5 year its a long journey for me... a journey where i left alone by everyone...my parents my sister my family and my lover... when i looked back i felt a pang in my heart... i felt so rejected and unwanted... what was my fault for loving him?? or told my parents what my heart wanted?? life had snatched from me everything...but in return life gave me a reason to survive in this selfish world...a hope to start a new life again..i hope to fight with every single problem...why it is so hard to forgot the past?? why always my past hunting in my dreams... i want to forget every memory which r related to my past... i want to live in present with my life...with my love ... closed the dairy priya takes a deep breath... she closes her eyes... many memories r flashing in front her eyes... she tried to open her eyes but her heart wanted to see the memory...
" hi" a sweet male voice said..
"hi" i replied..
"if i have not wrong, you r priya right?? he asked..
"yes i m priya, how did u know my name?? i replied..
" dont be angry at vikram, he is my friend i collected your number from him... he hesitatingly replied ...
'' hmm ok... i said..
''only ok" he added..
" hmm, i made a sound..
"what was the meaning of hmm" he was teasingly asked..
'' i did not know, i simply replied...
" it was so funny u made the sound "hmm" and you did not know what was the meaning of hmm, strange.. he funnily said..
i was feeling a little irritated, how dare he? how would he told me funny and strange?..
"bye saying this i pressed the red button... and murmured such a stupid boy...
he did not call me again... this was the first time i was talked with a boy... i was feeling a little nervous... my family was a little strange...they gave me the freedom to live my life in my way but they did not allowed me to talk with any boy... they only gave me permission to talk with my cousin...
next morning i got up early in the morning doing all the morning chores, i went to my college... "College" my most Favorite placed ... entering my class room i waved my hand towards my friends... i jointed with them... looking each other we laugh out loudly, we did not know why... in our class room we were 4 member in our group...and we were the most naughtiest group in our class... i m the most shiest person in the group... we all were discussing about previous day...i shared with them everything but hide that last night i talked with a boy...when the accounting teacher entered the class we all stopped and stood up immediately... i was shyly looking at him... well i have a secret crush on him... i did not know why... i knew that it was one sided love, but i could not able to control my heart... uff my heart what should i do with it..it did not pay any attention to my words... i ignored my thought and started to concerted to the math... i raised my head a little and looked at him...he was looking at the book..and lost in his thought... when i was busy with staring him my one friends who is little close to me poked me and smiled..i smiled back and hurriedly done my math... standing up from the bench i went near him... i stood beside him... and hand over him my paper... he looked at me and smiled, my heart missed a beat... i tried hard to stand like normally... i looked at my group... my friends were looking at me, they were tried hard to hide their laugh... i raised my eye brows and and asked them silently did we looked perfect together??
this is my new ff... to see all your response i will decide i will continue it or not...
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