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March 28, 2017
10 PM
HER POV
I stared at my bed and wonder why I still remember the softness of his blanket?? Why I still remember how it felt to fall?? I sit down on the floor and stared at the wall, trying to pretend like I don't exist.
HIS POV
I just stepped into the room and saw her pics that were the only reason of my life. I put my laptop on couch and sat on my king size bed that still has her fragnance. I took her photo and hugged that very close to me, felt as if I get the whole world.
11 PM
HER POV
I still dared to recall what we spent together while I should not but he was so dear to me that I can't imagine my life without him but I have to live my life and that to without even seeing him for once. It's killing me inside my bleeding heart.
HIS POV
No matter how hard I tried to control myself from seeing her smiling face that means world to me but I could not. My heart is calling for her but I don't know why she is not hearing it's voice. There used to be a time when she used to hear those unspoken words of my heart but now it is shouting for her but in vain.
March 29, 2017
12 AM
HER POV
I' m still on floor and staring at the window that is allowing the street light to enter in my room. I' not crying but tears were flowing from my eyes. My room is dark so as my life because sunshine of my life is he and only he could lighten my life. I wish he could be here, he could be near me, he could have taken me in his embrace, he could have been teasing me, kissing me but niether he is here nor he should be.
HIS POV
I stood and went to the big glass of my room that was stopping the raindrops to come in. She used to lean everytime whenever it's raining that is her favorite. I used to get jealous from rain that sometimes makes me feel that it is more close to her heart than me but I know that only I'm the one who is close to her heart.
1 AM
HER POV
I decided to remove all his memories from my heart but as I took out my heart to do so, I felt weak when I saw the king of my heart. I could not clear his memories from my life because they are endless. His memories could never be distroyed from my heart because my heart belongs to him, even I belongs...no I no longer belong to him. He is no one to me. I broke down sretching my head.
HIS POV
I don't know if she has cleared all my memories or not but I want her to start a new life with someone who could love her more than me. I put my hand on my heart and still felt her head over there as if she is still listening to my heartbeats. It killed me that she is no longer with me. I made her leave me and she left. Tear escape from corner of my eye.
2 AM
HER POV
Is it this much late that we can never be like before?? When did this happen?? Why we didn't realize?? Why can't he love me back?? Why I loved him this much that I trusted him blindly?? Why?? Why?? Why?? I don't have any answer of these questions neither I have courage to ask because I too scared of everything. Although I don't have anything to lose.
HIS POV
I wish I could change everything and could gather courage to fight with this disease but I know, no matter how hard I would try but this disease would win not my love. My love is strong enough to fight with anyone but if I have her beside me who had gone long back. I know I was the one who left her and I could bring her back if I want but it's too late now and I could not bring her back even if I want to. What will I say to her?? That her husband is this much coward that he could not even fight for his love?? No I could never do so. She deserve better not better she deserves the best.
3 AM
HER POV
Each and everyone seems to be cruel in this world after what I had passed. I felt as if a movie is going on and the worst phase is its end. When you were with me everything was beautiful and I want to live it but now I don't see anything beautiful. I spread my arms for him as if he will come and hug me never letting me go but everytime my hands meet air and I felt defeated. My stomach aches and I clutched my dress. The sound of rain used to be my favorite but it's no longer dear to me, I hate rain but still when it hits my cheek I felt as if I got something to live for.
HIS POV
I went back to my bed and layed there hugging the blanket and cushions. I stopped my tears to come from my eyes because I know that you are not here to wipe my tears. Destiny, I mocked as I whisper this word, it doesn't have courage to make us apart and meet but she used to say that destiny made us meet. Our first meeting in the beach party is still fresh in my mind. She was looking like an angel in her white ankle length gown and a flower crown on her head. I had lost myself in her innocent smile, cute pout, melodious voice, ocean eyes, silky hairs, her beautiful face and what not.
4 AM
HER POV
I was feeling as if I'm passing out and it was his face that made me hold on myself and approach the bed. I sat there and drank a glass of water. The glass left from my hand shattered into many pieces. The broken glass pieces and my heart were similar, both were shattered and could never be joined again. I closed my eyes and the moment came in front of my eyes when he came to me and confessed his love. I was not on earth but on cloud nine when my love himself confessed his love. Ofcourse he teased me from last 2 months but that was the thing I fell for him. I opened my eyes preventing myself not to lost in him.
HIS POV
The moment she said yes to me I was flying in the sky as if I get everything in my life I craved for so long. She gave me all her love. My morning was incomplete without her smile. I was not living my life before I met I was just passing my life although I had everything but only thing I want is a girl who would love me dearly, selflessly, innocently and would make me fell for her everytime and that was she. She means world to me but this disease had made me give her pain and sufferings. I looked at her smiling face and smiled.
7 AM
HER POV
Don't know when sleep took over me and I slept. I am not feeling like getting up. My head was heavy may be due to extra sleep as I never slept more than 1 hour a day from last 1 month when he asked me to leave and he never loved me but physically attracted towards me. I get up with great difficulties and proceed towards washroom taking the pouch left on the couch last night.
HIS POV
I was about to have a bath so that I could leave for my appointment with Dr. Bajaj who is the one treating me from last month and was searching for my clothes in the wardrobe when my eyes fell on her jhumka that I gifted her on our first marriage anniversary 5 months back. She never worn that and used to say that if she wore this then it will get weak and break that she never wanted to happen. I smiled and put that safely inside the drawer and have a warm shower or I was just hiding my tears under the water because now towel will wipe them as if they are drops of water.
8 AM
HER POV
I was crying badly leaning on the bathroom door while my hands were covering my belly. I sobbed keeping my hand on my mouth so that my baby won't hear his mamma crying. Yes I am pregnant. How long I wished to see the pregnancy test positive. That should be best moment of my life when I would get the news of my pregnancy and I would tell my husband that he is going to be father. I know he would have been overwhelmed if destiny haven't played games with me. I cried out my heart today forgetting that my child would hear me.
HIS POV
I just came downstairs when my phone buzzed and I saw the message from Dr. Bajaj. I need to visit her to her house because she fell from stairs and could not have any appointment till next 2 weeks. I drove my car to her house listening to one of the songs perfectly suiting my current stage, Bichhde toh jee na payege. She is like a motherly figure to me. Her sons left her and get busy in their lives. Although she is a reputated doctor but she too needs love of her children. This is why she used to treat her patients more like her children.
9 AM
HER POV
Maa fell from stairs and today she was having a very important appointment with her patient who have very less chances to survive but still she is trying her level best. She is worried for him and continuously talking about him. I made coffee for her and asked her to be quiet. She is the one who had given me shelter from last 1 month when I was so broken. She is not less than a godess to me. She had told me a lot about her special patient but everytime I was lost in my thoughts and I just paid a little heed to her. My face was pale and it was difficult for me to hold my tears anymore. Whenever I look at my belly I just feel like I'm responsible for everything happened to me.
HIS POV
I just reached her house and there she was sitting with plastered leg and a girl with open hairs was feeding her food. Due to her hairs I was not able to see her but I could feel something very close to my heart. I again put my hand on my heart that was beating so fast and could have explode at any moment if Dr. Bajaj gestured me to come and have a seat. The girl finally spoke asking her to be quiet and have her food. It was she, yes it was only she MY MEHAK. My love, my life, my world, my everything. She stood up and our gaze met each others. My eyes were shedding tears so as hers. I uttered her name, the plate from her hand left and fell on floor. I ran and took her in my embrace after one damn month.
HER POV
I turned and looked at the figure in front of me. It was he, MY SHAURYA whom I loved the most in the whole world. The plate slipped from my hand as he uttered my name. It felt like heaven to hear my name from him. He hugged me, I was numb for a moment. His cologne crossed my nostrils. Our eyes were overflow with tears. I hugged him tightly as if I won't let him go never ever in my life. "I missed you jaan..." he said making me cry more. I hugged him more and said, "I too missed you Shaurya..." He showered my face with endless kisses. Maa was sitting there only watching us but was quiet. Suddenly reality struck my mind and I pushed him.
HIS POV
I was overwhelmed to see my life in front of me. I felt the best moment while I took her in embrace, kissed her but she pushed me suddenly. I don't know why she pushed me. I stepped to take her in my embrace again but she showed her palm to me and turned to Dr. Bajaj who was already in tears. She already knew about me and how I ended up making my love leave me. "Maa...I'm going out...I have some work..." she said and quikly left without even giving me any chance to stop her. I ran behind her calling out her name, I felt my head heavy and fell with a thud. Last thing I remember was I lose my consciousness in her lap.
10 AM
HER POV
I'm sitting on the bed, his head was in my lap. I kissed his forehead and hugged him. I get to know why he behaved so rude with me. I cursed myself for not understanding him. Tear drop fell from my eye on his cheek. His eyelids opened feebly. I uttered her name a multiple times. He held my hand and took that near his lips and placed his lips there for moment. "Mehak...Mehak...Mehak..." he was continuously taking my name. I just hugged him and let my tears flow. I realized something very amazing as if something is growling inside my stomach.
HIS POV
I gained my consciousness in her lap. She was crying, the only thing I hate, tears in her eyes yet I was the reason and I cursed myslef for that. She hugged me, felt as if I get my life back. But I can't let her be with me because she don't deserve me, her life would be spoiled if she come back to me. I myself made her leave me after making her believe that I don't need her anymore but I need her more than meds for my disease and when I saw her today I lost myself but this might have made her feel that I still love her although I love her now, then and will be loving her till my last breathe. I pushed her and tried to get up but again she made me sit, once again I lost myself in her.
HER POV
He is with me, finally he is here. I could never imagine he is this much strong from inside. I put my hand on my stomach when the sound of growling again came. He stared at me for a moments with those old loving eyes. Well those eyes were not old but they were genuine, the hate filled eyes were fake that he showed me last time. A tear was about to escape from my eyes but he wiped that before it fell. "I hate tears in your eyes Jaan..." he said and I smiled whole heartedly. He quickly turned his gaze, I was confused. I tried to make him look into my eyes but he didn't rather he jerked my hand. "Shaurya..." I took his name but he shouted, "Just leave...I told you that I no more love you..." I know he is lying but still I kept hearing his lecture that I recieved last month too. He was going on and on, I was shedding tears not because his word were hurting me but his pain was visible to me this time.
HIS POV
I asked her to leave but she didn't. I again said, "I don't need you anymore damn it...it was just physical attraction and now I am done...please I beg you to leave and let me enjoy my life with other girls..." I said as much bitter as I could. She was crying may be my words were hurting her once again. I want to wipe her tears, I want to hug her, I want to pacify her, I want to tell her that it's all a lie and I still love her to the moon and back but can't because if I tell her then she would never leave me and be with me in this worst phase of my life may be the last phase of my life, I know I have very less chances of survival yet I am giving my best may be I survive and live in her memories. "Shut up Shaurya..." she shouted on her lungs out when I said, "Everything is over now...nothing left in our life..."
11 AM
HER POV
He was continuously blabbering but now I could not let him suffer all this alone. I'm his wife and I have all rights to be with him in every phase of life no matter if it is bad or good but I will be with him. "I know everything and now you don't need to act anymore...I already suffered a lot and you too...but I can't let anyone suffer...so I'm with you...I know you have a brain tumour and very few chanced of survival but I have faith in god that he won't be this much cruel on an innocent soul..." I said in one go. He still forced me to leave his hand but I'm so adamant that I would never let our child suffer anymore. "You have to live Shaurya...for me...for us...for...for...for him..." I said while taking her hand on my belly.
HIS POV
I tried my level best to make her go but no she already knew everything may be in my absence Dr. Bajaj told her everything. She was so innocent that she was ready to be with me, she knew everything and still she is with me. She loves me truly and I know that. But she made me feel something else too today, something very amazing, something growling in her stomach, something that made me strong. I looked at her wet face when she uttered, "For our child..." I was on cloud nine to hear from her that she is carrying our child. I cursed my destiny that it gave me this news when I'm on my last stage yet I get courage to face it but then I passed out in her arms.
Dec. 16, 2018
Mehak closed his diary with teary eyes so as he closed her diary with teary eyes. "You face this much..." both said in union. He hugged her tightly and whispered, "I'm sorry jaan...but I don't want you to pass from this..." "Chup karo tum...I love you and I could pass from anything if you are with me...I love Shaurya..." she said and hugged her more. "Mamma...papa..." we heard our son's voice who was sleeping on the bed. Both ran to him and layed on either side while he hold their fingers and kissed one by one before going back into the deep slumber. Mehrya were looking at their child when both went into slumber.
Last 1 and half year was not less than roller coster ride for them. When Shaurya discovered that he is suffering from last stage of brain tumour he insulted their relationship and marriage for making her leave him. It was rainy night and Dr. Bajaj discovered Mehak on the road side while coming back from her hospital. Her children had already abandoned her so she took Mehak with her. She made her tell whatever happened to her. She felt so bad for her and asked her to be strong. After two days she took Shaurya's case and due to her friendly and motherly nature Shaurya told her what he did to his love to make him leave. That day when Shaurya was there she told everything to both of them and both the ladies encouraged Shaurya. He get a new hope of living...their child. Dr. Bajaj finally cured him one month before Mehak gave birth to their child, Sameer. He recovered very soon. Their child turned 1 year and 2 months today and they both exchanged their diaries and read what they suffered. Dr. Bajaj is living with them as their mother and they get love of mother after years as they both had lost their parents at a early stage of live.
Lots of Love🤗
Anjali
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
