahi ho ...Da..meri azmayish mai ab yeh sunna hi reh gaya tha ...Haram ...meri rishte koh dafan kar diya tumne aaj ...
Aur Tas se mas nahi hoti tum ...Da ..tadpa tadpa kar ek din ussi kabrastahn mai dafan ho jaunga ...tab aana baat karne ...jaate jaate mitti zarror dalti jaana ...sukun milega mujhe ...
Zain ...her anger boiled up ...pehle bhi kaha hai tumhe ...Allah ne joh zindagi di hai uski keemat samjho ...na tab koi baat ka asar hota tha ...na ab hota hai ...
Aree yaad hai tumhe ...toh yeh bhi yaad hoga ...mera khayal rakhti thi ...pyaar karti thi ...
aur aaj muhe choona haram hai ...bolna paap hoga ...aur haa mere jaise insaan se rishta banana , his voice trailed off...
Itne asani se bhool gayi mere saath beeta hare k lamha ...bas muh mod liya ...aur sab khatam ...accha kar rahi ho ...
kya bulao tumhe ..Miss Aaliya Gulam Haider ya Miss Rhe Rehmaan Quereshi ...uss Aaliya Zain Abdullah ...ke Zain Abdullah koh kab ka maar chuki ho tum ...
Haram ...bola ...Bolti nahi...dekhti nahi ...aur agar galti se dekha bhi tab bhi sirf anjanabi ke tarah dekhti ho ...us din kamre mai light band kar di ...yeh kya tareeka hai tapnae ka..
ek kaam karo mujhe ek bada saa pathar bandkar kuae mai hi fek do ...aise har pal sisak sisak kar dum ghutne se to accha hai ...eh baar mai he...mar jaunga ...yeh sunne se toh behtaar tha ...Haram bola ...
She came close to him in anger ...
Mr.Abdullah ...agar ek aur baar marne ki baat kahi ...toh yehi gala ghot dungi ...
Toh ghoto na...he moved ahead ...she stopped him ...
Waise aaj karna toh nahi chahti tumhare saath koi bura bartav ...par yeh joh do baar tumne maut ki baat ki hai na ...iska sabak sikhana zaroori hai ...
Ab kya karogi ...har tarah ke paitre toh aajma chuki ho mujhpar ...sazaa par sazaa ab uspar ek aur sazaa...
tum ek kaam karo who joh police complaint karne wali thin a ...wahi kar do ...kam se kam tumse toh kam tadpayenge who log ...
joh man karta hai bolti ho ...aur mai sirf ghut ta rehta hu ...haa bola maine ki mai mar jaunga ...jis din marunga ...ek love note zaroor chod jaunga ...dekh kar roti rehna zindagi bhar ...hadd hoti hai ...
Tum aise nahi sudhroge ...
Sudharana ...who kya hota hai...ek toh do hafte se ...roz ghuth rah ahu ..par tumne ek baar bhi nahi poocha ...maru ya jiyu tumhe kya padi hai ...
Zain ...her eyes flared up now with deep dormant hatred and anger ...
Bas...ab bhi ke abhi yaha se chale jao ...Kal tumhe aise jagah le jaungi jaha shayad ehsaas ho ki zindagi kitna azeez hoti hai ...ab yeh paise lo...aur niklo mere kamre se ...
He cooled down his anger ...
Sorry ...kuch jyada hi suna diya maine ...accha ainda se aise nahi bolunga, mai nahi aa rah ahu tumhare saath kal ...Tumhara koi bharosa nahi ...kahi jungle mai jaakar chod dogi toh ...
She was amazed ...he still joked in a heated argument ...
Hero bante ho na ...tumne joh abhi yeh badi badi baatein kin a ...iska jurmana chukaoge ..bahut jyada choot de diye hai zindagi ne tumhe ...
Malika e Zain ...tum mujhe humesha ..darati ho...ab mai raat bhar yeh sochu ...ki kal kya hoga ...kaha jayenge ...accha ..jaha bhi jayenge ...icecream bhi kayenge ...
Mai sach mai bahut akela ho gay ahu ...pata nahi kab tak aise hi rahu ...agar thodi si khushi de do ...toh yakeen mano, mujhe tootne mai waqt nahi rakhega ...haa par please haram mat bolna mujhe ...kuch baatein mai kabhi sun nahi sakta ...unme se ek yeh hai ..
Aaj yakeen ho gaya ...tum mujhese kabhi door nahi jaa sakti ...tumhe mera dard bardasht nahi hota ..par ziddi ho, jab tak poori tarah se todogi nahi tab tak meri jaan nahi chodogi...sahi bhi hai ...
is ek mahine mai jabse Mumbai se aayi ho ...yeh humare beech ki sabse lambi baat chit hai ...aur who bhi isliye kyunki tumhe meri ab bhi parvaah hai ...
Nahi hai ...
Hai ...aur yeh mai sabit karke rahunga ...
Galatfemi hai tumhari ...
Zindagi hai meri ...
Sorry aaj shayda jaane anjaane tumhe phir se chot pahuchayi ...kal ka intezaar rahega ...aur haa who joh mera dil tum roz us kude daan mai fekti ho na ...woh bahut chota ha..nadaan hai ...akela hai ...par ummed mai dhadkta hai ...jyada zulm mat karna uspar ...
He smiled and left...before going he turned around and smiled again ..waise bhi neeche se tumhare room ka view bahut shandar hai...winked and pouted at her in a kiss and ran away...leaving a dazed and crying Aaliya
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