RaYa SS: Afsoos... 2nd part on pg 5... updated 22 Jan 2017 - Page 3

Originally posted by: ic_2000

Wow...just beautiful..
Waiting for next part.

Originally posted by: Prabina057

wow yar!!!
this is amazing!!!
so so so loved it!!!
plz continue as soon as possible!!!
and plz do pm me from next time if possible!!

Originally posted by: nprithi2002

nice start...
plz cont soon

Originally posted by: leena04

ok so another sad SS but this time on real show story no problem would love to read further plz post next part soon but plz update it grumpy golu story too waiting for it since long plz try to update that too...

Originally posted by: Sakshiashu

A different start to a new story.

I always loved priya's diaries.

Please pm me and continue soon.

Originally posted by: SakshiAddict

"Kya pata.. jis pal ko special mann rehi thi.. wahi pal meri jindagi ke sabse bade afsoos ka pal banega.."

This Making me curious to read

Nice start

Priya's diary this particular part is something that makes me feel so good to read

I started to read this story from first chapter so I want to stick on to this till end

Please do update the next part soon

Originally posted by: LuvSSever

Hi..

Nice start..

Based On the real story...

Knowing priya's life through her diary is always heartfelt ...pleasure to read...

The entire life till priya's coma was summed up well with her current views and fears...

And the last line of hers about the pal she thought to be special turning into some other...

Does increase the eagerness to read more...

In actual story, the struggles of priya getting through this phase wasnt shown fully as needed...

I would love to read one real sad coated heart touching one from priya side...

Originally posted by: LovingRaYa

Through her dairy Priya shared her inner most feelings and still.in confusion how to face them and solve them.

Link to part 1

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4787715

Part 2

In saath saalo mai kitna kuch badal gaya hai, KM mai... ram aur bachho ki jindagi mai... aisa lagta hai, sab rehete toh ek saath hai par ek saath jude hue nahi hai... sabhi apni apni jindagi mai busy hai... ek dusre se milte toh hai par aise jaise koi guest ya neighbour ho jo ek dusre ki jindagi mai hone wale roj ki changes ya events se anzaan... sirf do log, ram aur natasha hi hai jo kisi tarah sabhi ko ek dor se bandhne ki koshish kar rahe hai... magar...baki jimaedario ke beech ye sab thoda mushkil hai... sahi kaho toh mai ye khene ke koshish kar rehihu ki... mere bina... mera ghar makan ban gaya... bikhar sa gaya... aur mujhe phir se wohi koshish karni hogi eise wohi ghar bane ko jaha har koi ek dusre ki kadar karte the...

In saath salo kafi kuch ho gaya... kuch cheezo ko accept karna itna mushkil lagta hai par ab mere haath mai unhe as is accept karne ke alava aur options bhi kya hai... mere appne bacche meri dost ko mom khete hai... ram ka taste itna badal gaya hai... ki jo understanding humhare bch thi woh dundhli si nazar aati hai... bacho mai padai ko leke itni lapar vahi... paiso ki kadar hi nahi... aur saee badi baat.. woh log ram se bahut pyaar toh karte hai par unka khayal nahi rakte... yaha tak..ki ram ka bday bhi bhul gaye... in sabhi ke alwa aur bhi bahut se changes jo sharma house aur humhare sabse acche dost vikha ki jindagi mai hue hau...

Ye sab kuch malum hone ke bawjood pata nahi humesha aisa hi lagta raha ki kuch toh hai jo mujhe nahi malum hai... kuch aisa jo mere kisi kareebi se juda hua hai jo sabhi chupa rahe hai.. par kya... sach kahu toh kahi na kahi mujhe kuch toh ehsaas tha magar maine hi accept nahi kiya... jab bhi ram aur juhi ko dekhti hu na... unki nazdikiya... unke beech ki friendliness... ease for other's touch... juhi's awareness with Ram's habit | routine and her control over him... these are the things which make me mad with all anger and jealousy... i can accept all changes but seeing any any gal close to ram is unacceptable... had it been any friendly relationship i would have ignored it but i can see deep love in juhi's action and eyes.. and more over my ram who was apprehensive of my touch in early days of our marriage... is so comfortable with her... some how these things were eating me... making me restless but i ignored them thinking its just my imagination... but all those thghts shattered today... breaking me as well...

One truth... one disclosure... one paper has so much power that it can erase all ur happiness... clear all illusions in ur life...

I was remembering kush and myra's old days by looking at their old clothes in store room where i came across ram's old godrej safe... strange ram who use to so particular about his things has left ut here... curosity got better of me... leading me engaging in trying to open it... knowing ram i was able to open it in 1 attempt... i was so happy that there is still special bond between us... there were various things in it.. including... a set of legal papers and an album...

Happy that it must have some lovely moments of ram and kids... i opened the album.. only to get the biggest shock of my life... ram and juhi's wedding photos...

Unble to accept it.. i was frantically browsing thru it to see some hints that would deny the fact which was infront of me... but nothing... there was nothing to deny it... I had to accept that it is THE TRUTH of my life... another shock were the legal papers reading my divorce with ram and his wedding with juhi...

Things like my thumb imprint followed by my father's signature which led to finalizing of my divorce with ram, were doing an amazing job of shattering me further... eagerness to know my death anniversary... I was shocked to realise that the date was 2 years old and that to just 2 days after ram's bday...

Numb... that was how i was and am feeling now...

Numb to core

Priya

Looking forward to your comments...