Here is my second weekly update:
2nd part:
He clearly remember that day when riya entered all gloomy n wishing everybody but her smile n the spark in her eyes were missing .. All tried to know the reason but she was amendment on saying on the topic.. Rather she will ignore or change the topic.. All the day arjun tried his level best to cheer her up or tried to engage her on chatting.. But she was stubborn to say anything.. He had tried each n every trick he knew to make her to converse her but she always gave monosyllabus answers on she simply nodded or hmmed as answer.. He was getting frustrated to see her reaction.. At last all his patience when she ignored his talks n tried to walk out on him.. She never did it n her changed behaviour was adding fuel to fire.. When he could no longer tolerate it.. He grabbed her hand n took her to his cabin.. When someone tried to intervene between them he glared at them n which indicated clearly to back off.. When he reached his cabin he closed the door n locked it.. He spunn her around n asked her, 'what the hell is wrong with u?? Kya natak laga k rakkha?? Tum mere sawalo ka sidhe sidhe jawab kyu nahi de rahi?? What has gotten into u?? Aaj aise ajeeb si kyu behave kar rahi ho?? Kya kisi ne kuch kaha ya kuch kiya kya?? Aaj se pehle toh kavi aisa behave nahi kiya tumne?? Aakhir baat kya hai?? Problem kya hai?? Batao main solve kar dunga magar mujhse tumhari ye chuppi bardast nahi hoti.. tell me damn it what the hell is u problem.. Ya mujhe tumse apne tarike se nakalwana hoga jo tumhare bilkul achha nahi hoga.. samjhi ya.. samjhaun..' n waited for her answer..
Riya was planning that today anyhow she will give the same treatment to the akdu as he has been doing since long time.. She had had enough of it now.. She understood that his past was not so pleasent that had made him so.. But it is not about his behaviour but his aloofnesss really irked him alot..She knew today she had to act all gloomy n sad n the look of the sadness should be clear to him.. She knew that she was chatter box but for today n for him she has to control herself.. She had ignored most of the talks as she knew once she was tempted none could control her.. So she dodged all the occassion of discussion smartly n in break hour too she sat lonely so she could get some time for herself to control all the questions thrown at her.. She behaved all professionally today which was so unlikely her.. All her colleuge were very much worried for her n she knew sooner or later the facade will come out so she purposely ignored them or quickly changed the topic to avoid the counters.. She could see arjun carefully observing all her actions n trying to figure out what's going with her?? He sometimes approached her directly or he will follow her every action through his observative eyes for any flaws.. When she purposely avoided twice or thrice she knew the confrontration was about to happen.. N here she is in front of him n he bombarding her with questions. She never imagined that the akdu could compete her with talking.. She patiently waited him to finish his questionaire.. When he was up with his queries.. She said, 'aapko bura laga ki main apko ignore kar rahi hu.. apko bura laga jab main aapke sawal ka thik se jawab nahi deti.. Aaj mere is bartaw se aap ko meri chinta ho rahi hai na sir.. right??' n he nodded as an answer.. n she continued, 'aapko aaj aisa laga toh sochiye mujhe kaisa lagta hai jab vi humse yu katei katei rehte hai.. Samajh sakti hu ki aap ka ateet apko khul ke jeene se rokta hai magar aap jeena toh nahi chod sakte na.. Jab vi apko apke aaii baba apko upar se dekhte honge toh sochiye un par kya bitti hogi ki unka bachha unka beta yuh ghut ghut ke roj zindagi ko yu jaya kar raha hai.. unhe tab intni takleef nahi pohchi hogi jab unhe apse juda kar diya hoga jitni aaj ho rahi hogi jis zindagi ko abad karne aur jis zindagi ko zindagi dene k liye unhe apni jaan dena pada woh khud apni zindagi ko yu berang aur bemaine jee raha hai.. zindagi yu jaya mat kijiye sir ki jab apko zindagi kam pad jaye ya aap ko zindagi dusra mauka na de us pal ko wapas pane k liye. Janti hu aap kis daur se guzar rahe hai aur main vi isi daur se guzri hu aur ab vi wahi khadi hu jaha aap hai magar main apne mama papa ko nahi dekha nahi kavi mehsoos kiya hai.. Jab zindagi ka matlab samjha tab jana ki main akeli hu magar main apne mama papa ki koi yaad ya koi nisani nahi hai.. Magar meri zindagi nahi ruki kyu ki janti woh mujhe mayus dekh kitna dukhi honge.. is liye main har roj ye soch kar uthti hu ki meri zindagi mein woh pyar apna pan nahi mila toh kya hua durso se woh haq chinne nahi dungi.. isliye har din main ye koshis karti hu khudko hasta hua rakhhu aur dusro ko vi hasau.. Maine apko pehli baar dekha toh apne lage kyunki sayad humara gam ek tha magar humari soch alag thi.. ek baar soch ke dekhiye sir.. kya aap sahi kar rahe hai apne sath ya apne aapse jude hue logo k sath.. zindagi jitna deti hai le lijiye aur jitna leti hai utna denge toh zindagi safar asan ho jaega sir.. Jo vi ho halat humein haske uska samna karna chahiye sir.. Sorry sir if i had crossed my limits sir.. par apko yuhar roj hara aur akela dekha nahi gaya toh apko dikhana chahti jab aap roj yu karte hai toh apke aas pass k log kitna affect karta hai sir.. bye sir n sorry once again mai ghar chalti hu sir..' n went away living arjun in thoughts.. He pondered over all the things she said n indeed it was true.. He can't change his nature over a night but he can lighten everyone's face by simple gestures.. He had now made his mind that he will not suffer anymore but try to live life..
Since that day arjun was strict but caring to all.. He would not acknowledge by praising anyone but would smile or did simple gestures to show he was indeed proud of what others did.. This change was not unnoticed by riya n others n they were happy seeing some changes in him n they silently thanked the star n the person who brought it.. Riya was really happy to know that her words did affect him.. He had not ignored her words but chose to implement it in his life n decided to be there for him when he needed someone.. He was living his past .. He never knew he had audience.. Aisha had seen him lost in the past... He seemed relaxed n calm unlike other time when he is with them others 3 person knew whom he was thinking about n they were happy to see him peaceful.. Since 2 months they had seen him restless n gloomy n moody but he never let it effect his work nor on their relation which had grown in those 8 months..He would care about them.. He would joke around them n play around but when he would be alone he will be lost in thoughts or talking to her pics.. They had witnessed Ariya's budding relation n their silent love too but before one can realize hell broke on them n they had witnessed arjun's misery n suffering.. When aisha had joined them none accepted her but later gave in but arjun always remained unaffected.. He would keep proffessional relation n personally withdrawn.
Aisha curiousity about his life would flare him up.. He never liked anyone's interference in his personal matter except 4 people.. Among whom he is comfortable.. Others r not allowed to peep in.. So he clearly shows don't u dare look who tries it.. Constant warning from arjun n sam would shut her up but she never gave up on her curioucity..
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