Good or Bad Ongoing G

THE DECISION

Published On Tuesday,Jan 18, 2022 02:16 AM GMT-07:00

A few minutes before Aanya stopped weeping, She just hides herself in Shree's embrace keeping silent. Shree kept rubbing her back to soothe her pain a little bit. When he noticed she isn't sobbing he pulled himself back asking in a whisper " feeling better? "

Aanya nodes no without looking at Shree. Shree made her lookup direct into his eyes and asks slowly " what else can I do to make you feel better "

Tears dropped from her eyes on the question as she too didn't know what would make her feel better. She tried to think but couldn't get any clearance on what she wanted, this made her feel more vulnerable, she sighs trying to hold her burst out. Shree wipes her tear out of her eye cupping her face he whispers " wanna sleep? "

Aanya stared at him for a while then silently nodded no for she is still unable to conclude that does she need sleep or something else.

" you may feel good, try a bit "

Aanya shakes her head agreeing to it without any other option, Shree stood up and helped her to get on the bed, he covered her with a duvet then sat beside her holding her one hand tightly, and by the other, he slightly rubbed her forehead to make her sleep for a while. Aanya closed her eyes trying to get some sleep but her mind went back to events she never wants to remember. And the most prominent scene was of Siddhant standing bare-chested and Roli under the covers, She shivers recalling that moment. Shree felt the jolt in her body and inquires " What happened? Are you ok? "

Aanya didn't answer but just held his hand so tightly leaving an impression on his hand. Shree understood she is having a hard time in her mind, he didn't know what exactly is disturbing her this much so he just let her squeeze his hand.

Aanya was so conflicted in her mind, she couldn't find any conclusion, her insides screamed so loud " Why??? Why bhaiya "

Tear leaves her eyes, for once she thought she shouted it out loud so she opened her eyes to look around and found Shree just staring at her normally, She understood it was her insides which screamed not she actually... She closed her eyes again to be lost in between her thoughts...

You shouldn't have done that bhaiya, how can you become like that, I always used to believe you are my superhero but you are not. I never ever imagined you to be... I can't see you at that place... I just can't... Why it isn't a dream... Please God if you are present then please make it a dream ...please make it a dream... I just wish that when I open up my eyes everything will be normal, I won't be present in Shree Bhai's home instead of in my Siddhant bhaiya's protective arms and let me know that he didn't misunderstand Roli, he didn't marry Roli for revenge, he just didn't force her and I never left him, that we aren't separated, he still is my old bhaiya, he still is my superhero... Please God make this true, please... Please... Please...

Aanya shut her eyes strongly pleading from God, Shree was noticing every expression of her saw this one too and got worried, he smoothly brushes her hair making her aware of him, Aanya slowly opened her eyes with a hope that everything will be changed but as her eyes fell on Shree, her heart pauses... She stared at Shree continuously for a few minutes to sustain what she's seeing and when her mind confirms it is not a dream she breaks into tears. Shree holds her again in his hug to provide some support even though he didn't know what caused this breakdown.

Aanya clenches his shirt tight, she was getting furious now for why it can't be a dream. The rage inside her continues to grow up every minute after the realization hit that nothing can be normal as she thinks. Hold on Shree grew tighter, he noticed but left unnoticed for he don't want to put her in any dilemma or distress asking her about same.

Aanya's eyes turned red in anger, her mind was now in favor of negativity, She reckons " I won't leave you bhaiya, I won't leave you, you are wrong. I just hope this was a dream but it isn't... Because of you. I swear I will take action against you, how can you be this bad... You can't be... You have to be punished, you have to be and I'll make that easy for you... God didn't make my dream true but I'll make this one true. This will happen in real... You like changes right now you will see changes in me "

Aanya determinedly closed her eyes speculating the next moves in her mind. After whatever has happened she couldn't handle the changes in Siddhant, She was unable to believe what she saw but there is nothing she could do to change it and that's what made her frustrated more. All this frustration of her gets diverted into anger towards Siddhant. After a while, she slept on Shree's shoulder when he noticed it, he made her lay down properly and left silently wiping his tears.

AANYA PALACE

A few hours went by, Roli doesn't know when she slept. When she opened her eyes she felt a headache and found herself alone in the room covered properly with the blanket, pillows were there all around her protecting the wounds to get hurt. A smile crept on her lips after she realized whose work it could be, of course, Siddhant's.

She moved her eyes in the room to find him but her eyes fell on her sketchbook and her smile vanished, in a blink of an eye she remembers everything which has happened before she slept. Tears rolled down her eyes silently. She started to hate her life more now, she wiped her tears then kept her hand down which fell on the pillow kept by him. A sudden haterade occurred in her heart, She clutches the pillow and threw it off. She took every pillow around her then blanket and throws them down in anger towards Sid.

She gets off the bed urgently which causes pain in her injuries, ignoring it she moved to the cupboard took her suitcase out, and started to fill it up with her clothes. Tears weren't stopping as her mind was doing its work of reminding her of everything that Siddhant said. She still can't believe how easily Siddhant fooled her. For a moment she was amused by his acting skills that she didn't even once feel that he is lying. She felt herself being safe around him but the truth was something else. The reality of Siddhant left the worse impact on her mind. She lost her belief in men and before that in her happiness. After getting into his home she dared to dream a happy life expecting it to be fulfilled by her angel but it's all crashed now. This made her belief stronger that she doesn't even once deserve happiness in its true sense. And then she cursed herself to run away from Darsh, now she felt it would have been better if she was dead before knowing about him. She felt immense relief and believed that God does exist when she bumped with Siddhant on the road but now she knew God doesn't exist, he never was.

Roli packed her bag and went downstairs to leave the house but as she puts her first step down she stopped... Her mind was now on to another ride of finding an answer of the question 'Where will she go? ...To Darsh of course Not. Then where? What place she has to go to? Who does she know can help her to be at a safer place?'

She steps back on the realization that the outer world will totally be unfamiliar to her, will she be able to survive? And suddenly a question pops up in her mind ' Does she wants to survive? '

She wipes her tears and took her suitcase then steps down...

Siddhant heard the disturbance and moved out of the room to see Roli ready with her bag ...

Other side Aanya woke up from sleep, she freshens herself then without telling anyone left the house.

Both were ready with the determination up their face because THE DECISION was already made and not to deny this was the first time Aanya took any decision by herself without having any opinion of her brother in fact it was against Siddhant. And Roli she first time decided for herself not knowing how will it come out but she wants to work on it...

Siddhant didn't try to even stop Roli or say anything because he can clearly see that she has decided something over that he didn't get the guts to stand in front of her in the first place and here no one was there to stop Aanya, so she easily went on what her mind guided her to without contemplating was it right or wrong...