A bitter past and A mysterious future
i heard a noise from hall room, , immediately i open my eyes and hurriedly gets up from my chair almost running towards the hall room… ahhh! looking at them i smile… i go near them and knee down in their level…
what is this? both of u almost scare me… i said
looking at me both are giggling like hell…
will you tell me what is going on? i again ask them…
both comes near to me and hug me tightly… both head rested in my both shoulder… i raise my hand and hold them tightly in my arms…..
sorry mama for scaring you, we r just discussing whom you like most? ariyan said that u love him more than me..but i said no u love me more than him… hearing this ariyan started to pull my hair, raina sweetly says….
my her melt i help them to stand in front of me.. both are looking on the floor….
awww i lightly pull both of their cheek… both make a irritate face and shout..
what is this mama we said it so many times to u we dont like it when u pull our cheek… both r rubbing their cheek…. looking at their irritating cute face i laugh out loudly…..i hold my both ear and say "sorry"…both kiss my both cheek and says its ok mama u can pull our cheek… ariyan lightly pulls my cheek and say aww mama you look so cute when u hold your ear….i smile… after betrayed by everyone i broke down totally…… i shattered into pieces… but i gather all the pieces and consoled myself that i have to live for my baby…for my love…and to prove that i had enough strong to fight with all the problem alone….when i lost in my thought my babies tug my duptta… i shake my head and concentrate on their talking… both have so similarities with him.. their eyes lip nose as like as him…. when ariyan talking with me i feel like that he is very near to me…suddenly raina smile loudly my eyes looking at her smile..how could it possible?? when raina smile i feel that he is sitting in front of me and smile loudly…. raina and ariyan is the reason that i did not able to forget the past…….. lets go baby its dinner time.. i say… both hold my hand and three of us move near the dining area…. i help them to sit their respective chair.. sitting on the chair both r swinging their leg… they have such a small leg….
i m lying between of them on the bed… both of their little hand is circle around my belly… they demand for a bed night story… i place several kisses both of their head and start to tell the story…when i hear my princess snoring i look at them…. snuggle to me both are sleeping peacefully…….i close my eyes my mind again back to my past….
sitting on the bed i was constantly changing the channel…i m missing rajat badly, well rajat is my accounting teacher….. i picked up my cell from bed side table and dialed my friend number… after several ring she received the call...
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