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This is for my dear Friend Saranya...I am so thankful to Airlines for giving me such a sweet friend...
Tum Bin
"Where are you Ananya?" You cannot go away like this! He was frantically searching for her everywhere.
Since he had told her that he does not love her..cause she is just an ordinary friend.. she was missing..
" Kuin mainey jhut bola usseey" Jab mera dil sirf aur sirf Ananya se pyar karta hai... " How can I be so rude and harsh to her" He thought while running around madly in the hotel lobby..he could see her crying face... and tears in her eyes the moment he said that...and then she was gone ..
Just 3 hrs back, she had saved his life when he was attacked by goons in the swimming pool. He was searching for her for last 2 hours. He was now getting restless... worried ...
Kahan ho tum Ananya... Tum bin kaise jiyonga... mein..Please come back..."
How can I be so ruthless? I still feel the softness of her lips on mine.. when she was trying to blow air in my lungs to save me..."
A lone tear escaped his eyes.. But he knew he cannot risk her life now... atleast not now...for sure when he himself has been attacked... But he was feeling bad for her...he cannot hurt her.. he loves her...only her.
He had checked everywhere... And then he saw a room... " Night Bar" written on it... He was 100% sure she cannot come there as she does not drink... but somehow he felt unknown sensation that she will be here...
He went inside and started looking for her... all around.. The place was dark...hustling and bustling with so many people... it was almost 10pm in the night.. and more than half of the people were highly drunk..
Many were on the dance floor.. dancing...cheering each other...
He was about to leave when he saw her sitting at the bar counter... drinking...glass after glass
" Give me one more shot" she said loudly... In a stammering tone...
" No, you are not drinking more " he said quickly reaching to her...
" Sir, Mam has already had 6 shots" said the bartender..
" Ananya what are you doing! You never drink" he was shocked...and he grabbed the glass from her hand
Go away Akash" you are no one to stop me..Who do you think you are... go away now"
" She tried snatching the glass from his hand.."
" No, I said no more.."
She tried getting up... but she was almost unsteady... and was looking disoriented ...he tried holding her..
" DO NOT touch me Captain Saluja, Stay Away" Who are you to care for me...when you do not Love me ... why should you care.." she snorted back at him.
He tried pulling her by her waist... tried holding her...but was pushed back by her.
Leave me.. Let me go!
Ananya do not create a scene here.. See everyone is looking at us..
You go Captain.. I care a damn.
Ok, Go do whatever u want to do.. he said leaving her hand angrily..
She happily moved to the dance floor and started swaying with some people already there..
She was wearing a long blue dress which had a long slit at the side... She was fully drunk.. and was
showing off her moves...All the people came near her.. and started dancing with her..some men were trying to get too close... She was too looking at him.. and was getting close to people.. to hurt him.as well..
Akash was watching her standing in the corner.
His heart pained seeing her like this.. as he never thought of giving her so much pain.. it hurts.He knew she's hurt.. and she has taken to drinking just to ease her pain...
He saw two men coming close to her.. and holding her... one of them was trying to touch her at all places...
He twisted his fist and came forward and pulled her...she hit his chest... He quickly grabbed her wrist tightly and pulled her out of the bar...
She was continuously shouting..." Leave me.. you moron! I hate you ! leave me...
He just kept one hand on her mouth and walked out with her...
He took her to his room.. as he could not leave her in her room... she was drunk.. He swirled her around...and said
Ananya, behave your self! What are you doing ?
Who are you to tell all this Captain...I can do whatever I like... You behave your self! She grinned back
Why did you go to the Bar at this time ? I have been looking for you everywhere around...
That's none of your business Captain! She started to leave for her room...
He held her by his hand... Again...and cornered her...
Leave me now...! She screamed ... I HATE YOU ! I hate myself for loving you more than my life..I just hate myself... . how can I fall in love with a ruthless indifferent person like you.. Who does not care for my feelings.. for any feelings..
I am just an ordinary girl... You will do this for anyone... Anyone... how can u ...Go Captain... Leave me ...
And she turned... to leave for her room...with tears almost about to escape her eyes...
He was silently listening to her banter.. and then out of impulse.. he came forward and smacked his lips on her... There was no other way he thought of controlling her...
He was in deep pain seeing her troubled...and he loved her.. deeply...
He kissed her passionately... and she too responded back with equal affection... He opened her mouth and tasted her fully...They both kissed each other pouring out all the love they had...It seemed like eternity they have been kissing each other...
She was going weak on her knees...after sometime.. they parted .. and looking into her beautiful eyes said..
I am sorry Ananya...I am so sorry for hurting your feelings..
I am scared of losing you... Please do not love me so much! I am not meant for anyone's love...everyone leaves me and goes ...I cannot lose you..do you understand! Please stay away from me...I donot deserve your love...
She was dazed by his reply...she came closer... the entire affect of alcholol somehow disappeared for a moment...
He fell on the floor... and she came closer and closer.. and eventually sat on his lap..and hugged him tight...
I love you Akash... and I know you are under a mission.. I had read your mobile messages when you were unconscious...I even picked up ur phone and listened to your Senior conversation.
He was surprised... and looked at her
I am with you! And my love will be your strength...and will always be! Trust me...mein tumhare bina mar jaongi... I cannot live with out you..I will live with you for ever...Tum bin I am nothing...Together we can fight all odds...She kissed him on his forehead..lovingly and smiled..then she kissed him on his eyes and all around his face...
I love you Ananya... so much..I am so sorry...for saying those words to you...I can never hurt you my love..my life is also meaningless without you...I was such a jerk to distance myself away from my life...and then he too hugged her back tightly...feeling relaxed in her arms..
Silver moon light was shining & smiling in the room... looking at two souls deeply in love...who will remain together for ever and ever in love...
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Tum bin kya hai jeena kya hai jeena
Tum bin kya hai jeena
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Sadiyon si lambi hai raaten sadiyon se lambe huv din
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Phir shaame tanhaye jaagi phir yaad tum aa rahe ho
Phir jaan nikal ne lagi hai phir mujhko tadpa rahe ho
Phir mujhko tadpa rahe ho
Is dil mein yaadon ke mele hai
Tum bin bahut hum akele hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Kya kya na soocha tha maine
Kya kya na sapne sajaye
Kya kya na chaaha tha dil ne
Kya kya na armaan jagaaye
Kya kya na armaan jagaaye
Is dil se toofan guzarte hai
Tum bin to jeete na marte hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Sadiyon si lambi hai raaten sadiyon se lambe huv din
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
Aaa jao laut kar tum yeh dil keh raha hai
"
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