“Anuj...aapko pata hai na?......
nahi?......
par mujhe pata hai ki aapko pata hai...
mujhe pata hai ki.aapne meri aankhon mein wo padh liya hai jo mai kehna chahti hoon...
mai aapko....
hamare rishte ko...
hamari zindagi ko....
ek mauka dena chahti hoon Anuj...
woh aapne jo uss din kaha tha na, un gundo ke aane se pehle...
wo mai bhi...matlab. mujhe bhi wahi kehna hai...bol doon?
accha?
par aap khud hi samajh jaayiye na...
waise toh itte bade hero bane phirte hai, bade bijnessman jisko sab bina bole pata chal jaata hai....
toh phir meri itni si baat aapko samajh nahi aari?
aapko pata hai na ke mai aapse.....”
Holding the picture frame firmly close to her, she told him off again.
Being in his house, she could feel his essence in everything she touched. And the picture frame was literally the best thing in the room, it was her favourite....
Caressing the glass on the frame that held his picture, she traced his face, his perfect lips, those expressive and loving eyes, his lean fit body and the stunning smile that took her heart away everytime.
Anu was a total goner.
“Aap itne acche kyu hai Anuj? kaise hai itne acche???” she demanded an answer to the question she had asked herself infinite times.
This was probably the seventh time she was talking to him, through his pictures since she started dwelling in the room. She mentally thanked GK a hundred times for adorning the room with his pictures. She felt at home at his home, and when he had asked her if she was awkward about living there, she told herself there’s no other place she’d rather be ....this felt like her own.
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While Anuj was on strict instructions to take his mid morning nap, Anu started another one of her conversations with him, this time with the wall sized picture.
Playing with her, his, their magnet in one hand, she traced his face with the other and stopped at his smiling lips.
“Anuj aap...aap kab meri poori duniya ban gaye mujhe pata bhi nahi chala....
aapki khushi kab meri khushi ban gayi ye mai jaan bhi nahi paayi...
aapne toh mere saare ghum apne bana liye, par mai aapko koi khushi nahi de paayi...
mai jaanti hoon ki hamare rishte ko dosti ka naam dena tab sahi tha par ab.....
ab mai aapke liye dosti se kahi zyada mehsoos karne lagi hoon Anuj...”
Looking down shyly for a quick blush, she shrieked with excitement.
She didnt kniw if she’d ever be able to tell him how a d what she felt but this was the closest it could get to a confession.
“mai nahi jaanti ke isey pyar kehte hain ya kuch aur par mai aapke saath aage badhna chahti hoon...
aapko aapke guzre hue chabbis saal toh mai nahi lauta sakti, par aane wale jitne saal hai hamari zindagi ke wo mai aapke saath bitaana chahti hoon Anuj...
Pausing a little again to register her feelings, her eyes filled with tears of joy as she kissed the magnet gleefully and danced around the whole room to celebrate ....when she heard his phone ring, by her door...
“ Anuj....aap?”
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so I had a request to make Anu’s confession zara hatke and this is what I could come up with...hope you enjoyed reading and also hope you are getting used to my tiny little OS updates, sorry dint have the time or patience to write long parts like I used to long ago....
The song is pretty cute and futs the IS well i thought, chalo jaisabhi laga batana...This was all Anu for a change,I think itta toh she deserved