exactly Appy...even i could not believe that i was actually weeping throughout the episode...but for me to re-watch it, is just to accept the fact and get this attachment out of my mind...i now feel that though these were the best years of my life in TV world...i mostly watched only BV...i would never ever want to invest any more emotions with fictional characters...it kind of takes away a part of your life...and i am not liking that feeling...honestly.
---------------------------i actually want writers to feel the pain..maybe they would be feeling it...but somewhere the entire team - channel, CVs, writers should go through this pain of bringing forth this nonsense. the team who gave us this story till now, i deny to accept that they couldnt come up with something better than this for Anandi...keeping Shiv around here...may be somewhere aloof but around...maybe the character could have become as a guest appearance ..sometimes...but the happiness in anandi's eyes would have always stayed the same...and that happiness being killed, that longing and loneliness is something that hurts even more.