PART 4
he was shocked at her answer
" tumhi ne kaha tha na arjun , ki kisi ke chere ko padhkar koi decisions nai lena chahiye , actually logon ko advice dena aasaan hota hai , tumhine kaha ki dard ko wahi insaan samaj sakta hai jisne dard ko jhela hai, toh tum mere dard ko kaise nai samaj paaye arjun ?tumne mere mushurhat ke peeche chupi hui dard ko kyun nai dekha ? kyun meri kilkilati aankhon ke peeche chupa hua aansoo nai dikha tumhe ? kyun ?" she asked and he was shocked
" dard har kisi ko hota hai arjun , par har insaan use alag tareeke se handle karta hai , jaise tumne zindagi ke har rishte se muh mod liya , waise mein ab kuch zyada hi kush hone ki koshish karti hoon , kush honeki koshish karne mein aur kush hone mein bohut farak hota hai arjun , tumme aur mereme sirf itna farak hai ki tum apne zindagi ki har mushkil se gussa hokar ladte ho aur mein muskhurakar ladti hoon , tumne apne atteth ke saaya mein jeena Sikh liya aur meine , apne ateeth ke haath thaam kar aage badne ki koshish kar rahi hoon "
" lekin arjun , meine aaj tak kabhi bhi apne kismet se ya apni zindagi se naaraz nai hui , mere saath jo hua who bohut galat tha , par mein yeh hi nai jaanti ki mere saath jo hua woh kyun hua , kyun mujhe aisa keemath chukana pada " she said
he felt her pain in every sentence she spoke , he felt sorry but didn't know why
" aise kya hua saakshi ke saath jo use apne atteth ke bare me baath karte hue itna takleef ho raha hai ? kya meine saakshi ke purane zakhm ko taaza kar diya ? kyun aayi hai yeh ETF mein ? " he thought
" mujhe sikander ke bare mein jaanna hi hai , she has to tell me " he thought
" dekho saakshi , tumhaare saath kya hua kyun hua yeh sab mujhe nai jaana , mein yeh nai keh raha hoon ki tumhe dard nai hota , par mujhe sirf itna batao kya tumne sikander ko sacchi mein dekha hai ? " he asked her shocking her
she kept looking at him , she was totally shocked , " he showed no concern towards me , I am telling him about my pains and he is just interested in the information I have, how can you be so selfish arjun " she thought
" I am waiting for your answer saakshi . have you really seen him ? arjun asked
she was so shocked that she couldn't answer so she just nodded
" 6 feet se zyada uska height hoga , blue eyes hai uski , jaisa symbol uss factory mein tha bilkul waisa tattoo uski left hand mein hai , mathe pe stiches hai just above his eyebrow , lefti hai , logon ki murder left hand se karta , logon ko dard dene mein use ek ajeeb tarah ki kushi milti hai , aur kabhi bhi woh ek pariwaar ke saare members ko nai marta , ek ko tho chod hi deta hai taaki woh ek tadap tadap kar mar jaaye , jaise tumhaare saath hua "
" jaise mere saath hua " she didn't voice her last statement , she knew now that he wont be affected .
she just wanted to cry hard, she had nobody now , she somehow trusted him but he broke all her trust at one go , she had never felt this lonely ever , even after her mom and brother's death she never felt this much hurt , she had cried a lot that day but she took care of herself , she didn't need anybody then , but today ? today was a different day , she wanted her mumma and bhai , if bharat dadu was alive today , he would never hav allowed anyone to hurt her like this , maybe Aisha was right , she might have fallen in love with the heartless creature standing infront of her and thinking about something , somehow his indifference hurted her , she felt abandoned , maybe she loved him too much , maybe she will never be understood by anyone , he broke her heart today and she knew that she was now beyond repair
" tum uska sketch banva sakthi ho ?" he asked
she was still in shock and she nodded no
" thanks , I think iss lead se hum kuch kar sakte hain , maybe Aisha can be of some help " arjun said absentmindedly
" mein takh gayi hoon , ghar jaana chati toon , goodnight " she said , her voice cracked
she decieded not to speak anymore now , otherwise she would start crying right infront of him and he would show her his sympathy , and sympathy was something which she always hated
she turned to leave
" saakshi ruko , i'll drop you " he offered
" nai arjun , thanks , mein chali jaaungi " she said
" dekho saakshi raat bohut ho gayi hai , its 2 am , its not safe for you to go alone , i'll drop you " arjun insisted
" I can take care of myself , I don't need anybody " saying so she left without waiting for his reply
she wanted to get away from him , forget him , forget the pain he gave her
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Edited by magati - 12 years ago
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