Part B
" okay moushmi di , I will come to meet you tomorrow , its my half day tomorrow . bye I messaged moushmi di at 11 pm as I entered my bed . its been I saw her. She is inher nine months now and on her maternity leave so I decided to meet her tom at her home . I have already taken permission from my family and they have no issues . I was thinking about what happened today with shaurya and my mind was running with same thought while I so very wanted to have a sleep . I was tossing and turning in my bed as I struggle to get sleep . I looked at the wall clock , it was timing 12 30 am and still my eyes were not heavy with sleep . I closed my eyes with pressure and commanded my self nor to open them in any case and had one thought in my mind only not to think about anything specially related to what happened in office today . I was literally counting seconds now but sleep was no way near . " di kya tu adhi raat ko pendulum bani hui hai ( di, why have you became a pendulum in middle of night) commented nehal irritatingly . I opened my eyes and pulled out my lips from her comment . " neend nahi aa rahi nehal ( I am not getting sleep nehal) I told my problem to my little sister . her back was facing me as she pulled the blanket more to her . " toh bahar jakar , dance kar meri neend mat kharab kar ( then go outside and dance , don't spoil my sleep) she commented . I was more fed up with nehal no helping here . I got up and gave her angry look but she was sleeping so not having an ounce effect of my angry look to her . so I got up from bed , picked my phone and looked at nehal who was sleeping peacefully . I picked a cusion and throw that on her . " di " she yelled in her sleep only . I moved out from the room. I looked back she was back to her sleep . I opened my phone and saw a notification . message sent by kerela king . I smiled that he messaged me . I moved to my terrace going stairs and sat on them as I replied to his " hey
Me- hi . how are you . long time haan
kk- I am ok . yeah long time .. so how are you . how is job going .
me- I am good and job is also going good .
kk- good to know . so tomorrow its holiday , that you are up till this late .
me- no tomorrow is no holiday , actually I was not getting sleep .
kk- what a coincidence , me too.
Me - why you are unable to sleep .
kk- nothing had a fight with my girlfriend .
me- me too ( I typed immediately and then realized that I told him , me being in a relationship )
kk- I ddin't knew you had a boyfriend
me - ( a flash of shaurya came in front of my eyes ) he is more than a boyfriend .
kk- oh so you are in love ?
me( I smiled as yes I am )- yes ( I was confident about that). Aren't you in love with your girlfriend ?
he took few seconds to reply but the he did.
kk- she is love and I can't help myself from loving her .
his answer just warmed my heart .
kk- but right now I am pissed with her .
me- why what happened?
kk- nothing understanding issues yaar . she wants me to do something which I am not up to .
I thought for a while and analyzed that me and shaurya are also having same issues . I was lost in our todays argument
kk- hey are you there .
me-( his message brought me back to present) yeah sorry . actually I am also disturbed about my quarrel with my partner .
kk- hmm . me too same yaar . not getting sleep . she didn't call me even once . not a single message
when I read his complain automatically this came in my mind.
Me- you could have also called her or messaged her .
kk- did you did that?
He questioned me back and I was mumb to reply .
Kk its very easy to say to others but difficult to follow the same .
Me- I wanted to but he ignored me today ( I remembered when shaurya didn't , message me to wait after my working hours )
kk- leave it yaar , here we both are disturbed due to them and they would be sleeping peacefully .
his comment made me check shaurya whats up status once agin and it showed 10 pm as the last checking time, at time of which I was with my family watching tv . out last whats app chat was yesterday morning when he had message me to come to office after our talk about that delhi times news on phone and I had replied that I will but after work and no messages were exchanged after that .
me- its very easy to leave thing like that but clearing out matters is important . our ego should not be important than our relationship ( I said what I believe )
kk - so are you gonna talk to him .
his question made me question what I just said . I know I was upset with shuarya words and his non molding thinking but should I leave thing like cliffhanger due to our differences . and my mind decided something .
me- yes I am , that too just now and I believe taking my example you should also .( I sia d with a happy believe )
kk- I feel you are right . I was very stern with her .
me - see 50 % argue is finished from your side and I am sure when you will talk to her . she is vanish the rest 50 % .( I typed in a cheerful mode .)
kk he gave a smile emoji . you know your cute . your BF is a lucky guy . lets just call our partners. But what if they are sleeping .
I thought for a while and then came with a solution .
Me okay lets do one thing . we both are not getting sleep , so lets both have our common golden latte first and then we'll message our partners something , if they replied that means they are awaked and if they didn't that means they were sleeping but atlas they will know that we wanted to talk to them .
Kk - and if they still didn't replied then ? then they will get an impression that we were desperate to talk and it will indicate that we were at fault in all this .
Me- ( being amazed by him thinking)- aren't you thinking very odd .
Kk - I will just give her a call , if she will pick then better and if she will not then I will sleep .
Me ( by reading this I thought he is such self imaged person just like shaurya ) . fine but first to lighten our mood , lets have golden latte . alright .
Kk- hmm . bye thank . I can feel some sleep just by name of having golden latte . bye good night
Me ( I smiled to his message) bye . good night .
Saying that I went to my kitchen and started preparing a golden latte . it was so good to chat with kk . as I was about to have my latte , my phone buzzed . it was an international number and seeing that I knew it was Rahuls , I picked it up instantly .
Mehek- hi Rahul , kaisa hai tu ( how are you)?
Rahul- hi mehek . I am good , tu kaisi hai( how are you)?
Mehek- I am also good , how is work there and you called so late . why what happened .
Rahul - work is good . actually I wanted to call you by 10 10:30 but was late and then I thought you would be sleeping but then while making dinner I just saw you online, so I called .
Mehek- okay . I saw your instagram update . you went to see Eiffel tower . wao . you must have had lot of fun ?
Rahul yes I did .
Mehek - hmmm . picture were really nice . btw who was that girl with you in every picture ( I asked teasingly )
Rahul - friend hai .
Mehek- so you made new friend . hmm . that's good .
Rahul okay tell one thing . how is she .
I was surprised from his question but still I answered him .
Mehek she looks pretty . is she Indian ?
Rahul half Indian . her mother is from india .
Rahul had a different tone only while talking about her like he had a smile . I tried to explore more .
Mehek- so whats her name . how is she .( I asked intentionally but in a casual tone)
Rahul- her name is pearl . she is 25 years old . she has done interior designing and I met her while make over of our restaurant was going on . she was one of the assistant of the designer . she is a cool and calm person and very easy to go . really passionate about her work and she is very easy going on person .
The way Rahul was talking about her with excitement and depth , I knew she was more than a friend and he kept talking about her .
" very friendly and she speaks hindi quite fine . she is very fond of food and she likes Indian food a lot and many times I have made Indian meals for her . we really get along well
Finally he stopped but I was not annoyed infact I was amusedly gushing over his unsaid feelings for pearl. I was silent for few minutes deliberately once he was done with her lady persona .
Rahul- mehek , mehek are you there.
Mehek- Rahuuul ( I said with a smile ). You are in love buddy ( I said in sweet tone )
He was silent for few seconds and I heard a happy sigh from the other end .
Rahul tujhe pata chal gaya( you came to know)( he said in blushing tone )
Mehek - jaise tu uske bare main baat kar raha hai na , ( the way you are talking about her) , any one will know .( I said teasingly but with affection )
Rahul- yaar . she is so beautiful mehek . both from inside and outside . I never thought I will be in love ever . but what I feel for her is something so different and heart warming .
I could understand what he was feeling .
Mehek- I am so happy Rahul . you are also in love and ( I stopped in mid way before saying me too , as I don't know , how Rahall will react knowing . I am dating shaurya. I covered myself saying ) and sonal is getting married next month .
Rahul - you are first one to know . I haven't confessed this to her yet .
Mehek- what , why . what are you waiting for
Rahul- mehek , I am confused how to say . I just said her I like her and she too said that back to me and now we are dating but I just feel I love you is so soon and I don't know how she will react.
I remembered the way I said I love you to shaurya and my heart was filled with only one feeling that was love and I decided to advice my friend what my mind said .
Mehek- Rahul , when you are in love and you know your feelings are genuine just say it and I know it will be blissful. ( he took few second to say his next words )
Rahul- I wish you were here . I miss you so much. You are magic mehek . I am glad , you are the first person I shared this with . now help me plan a proposal for here .
Hearing so much praise and affection for him , I went into my self praised mode .
Mehek - main toh hun hi jadugar ( i am a wizard ) I said with a fake grandiosity.
Rahul okay chal bahut ud liya , niche aaja ab ( okay now enough flying high after your praise , come down now ) and help me to plan the proposal .
I laughed out and sat on kitchen slab and then for next half an hour I planned a proposal date for with him and he told how food solves every problem and he will present his I love you through dishes .
Rahul thanks buddy and don't worry when you will find your mr right , I will help you and will pay you back . ( he said with a chuckle in the end )
I felt a dig as I didn't share anything about shaurya with him till now .
Rahul - soon I will make you skye with pearl before the proposal . your opinion about her matters a lot to me . okay bye .
Mehek - bye
I finished the call on an turmoil note . Rahul is my friend , who has always advised me to stay away from shaurya , as he think he is very subtle nature and I am apprehensive about his reaction . my eyes just went on my phone and I saw the time it was 2 : 30 am " shit yaar. I have office tomorrow I finished my cold golden latte and decided to set three alarms . when I say five missed call from shaurya . my eyes and mind both remorsed on that . I instantly dialed shaurya no but it said it was switch off " ye nahi hona chahiye tha ( this should not have happened ) I said regretting that I missed his call and was again dialing his number but it said the same switch off . he called me a nd I missed it that too after our argue . I dialed his number in unfruitful attempt as it was again switch off . I was cursing my timing , after three attempt and knowing that his phone is switch off , I once agin dialed his number but it said the same . my heart was feeling bad about this . he must have thought about sorting the issue but I missed that chance and with that remorsed heart I went to my room and tried my best to sleep while planning how to approach him today . I know he would be more unhappy with me now . after half an hour finally sleep defeated my unrested mind and I dosed off .
I was driving my car in the most rash possible way . I can't believe in my anger I had still kept my phone switch off only . I swift into the parking area , overhauling one car which was suppose to enter before me. I pressed the break hard as I had to stop my car as my speed was high . I took a angry long breath . whole night I was disturb that mehek and me had an argue and after being advised by my meera about sorting out the issue when called her with this fera that I might disturb her sleep , what I found is that her phone is engaged . that too for about one hour . already I was disturb and after her phone being busy for my five call , my mind was so burst that I went for a long drive in the middle of night and keeping my phone off and had to take a sleeping pill after that as I had a meeting in the morning to attend for which I was already late . I switched on my phone as I moved out of my car and asked the valet to park it .as I was walking I saw Vicky in the same car which I overhauled . he was saying something but I didn't pay my ears to him and walked away ignoring him .
My meeting with one of my sponsors went well. It was about a cooking competition which he was organizing with one of the other foreign sponsor , which will held in Australia in next few months and he wanted my team corporation for organizing this event and it was a good deal for my company and we will have a good share of profit . all I had to do is select few people from my firm to make a team who will help in setting the theme and competition sets for this event . I had to talk to rajiv about this. I called my assistant to know where rajiv is and she informed me that he has taken half day and had gone home . then I remembered that rajiv usually is on half days since moushmi is in her last month . so I decided after my work I will go to their house . since my mind got free from work , it started thinking about mehek . I recalled her message that I read in before my meeting after I switched on my phone which said " I am sorry shaurya , I was talking with Rahul last night when you had called me and then your phone was switch off and its still switch off . please call me back . she had called me when I was in my meeting and being busy I had rejected her call with a message I am busy after which she left another message saying " I am sorry for disturbing you . please call me when you are free " . few more message with same wording were left . I picked my phone and dialed intercom on meheks area . after four ring the call was picked but it was not mehek . " hello I heard someone else . " whose this . where is mehek I aksed . " who are you the person on the other end asked . I raised my eyes . " your boss I said harshly . " sorry sir , I am pihu , mehek has gone . she had half day today . any order sir she said . today is Saturday and its meheks hald day I remembered . " no , its okay saying that I ended the call . I again got a message from mehek I read it " shuarya I am leaving early today . I promised moushmi di that I will visit her today , so I am leaving . please call me when you are free and I am really sorry for last night".
Her sorry in every message of her made me leave my ego behind and I called her . she picked in two rings
Mehek hello ( she said in a low tone )
Me- kahan ho tum ( where are you )
Mehek - I am in auto . going to moushmi di's house .
I took a pause and same was from her end .
Me- I am coming there .
Mehek -- to meet me . ( I couldn't study her tone)
Me I have some work with rajiv .
She didn't said anything . but I know she was not happy .
Me - and to meet you too.
Saying that I ended the call .
I just finished my remaining work and called vicky to join me for meeting rajiv and moushmi and he agreed . at six in evening me and Vicky both were in my car heading to rajiv's house and as I parked my car and came out he said " you were right man . bua( aunty) and dadi( grandma) both are hell bent on knowing about your girlfriend . its so difficult to hide from them I chuckled on his condition . I entered the house and saw mehek and moushmi sitting on couch . and rajiv was not in picture . moushmi was surprised to see us there and Vicky was surprised to see mehek " mehek is here that's why you thought for visiting rajiv and moushmi he whispered . " shut up I replied back . " hey moushmi I said as I approached her and then bend down to hugged her . I was careful with her baby bumb . " its big now I said teasing her . she hit me on my shoulder " shut up . I said a casual " hi to mehek to make it look normal . she was looking at me only from the moment I entered . I heard her reply " hey . Vicky too hugged moushmi saying " hi mommy moushmi she hugged him with all her smile . we both took our seats . " where is rajiv bhai I asked . very rarely but mostly at personal get together only I call rajiv bhai . " he is in kitchen . moushmi answered . " so mehek , when you came here asked Vicky . " I am here since four she answered casually and Vicky gave me a teasing look . rajiv came with a tray having three drinks in it . " hi . what are you two doing here asked rajiv as he acknowledged us . " kyun sirf biwi aur favorite ko app khilaoge( why , will you only make your wife and favourite to eat ) I commented . he handshake with me and Vicky . he rolled his eyes on my witty . "I'll bring mock tail for you both also said rajiv while leaving again . " wait , serve these three I have to talk to you about work bhai( brother) . I will come with you to kitchen we will talk there only and will have drinks there only saying that I left from there to talk about work with rajiv .
I saw shaurya leaving with rajiv sir after giving " and I was surprisingly happy that he came to meet me commented moushmi di . I looked at her . she had a very unreadable expression . " moush , he really cares for you . don't say like that said Vicky defending shaurya . " yeah really she said rolling her eyes . " moush come on now , how many times he has to prove , that he genuinely loves you . you guys are best friend. Said Vicky . I was confuse now . " correct it vicky . we were best friends she said in remorse way . " best friend " came out from my mouth out of confusion . they both looked at me . " he didn't told you asked Vicky . I said nodding my head in a no . " do you think shuarya will tell her. I am sure he wouldn't have share this with his new girlfriend also with whom he went on concert she said me and Vicky both share our gazes . seeing me all confuse , Vicky started talking , " moush and shaurya were best friends since college this was new to me . shaurya never talk about that but before Vicky could continue moushmi started . " he was in business management and I was in mass media communication . whole college time , we both were there for each other . one of the big common factor between me and shaurya was that we both hated our fathers . my father left me and my mom for another girl and about shaurya father you know ( she took a pause ) me and shaurya both wanted to successful and due to our common mid set , we used to click to well . we were always like freny . pulling each others leg . he was like the boy of my that time , my friend , my brother , my family and our bond just grew more strong( there was affection in her eyes saying that ) . I always disapproved all his dates because he was not serious about anyone ( she chuckled ) and he used to ask me to date but I was not very interested in casual relationship . then when we started working , our cities change , he came to delhi and I shifted to Mumbai but we were always connected ( her heart weld up as she said this ). He always encouraged me to achieve more and more . you know many times my colleagues and even my mom said this to me that I am too practical and success oriented , which I am but shaurya always said , no you are a strong person and you should go more and more and relationship will come eventually and will ruin it , so do it before that . ( I could see I pride in her eyes for their connection ) he was right at that time also and he was only the one who brought love of my life rajiv to me . when they both came to Mumbai to set up there restaurant there . we lived together under one roof for a month and me and rajiv both fell in love with each other and after dating for three years we decided to get married and that's when our friendship fall apart she said the last line with a lot of pain and I couldn't stop from asking next . " what happened di . she was lost in her trance only and was silent fro few seconds I looked at Vicky . he had unhappy face while he looked at me . I looked ack at moushmi di in way of hearing her when shaurya and rajiv sir came back . " why you three are so silent said rajiv. He and shaurya were holding drinks and they took their seats . rajiv sir sat near moushmi di and shaurya sat near me. I could feel moushmi di collecting herself and getting very normal . " nothing baby she replied . " so what brought you here she asked to shaurya . he looked at her and passed a smile " I came to meet you he answered . she gave a fake smile . he smiled back to her . rajiv sir and Vicky were giving fed up looks and I was feeling out from them. Shaurya got something out from his pocket , it looked like chocolate . he passed it to moushmi di saying " your favourite and she took it with a happy eyes but plain face . she didn't said thank you and he didn't ask for . she started having those and rajiv sir asked for everyone dish for dinner as he was gonna prepare dinner . " di I think I should leave , have to go home I said . I didn't looked at shaurya . " please stay yaar . we met after so long . still have so much to talk with you .stay here today . I will talk to kanta chachi she said in a pleading tone . " I don't think so she will agree I tired to put a valid excuse . last night I just had a sleep of four hour and I am feeling very tired . I deprived of a good sleep and I want it but saying no to moushmi di feels bad . " at least let me talk to her she said extended her hand forward asking for my mobile . I didn't know how to refuse her but staying here means being with shaurya infront of these all people and with our present situation , I was little apprehensive knowing his temper . " why so much fuss mehek , if she is asking you so dearly , you can stay I heard shaurya in his authoritative tone I turned my head to face him . for everyone it was his bossy nature but I know , its more he has in that order . " just stay , let her talk to your aunt he added he said pointing me to give my phone to moushmi di . " don't force her baby said rajiv sir to moushmi di and turning to shaurya he said " shaurya she is not your employee here , stop bossing . shaurya didn't paid any attention to rajiv sirs word and continued giving me those intimating looks . " someone just give me her phone said moushmi di as she was having difficulty in getting up by herself from her relaxed position. . shuarya who was sitting next to me got up from his seat , bended a little to get the phone from my lap . he stayed in that position for few seconds as he looked at me blocking my face for others to see . he was few mm away from me . his face , his handsome charming face was looking at me with all the power to hypnotize me in this commands . his face looked down as he asked me " your phone lock . his side profile and the scent of him was enough to make me answer despite my half minded state to stay here . " it's a capital M . he looked back at me and then got straight . he was operating my phone , he smiled looking at my phone and I could understand why , my wallpaper was of me and sonal doing a tongue out to each other . I was little embarrassed so I looked down . he passed the phone to moushmi di and as she took even she chuckled , "it's a cute picture mehek , ist sonals marriage next month right she asked as she dialed a call on my phone . after half minute she started talking . " hello aunty , Namaste ( greeting) main moushmi bol rahi hoon ( its moushmi) she took a pause and then continued " main achi hoon aunty and bacha bhi thikh hai( Iam good aunty so is the baby ) bus udham machata hai( just he create a hovac) she said . I smiled hearing her talk . "aunty actually , ek request thi , kya mehek aaj yahan mere aur rajiv ke pass stay kar sakti hai agar aapko koi aetaraz na ho( I want to request you one think, can mehek stay here with me and rajiv , if you don't have any objection) she was waiting for her answer . " aunty subha rajiv khud mehek ko ghar chod dega ( aunty in morning rajiv himself will drp mehek home) . she waited for few seconds and then there was a smile on her face " thank you aunty so much . by happiness of her voice anyone could say that kanta chachi said yes . " ji yeh lijiye mehek se baat kijiye( yes , talk to mehek) she said trying to give the phone to me . this time both rajiv sir and shaurya got up at same time and both paused and shaurya came forward and passed me phone taking it from moushmi di . " ji chachi I asked taking phone from shaurya . " mehek , dhyan se rehna ( stay carefully ) she said . I noded saying "ji
( yes). Saying that I ended the call . " thank you said rajiv sir and I passed him a smile . " ok lets watch a movie after dinner said moushmi di . " perfect said Vicky . " I just ask the helper to start the preparation for dinner saying that rajiv sir got up . " sir I will help you I said and went with him to kitchen .
Mehek went with rajiv and my eyes were gazing her leaving the hall. I just wished to get some time alone with her . " so whose the new girl you were with at arijit concert aksed moushmi . I looked at her . usually she is the first one to know if I ever date a girl but from past two years one and half year I have dated no one till now . " earlier , i was the first one to know about your dating life she commented . me and Vicky exchanged the looks . she read our exchange " Vicky knows her she asked . Vicky noded and said " you will love her . trust me . moushmi gave a curious look to Vicky and then her eyes looked at me for some words . " I will tell you soon I said . " why not now she asked in a stern voice . what should I say that mehek has asked me not to . you know what . let it be . o don't care she said . her constant quarrel with me was stil on and I guess her pregnancy was adding the weight. She tried getting up . both me and vicky rushed to help her and holding her one one hand we both did . she took a long breath as she got up . " lets choose a movie to watch saying that we three walked to are where her flat screen was fixed with a shelf having all her collection of movies . we were deciding which movie to watch . and both Vicky and moush were having their movie knowledge debate . Vicky wanted to watch action movie and moush was against it as its not good for her baby . she wanted to watch a animated movie but Vicky said " he will not watch it pointing to me . " he will stay after dinner she asked having doubt . " ofcourse he will stay he said in teasing tone which was noticed by moushmi. I glared at him . she observe that , " whats going on she aksed . I gave a eye to Vicky and replied moushmi " I will stay and we can watch croods . you love that movie right ? I said taking out that CD . she smiled to that " you remembered it being my favorite she asked . " how can I forget , you forced me to watch it I said remembering how she could make me do something against my wish . she chuckled recalling that . we decided that we will watch croods and me and Vicky instructed the helpers to make a launge set up near tv so that we could watch it in a relaxed position and then . rajiv called us for dinner.
Mehek was sitting opposite to me while we were having dinner . " rajiv bhai, the food is scrumpy said Vicky . he smiled and said " thank you . " you know mehek , you should also marry some chef , life is heaven , specially at pregnancy said moush stuffing her favourite dum aloo . all laughed on her comment . mehek looke at me and I know why she did . she sees her future with me and I know somehow I also because I want her with me always but I know our ways of that are not same . " btw , whom you are datting aksed rajiv who sat next to me . " don't ask he won't tell us . we are not his friend replied moush who was sitting in head chair . " I looked at her as I let out a sigh with her constant taunt . " I mean even Vicky knows her but we both don't the mystery girl she commented again . I saw mehek's body being stiff with these talks " moush I just know it accidently .okay said Vicky in my defense . " since when you started defending him. even you have issues with him . did you forget about that replied moush . there was a silent on the table now and I looked at mehek she was staring at me with curious eyes . I avoided her eyes and started eating again . " di, you left that story about you and shaurya sir in mid way only . what happened I looked back at mehek as I was fully surprised with her question . she was looking at moushmi . for the very first time I felt a dig , my heart was dooming with a fear that what mehek will think and react about all this . will she also hate me like moushmi is doing . " after our marriage , I was working in Mumbai only and rajiv was working with shuarya in delhi and I had requested them to shift me to delhi branch but I was transferred to California and I was confused . it was difficult to leave rajiv but the job was my dream . I was unable to make decision to leave the job or to move out of india and one of my employee asked me to get a approach for cancelling my transfer but I didn't wanted anyone appraisal , it was against my rules and suddenly I got a news that I have been promoted as a editor and my job will be shifted to delhi , due to my talent . I was on cloud nine and I got the shifted to delhi and during my welcome party a jealous fellow revealed that my frined shaurya has made this whole set up fro a position which he earned for me not my talent and gave some cash for it . and when I confronted him about same he said he did it for me and didn't had even one once of sorry for that . ( she took a long pause and I looked at moushmi) I thought you knpw me the best but you proved me wrong . I would left the job but he corrupted the whole scenario and manipulated me and rajiv to make it look like he has no hand in the scene and when it was out he said he didn't wanted me to quit my job as getting that position back would be difficult and he made me feel weak when all I wanted was his support . I lost our understanding and I quit my job " she said everything out . for few seconds there was no moment and I looked down at my plate. I recall that phase I was getting success and success and I was becoming more and more arrogant . seeing moush in that situation I decided to take things in my hand and I did , hiding it from both as I knew they will not appreciate that and when it was out I was furious that instead of thanking me she is against and in my ego , my friend was distanced from me ." moushmi , shaurya loves you and cares for you okay . what he did was not something to hurt you said rajiv sir to calm moushmi . " rajiv , I know him better than you , I know he loves me and cares for me and that's why I was so hurt . he made me feel less worthy of my capabilities . he made me feel weak she said . her words were hurting and I couldn't take it anymore . I get up from the chair and pushed it back to leave when I heard mehek " shaurya , please don't go . its not good to leave food table like that . I didn't looked at her but the concern in her voice told me she was worried for me . I didn't wanted to stay but my feets took a back turn and I sat back on table . looking at no one other than my plate . " every time leaving the argument is not a solution , shaurya I heard mehek . " di I don't much about you and shuarya , infact I just came t know today only but I have seen the equation between you two and knowing him I know , where few people has the audacity to saw something nasty to him and he will listen to it with no shouting back. I lifted my head to mehek . she was looking at me and the moment I looked at her she shifted her gaze to moushmi . " without knowing that you two were best friends , I could study that he really cares for you she said and I was just amazed . " relationship , whats so ever they are friends , family , love( she turned to look at me ) , all suffer argument and fights . its just on us whom we give importance to argment , or( she took a pause as she felt what she is saying) to the person you love . she looked at moushmi " and here you both are giving importance to argument. Our mind can take time to amend things but it should not take too long she said with a unhappy smile . i just looked at her being awestruck with her words , she said the most debatable thing with most convenient and understanding words and I could only wonder how I am so lucky to be loved by her . " you are the youngest in us all but the most wise one mehek. You partner would be damn lucky " said rajiv being impressed with her thinking and he was right . I looked at moushmi she was vulnerable at the moment mehek words affected her also with the same impact . I looked at mehek and my heart welled up with a feeling . I decided to follow her words .I got up from my chair and walked up to moushmi and bend on one of my knee to sit next to her . I just looked at her and she looked back at me , crying was never our thing but we both were vulnerable . " what " she asked in her same attitude tone but in a weak voice . I decided to ditch the words and just do what I want to and I hugged her . her hands were still holding her folk and spoon and I felt her frail emotion in that hug . it was long since I hugged her , last was when I came to know that she is pregnant . " okay , enough emotion for today I heard her . we both chuckled on that and I unhugged her and looked at her . she was the most genuine and honest person I knew and I loved her and breaking her strength was never my intention . but now I will not let one of my deed to spoil our bond . I ruffled her hairs , a thing which used to irritate her and still does " shaurya she yelled and left her spoon to hit me but I was quick enough to get up . " thank god you are pregnant I said as I saved my self and table was filled with laughter . I looked at mehek as she laughed and I know she is my reason to have a happy life . she looked at me and I just wanted her . I walked to her and her happy face changed into a grimaced one as I approached her . I bend on table , her face has a scarred look now . I looked at her with a smile and with warmth . she could read my pure intention but she was not ready for that as she nodded her head in a no saying me not to do that . I just looked at her and I know my eyes were smiling with her innocence and beauty , not just of her but of her heart also .I followed her wish over my desire " thank you I said to her and straightened my back to stand . as I walked back to my chair crossing Vicky , moushmi and rajiv , I could read the surprised expression on faces on parents to be . I just smirked thinking their reaction to news of me dating mehek . I sat on my chair and I found mehek avoiding everyones eyes . moushmi was looking at me and mehek only with curious smile . " what a dinner said Vicky having the fruit cream . " mehek the desert is amazing said Vicky having the sweet dish made by mehek . I could see her being nervous after my deed so lighten up I decided to shift the talk to our college days .
Dinner was finished , rajiv and moushmi were setting the movie while vicky informed mom about us two staying here and mehek was instructing the house helper about wrapping up dinner and making a night milk for moushmi . I sneaked into kitchen and mehek was oblivious to my entrance . she was busy in making the drink . I asked the helper to go outside and bring the a bag from my car and that's when mehek noticed me . still was alert now but didn't looked at me as soon the helper went out I went near her and stood close to her . she was wearing her normal salwar suit and I was filling my senses with her hair scent as I stood very close to her. She acknowledge that as she moved one step ahead giving me a alert shaurya koi dekh lega( shaurya someone will see ) . I was annoyed I pulled her from her elbow making her turn to me . in that moment her beautiful long airs captured my eyes and I got a urged to pass my hand through her hairs and I did . I touched few strands falling on her face and rubbed my thumb over them . my fingers had her beautiful locks and her texture was smooth to touch . I moved close and caged her against kitchen slab . she tried to move from one end I blocked it with my hand , she tried to move from other I blocked it with my body built . though she had a good height but while standing so close her eyes were lower to mine and she looked at me through her beautiful eyeslashes . gosh she was preety and her anger made her look more preety . " shaurya someone may come her voice was weak as she was really scared . " what you want she asked in a low tone but angry mode " I want to amend things between us I said as I moved fingers into her hair passing it through her long strands . " shaurya this is not the place or time she said as she attempted to push me but it was failed . I was firm only to my place only to feel her hands aginst my chest . I moved more closer . " mesaage main toh bada sorry bol rahi thi , samne aate hi worry ho gayi( in ,messages , you were being very sorry now you are all worry I said . she didn't laughed on my comment . " thank you for what you did at dinning table today " I said as I swept my hands on her waist . she looked at me for a while without any fear or nervousness . her attention was all on me . " I am glad you were here today I said as I holded her from her head and pulled her and placed a kiss on her forehead and she didn't gave any resistant instead she just closed her eyes till my lips rested on her frontal . her hands were in between mine and her body . as I pulled back , she opened her eyes and her eyes were tender with the kiss . " thanks for knowing this( I pointed her hand on my heart) so well. I said what bizzared me on a happy note at dinning table . she looked at me with starring eyes . I pulled my hand holding her hand and kissed it . it was wet kiss and I she sighed weakly with its effect. " I guess I should have told you about me nad moushmi earlier I said and her jaw line just got tight " but you didn't and again , I came to know from someone else she said feeling her words . she was unhappy about it . she looked side and tried to get out from my hold but I secure my hold more . " it was not a good part of me I said in my defense . " I don't wish for your happy parts only she said with a want in her voice . I looked at her . she made me felt wrong here . but I didn't wanted to loose what I wanted . " lets just finish one quarrel first I commented sarcastically . she looked away and asked me leave but I ignored her holding her in same manner . she looked at the door through me " shit came from her mouth . my arms got loose on her as I turned to see who it is and she swift out from my arms . I looked at her . she had a cunning smile on her face . I looked back at door there was no one . she fooled me clever , I thought . "its not always , what you wish for she said . I turned and gave her an intimidate look but she had no effect . before she could move I pulled her in my arms and her front body bumped into mine .she was not at all prepared and my suddenness made her unsteady . but my arms balanced her well and with unsteady feets we finally were steady in each other arms and looked at each other. She was starring with a sullen face . " shuarya leave me . I turned us form so that her back is at door and made her walk till she was the wall near door , holding her with same strength . she kept on calling my name in between . I closed the door using my leg and pinned her against the door . her breath was raced due to move and her parted lips did no favor to her . " I always have what I want and right now its your tempting lips miss Sharma I said as I rubbed my thumb on her making her eyes shut and her lips trembling . her look was inviting my aroused soul and I placed both her hands over her head against the door and I clutched them in my left hand and I sealed her lips with my lips , . I was feeling all her plumy lips with my eyes closed . she . without any halt I just kissed her with more pressure . I kissed her twice and thrice but there was no stoppage , I parted her lips with my tongue making its way into her mouth and she opened it without any resistant . my tongue danced with her and I pulled her more into me pushing my right hand on her waist . our abdomen touched more and more I kissed her like crazy. Like my lives depend on it. My tongue slips inside her mouth, gentle but demanding, and it's nothing like I've ever experienced before . I sucked her upper plump and my left hand left her hands and holded her from back of her neck . I have never wanted anyone like this before. I felt her ,all of her pressed against me, and I inhale her scent .The most delicious smell . my hand on her neck constantly moving feeling her skin . Her lips taste like the most exotic pleasure I ever had . my stubble rubbed on her skin as I was turning my face to get full access of her mouth and my pleasure heighten when I felt her kissing me back . she kissed me back and her inexperienced lips did their own immature moment but I enjoyed that as I let her have her moment . hand free hands hanged loosely on my shoulder making some unmeasured moment . her lips sucked my upper lips and then my lower lips and I was now more hungry for her . our breaths got heavy and I left her lips but my lips rested just for inhaling a strong breath to continue . I started kissing her neck and I heard her moaning my name " shaurya in her sexy voice . " mehek came a voice but my senses were lost in crook of her neck . " shaurya I heard my name agin but it was in a frighten tone this time . " shut up mehek I said willing to continue when I was pinched by her on my face . " ouch came from my mouth as I felt the strong twitch . I moved a step back with my breath racing fast . I looked at mehek her state was same and her hairs were messy . she was getting her breath normal and her hairs to look fine as I looked at her . " mehek now I heard moushmi more clearly . " coming di. You go she yelled . as she settled her form she crossed me to talk the glass of milk that she prepared. I was looking at her only . she was little shaking in her moments , her face stating her condition and I smiled to it . she lifted the glass in her hand and walked crossing me towards door wheni said this " seeing your expression , any one will know . I teased her with smirk . she looked back at me with shyness in her eyes , " wipe your lips saying that she rushed out and I touched my lips with my hand . it had her lipstick mark . this time I smiled blushing . I took a tissue paper to wipe my face .
We all were sitting in front of tv watching croods . it was romedy , something which I prefer seldomly . I was sitting next to Vicky who has already dose off and on my left was moushmi and rajiv sitting holding each other by side and mehek was other side . I looked at her and found her sleeping peacefully in this tv noise . I smiled seeing her . I got up to do loo and when I came back I saw mehek and without any thinking I walked to mehek and sat next to her . she was sleeping in lounge chair position with her neck resting back . I swifted her left side on mine making her half body to fall on me . she parted her lips in an attempt to get some air . she looked so cute while doing that . she had changed in night suit given by moushmi that had a buddy made on it . few of her hair strands were disturbing her . I kept those behind her hair and just stared at her baby like face . " shaurya I heard moushmi and I looked at a amused moushmi and a shocked rajiv . " shit said my mind in my mind . I could guess one being happily surprised and other being shockingly surprised . what to do . I looked back at mehek . she moved her head more on my chest and I felt like my heart was at home . I love her and there is no hiding in it . I smiled to this thought and looked at rajiv and moushmi . " the girl I went to concert with , the girl I am dating and the girl ( I turned back to look at meheks face) I love I kissed her on her forehead and my lips stayed few seconds longer there .