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A Page From The Secret Diary Of Priya Sood
Raat ke das baj rahe hain, aur neend rooth kar chali gayi hai. Jab se yahan aayi hoon, neend jaldi aa jaati hai, Pata bhi nahi chalta. Mr. Kapoor, ki lambi baatein shayad Maa ki lori ke jaisi kaam karti hai. Lekin aaj jab wo Delhi gaye huye hain, toh neend bhi door hai.
Ek ajeeb sa ehssas hai. Pehle, Mr.Kapoor mujhe pasand nahi thee. Unka sab theek hai naa wala attitude. Unka thodi si bhi garmi mein rumaal nikalke, AC ke baare mein complain karna. Unke bolne-karne ke dhang se bhi mujhe chid machti thi.
Lekin ab,
Sab badal hua hai. Unka wahi att-patta andaaz mujhe muskuraane pe majboor kar deta hai. Unka mujhe aise dehkna ki jaise main Hitler hoon, unhe khaa jaaungi, jis par gussa aata tha ab… acha lagta hai.
Jab shaadi ki thi, tab apne aap se ek promise kiya tha maine. Yeh sirf ek responsibility hogi, main iss shaadi ko puri tarah nibhaaungi zaroor, par isse apne dil se nahi jodungi.
Par, Ram, wo alag hain.
Wo bilkul waise nahi hai jaise maine socha thaa. Maa theek kehti hai, Ram, dil ke bahut sacche hain, andar se bahut mulaayam hai.
Choti choti cheezein unke liye bahut maaine lagti hai. Pyaar nahi karte hai, lekin bahut khyaal rakhte hai wo mera. Maa ki kami nahi mehsoos hone dete hain. Bahut hasate hain, phir chaaye uske liye kitne hi ghatiya jokes sunaane pade.
Lekin kehte hai naa,
Achhe insaano ki, log kadar nahi karte.
Unke saath bhi waisa hi hota hai yahan.
Mujhe bahut gussa aata hai jab iss garh mein koi unke zasbaaton ki kadar nahi karta. Shivina, Shubham ko best brother bulaati hai jabki wo uss ke liye Akshay se baat tak nahi karta aur wo bhai jo aadhi raat mein bhi us ke liye cupcake lene jaata hai usko muskil se ek thank you milta hai.
Nandini jii, Shubham ke liye toh choti si choti cheez kar deti hain, par Ram ke liye kuch nahi. Pyaar, Laad, Kadar sirf Shubhan ke liye, baaki sab kaam Ram kar dega.
Jab kuch chaiye toh Ram,
Par jab dene ki baari aati hai,
Tab to sab bhool jaate hain unhe.
Iss duniyaa ke kaaide mujhe nahi samaj aata. Kya hogya hai logon ki insaaniyat ko.
Sab se zyaada gussa toh mujhe Ram par aata hai. Kyun paagalon ki tarah wo baar baar unki iss family ko apne aap se pehle rakhte hain. Unko kya milta hai, dard aur nirasha ke sivaae. Maa ne bhi toh yahi kiya Mr. Sood ke liye, kyaa mila unhe? Sirf dard.
Mujhe samaj nahi aata, main kis haq se unhe kahoon ki aap chod dijiye aisi selfish family ke liye kuch bhi karna.
Humaara rishta bhi kuch alag saa hi hai.
Biwi hona itna aasan nahi hai jitna main samajti thi. Kab unka saath doon aur Kab unki bhalaai ke liye unse ladoon, samaj hii nahi aata. Dar lagta hai ki kahin main bhi toh unhe hurt na kar baithoon. Main unhe takleef nahi dena chathi.
Abhi, abhi, unka message aaya. Ek aur bekaar joke bheja hai. Subh se teesra hai. Apne naa hone ki, kasar mita rahe hain.
Uske baad ek good night message bheja hai. Koi kaise naa muskuraaye unki ulti-seedhi baaton pe.
Paagal insaan hai. Purre Paagal hai!
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