||Phir Se....|| A MehRya FF - Completed.Final Chapter in Pg 53, 20/Feb - Page 32

Originally posted by: pinky.padda

amazing update
totally brilliant
absolutely loved it
continue soon

Hello Friends,

Here is the new chapter with turning point in Mehrya's life.

Hope you like it.

BR , Kash

Chapter 16

"Dil Chahta Hai, Kabhi Na Beete Chamkeele Din

Dil Chahta Hai, Hum Na Rahein Kabhi Yaaron Ke Bin

Din Din Bhar Ho Pyaari Baatein,Jhoome Shaame, Gaaye Raatein

Masti Mein Rahe Dooba Dooba Hameshaa Samaa

Humko Raahon Mein Yoonhi Milti Rahein Khushiyaan"

This song was being played in car stereo and Shaurya was humming along with it.

M: "Bas Karo Shaurya. (Stop it ). How many times you will listen to the same song. It's an overkill"

S:" Biwi, this one of the best classics you should enjoy while driving"

M:"I too like it but can't take too many repeats. You and your weird habits. I am getting bored."

S:" Are you Pari's mother or younger sister?" He tried to pull her cheek but she pushed his hand.

S: " Fine let's play a game till our next stop."

M:"What kind of game", she asked curiously

S:"Hold your horses you dirty mind. Not that kind of game. I want to reach home in one piece. My daughter is waiting for me."

M:"OUR daughter", she corrected swiftly.

S:"Ofcourse. Jo tera hain woh mera hain. Jo mera hai woh tera hai (whatever mine is yours and whatever yours is mine)"

M:" Just tell, what's the damn game", she pouted pretending to be angry

S:" Since we are back from our honey moon, we are supposed to know all about each other." he smirked seeing her blush and continued.

S:"Let's ask each other few questions and get to know each other deeper. Let's bring out each other's darkest secrets."

M:" That's such a simple game. I have nothing to hide."

S:" Don't be so sure honey. You have to be terribly honest and you cannot dodge. I will catch you if you are lying . Penalty will be losing your chance to question me"

M:" I swear, I will be honest"

S:" Then let's start. Ladies first , shoot your question"

M:" Do you crave for un-healthy junk food?"

S:"I do, always. But I also know how to control it. So I manage. Now my turn. Have you ever watched po*n movies?"

M:"Well... Not really...You know. What kind of question is this?"

S:" You can't criticize my question. Be a sport and answer. Keep your word and be honest" , even though his eyes were on road, he enjoyed her uneasiness

M:"Haan. Once or Twice in hostel, just mild ones" she was furious when she saw him laughing "Now my turn, How was your first sexual interaction ?"

S:" Really Mehek? You want to know that "

M:" If you can't answer, accept it and you lose a chance", she felt victorious.

S:"I don't have a problem telling it. It's you I am worried about. Let's see. I was 22 at that time. Me and Purab, we were in a New Year party. There I saw this hot French lady who was giving me the looks. I went along with her, she took me to the room behind ..."

M:"Ok fine, fine . I don't want to hear details" She was planning her next question in her mind. She thought "Nothing shuts him. May be I shall ask about his office secrets. But then what shall I ask"

S:"Ok my turn again. Do you miss your mother ?" For a moment, she went blank and then she sighed.

M:"I do. Though Kanta chachi was always been there, I still miss her. I don't even remember her face clearly , still her comforting hug and kisses, I could feel it all"

S:" Your turn." he said softly maneuvering the vehicle

M: " Why did you stop playing guitar ?" she blurted out. It was not something she planned to ask but somehow in her emotional state, likewise she asked an extremely personal question. Seeing Shaurya's surprised expression she added "I saw your photos from school and college days. Amma told me you used to sing well too. Why did you stop?" .

He seemed thoughtful but quickly replied

S:" Music used to be my life. My dad even though he was not there with me, used to encourage me a lot for it. One of the few good memories I have about him. Few weeks before attending an audition for a music company, he passed away. I somehow felt so lonely and orphaned. I couldn't perform there and I never tried again."

M:"Your life has not ended, Shaurya. You can still try"

S:"Well, this game is about questions and not about advices & opinions". She felt silent and decided to leave the topic for now.

M:"Your turn" she said hesitantly

S:" Did you ever love someone ?" He didn't face her, his eyes were fixed on road.

Mehek closed her eyes as if to time travel,

M:" Yes , I did. From childhood days, he was my partner, my friend and my love. "

S:"Ajay ? " She nodded.

M:"He never knew. Unknowingly he broke my heart when he chose my sister. But I didn't complain. I wanted them to be happy. Perhaps it was my love that made me helpless to give in to my Dadu's pleads and get married to Ajay. Then he shredded me, my body, my soul and my love. I no longer felt anything for him, not even hatred. I was just numb."

He slowly lifted his hands from gear stick and grasped hers. He wanted to assure that it's all over and he will be with her till the end. Mehek surprised him by quickly turning cheerful.

M:" Chalo my turn"

S:"O..Okay" he fumbled.

M:"Do you think I am fat?"

S:"God. Such a dangerous question. I pass. I accept defeat"

M:"You mean I am fat?"

S:"I never said that"

M:"So I am not fat"
S:"I didn't say that either". Mehek started hitting him with her purse.

S:"Jungli billi, accident karvaogi tum. (Wild cat , you will cause accident). They both laughed when he pulled her cheeks and continued their journey happily.

Warm welcome awaited them at home. Pari jumped on to Shaurya's arms and kissed Mehek's cheeks. They portrayed a perfect family. Kanta chachi noticed glow in Mehek's face and was happy to know that Mehek has happily settled in her new life. She made a mental prayer to ward of any evil eye cast on them. Mohit and Chachi were leaving after a week. Mehek was bit emotional while they were leaving. "Do keep visiting us, Chachi. This is your house too. We are extremely glad to have you with us", Shaurya stated after touching her feet. Chachi eyes were filled with tears while blessing him.

Few days later, Mehek was relaxing on couch near swimming pool when she got Shaurya's call. He informed that Purab found a good bungalow in her town and leased it for few months . Mehek was so happy to hear it. She missed baking . Though her staff were handling well during her absence but she was desperate to get back. In two days, Pari and Mehek were in their new house. Due to some urgent work, Shaurya couldn't accompany them but promised to be with them soon. The new house was nice although not as grand as Khanna Mansion. Mehek noticed that Pari was not happy. "I don't like this stupid house. I want to go back. Take me back", Pari kept on complaining. Mehek tried to console her but with time her tantrums were peaking rather that subsiding. By evening, Mahek was so alarmed by her daughter's snobbish behaviour that she decided to have mother-daughter intervention. Mehek was surprised that few weeks in Khanna mansion has spoiled her. "Pari beta, I know you miss your pool and your room at Khanna mansion. I promise , Mummy will arrange your room here just like you want it to be. And for pool, we can go to Jannat whenever you feel like playing in pool", she reasoned. "Who wants that dirty pool in that ugly house", Pari shouted. Mehek couldn't take it anymore. She was furious and raised her hand to strike Pari.

S: "Mehek", Shaurya roared, "What's happening? Have you gone mad? ".He was shocked at the scene he witnessed on arrival.

M:"Shaurya , please stay out of this. This girl has been extremely unreasonable from the moment we stepped in here."

S:"So ? Resorting to physical violence is your answer to a 4 year old?", he questioned back and Mehek had no answer.

Shaurya turned to sobbing Pari and asked sweetly , "My little princess, what's the matter?". "Daddy, I don't like this house" she replied tearfully.

S: "That's all. If Pari doesn't like it , then we will move to a house which Pari likes. Problem solved"

M:"No way Shaurya. Giving whatever your child wants is not good parenting. She should clearly understand that there are things that she can't have. Discipline is also important"

S:" I have attended most elite school and colleges, Mehek. So don't lecture me about discipline. Only gawaar log (illitrate people) beat their kids like cattle"

M:" I accept I lost my temper" she paused to bite back her sob "But you are doing worst now. You are spoiling her. I can't completely blame you. You are only aware of disciple from tutors and wardens. Your parents might have given you everything you asked coz they just never wanted to do anything with you."

S:"Shut your mouth ", he quickly grabbed her arms and shook her.

Pari :"Daddy, Mummy, please don't fight. I am scared"

Shaurya quickly released Mehek. They felt bad for fighting infront of Pari.

M:"I am not going to talk to you both ". Mehek ran to escape from there. Shaurya gathered Pari to console her.

When Mehek didn't grace them with her presence even after hours, Shaurya gave dinner to Pari. He talked to Pari and understood the situation. He made her understand her mistake and Pari promised to apologize to Mummy first thing in the morning. Once Pari was asleep, Shaurya went in search of Mehek and found her the library. She was sleeping on the couch or rather pretending to sleep.

He sat near her and nudged her, "Mehek, have some food"

M:"I am not hungry".

S:" Come on, Mehek. Don't be childish. I accept that you were right but your methods were wrong. I talked to Pari and she understood. She will apologize". He shook her again. "You are just like Pari. Even worse. Atleast she accepted and apologized. You are not ready to do that too"

M:"OK . I am sorry. I over reacted." He smiled and pulled her up. "I am really sorry for shouting those words at you" she hugged him "Please forgive me"

S:" Hmm. Maybe I should punish you" he smirked seeing her alarmed face " Have you seen the movie, 50 shades of grey?"

M:"No , I haven't" she answered quickly but uncomfortably.

S:"Not a problem. I will show you what was there in that movie. "

He softly pushed her down to the couch, tied her hands to its frame using her dupatta. When he placed his hands on his belt, Mehek was tensed.

M: "Are you going to beat me with your belt?"

S:"So you have seen that movie?" he smirked.

M:"Only that part ", she tried to cover it up but her embarrassment gave her away.

S:"Don't worry. I won't. Your punishment is that you cannot touch or see me tonight."

He slowly removed his tie and blinded her with it. He removed remaining barriers between them and covered her with his body.

Next morning, Mehek woke up pretty late. She found herself in their bedroom. She understood that Shaurya might have carried her from library once she fell asleep after their passionate encounter. She blushed thinking about last night. When she reached kitchen, Pari & Shaurya were waiting with breakfast they both prepared for her. Pari pulled her ears and apologized to Mehek. They had a group hug and had a wonderful start of their day.

Pari's first day in school. At last that day came. Mehek and Shaurya dropped Pari at her new class. Her teacher assured them that she will fine and it will be better if parents leave soon. They both said bye to her and came out of the school, holding their hands together . Few months back, Mehek could have never imagined Shaurya being part of any of these. However today she knew it would have been incomplete without him. Once they were inside the car, Shaurya was checking the snaps he clicked to memorize the day. Mehek briskly gave him a kiss on his cheeks.

S:"What's this for?"

M:"Just like that" she beamed. He flashed his killer smile and blinked.

S:"Mehek, I will be leaving tonight"
M:"This is not done Shaurya. You just came back few days back and now you are travelling again"

S:"What to do Wifey? I am helpless. It's an occupational hazard. This is an international trip which I can't avoid. I promise, after this trip I won't travel for a month or two"

M:"So when will you be back"

S:"In 10 days"

M:"Pakka? No extensions. 11th day you should be with me"

S:"I promise"

Mehek missed him a lot. It was his first international trip since they got married. Time zones differences and his busy schedule took a toll on their communication. She was waiting for 11th day. The day they will complete 100 days of their marriage. She baked a special cake and waited for him. But he didn't come and neither was his phone reachable. She got worried. A nagging feeling developed in her heart that something was wrong and Shaurya might be in some danger. She was relieved when she eventually got his call to inform about his trip being extended for few more days.

M:" But you promised you will be back today."

S:"Listen Mehek. Even before marriage I was a successful business man and I intent to keep it that way . So stop being a typical wife who controls her husband. I need my space. Just as I support your career, learn to reciprocate the same ."

Mehek was shocked by his outburst. She quickly disconnected the call and started to cry. Once she was pacified, she send him a message congratulating on 100 days of their wedding but got no reply from him.

She didn't try to contact him further, neither did Shaurya. After 4 days, he came home around midnight. Mehek was sleeping in Pari's room. Shaurya found them fast asleep. He didn't disturb them and went to his room.

By morning, Mehek got busy with Pari and household work. As she knew Shaurya came late night , she didn't wake him up. Her heart melted seeing the bouquet of red roses kept on the dining table. Perhaps she was too harsh on Shaurya. She dropped Pari at school and went to bakery. She wrapped her work a little early and started for home. She wanted to spend some time with Shaurya. When she reached home, he was barking on phone and going through some files. She hugged him from behind and said "I missed you". He quickly disconnected the call and kissed her hands softly. She turned him to have a good look at him. Shaurya was looking really tired and weak.

M:"Shaurya, what happened to you? Are you sick?" she raised her hand to check his temperature but he caught it.

S:"Nothing dear. Some issues at work. Unless I sort it out quickly, my company will suffer huge losses. I am working hard to avoid it"

M:" It will be fine Shaurya. Everything will get sorted out. Don't worry. But unless you take care of yourself, how can you manage ?"

S:"Mehek, please stop commenting on things you are don't understand. It's not some small scale bakery business. This is massive. One small mistake and everything will sink like Titanic."

Mehek was hurt but she didn't reply back. Her eyes brimmed with tears and she quickly withdrew with an excuse of bringing coffee.

In kitchen, she was lost in thoughts. Shaurya seemed to have changed a lot. He was aloof and distant. In her perplexed state, she burned her hand. She yelled in pain and Shaurya quickly came beside her

S:" Mehek, be careful." He placed her hand below running water and applied medicine over it.

Later they had coffee at dining hall. Mehek gazed at the bouquet that lost its charm in due course. She wished he would have open up to her.

S:"Mehek, I apologize for my behaviour. Please understand that I am not myself now. I am mentally and physically drained. Until this is solved, I can't be at peace"

M:" I understand. I do."

S:"Thanks Mehek. Until I solve these issues, I am planning to stay at Khanna mansion. It will be better for all of us. Promise me, not to call me during these period. I need time and space. I need to be alone. Once all are sorted out, I will come back to you. Hope you understand"

M:"I do. However I am afraid of the distance you are keeping between us"

He brushed aside her concerns and informed his intention to leave before Pari comes back home. As planned he left within an hour, leaving Mehek alone.

A day passed, then 2 days , 3 days . Now 10 days since he left. She was not allowed to call and he didn't call her. With each passing day, Mehek felt weaker and weaker. Her fear that Shaurya was moving away from her grew stronger and stronger. She was feeling sick and didn't go to her bakery. She was resting in the hall for afternoon nap when she saw him. Was she hallucinating or did he come back as promised ?

S:"Mehek, are you unwell?" his concerned voice proved her that he came for real

M:" Shaurya , you came? " she quickly hugged him. "I began to wonder whether I lost you"

S:"Answer me , Mehek. Are you unwell? " he broke her hug and asked her firmly

M:"Just a bit sick, feeling a bit nauseous. May be something I ate outside."

S:"Okay. Please sit. I want to talk to you" he ensured she was comfortable on sofa.

M:"Is everything fine ? I mean those issues in your business?"

S:"All were cleared within a couple of days I left you"

Mehek didn't voice it but her eyes asked him why he delayed his return and Shaurya read it clearly.

S:" When I was back in Khanna mansion, I perceived that I was missing my old life. A life without commitments , without boundaries, without bondages. I recognized , I am not meant to be a family man. It will not work for me" He walked away from her unable to meet her piercing eyes.

M:"Shaurya, what are you saying?"

S:"Mehek, I am bored with this life, with you. I can't be committed to someone forever, I can't be accountable to someone endlessly. I just can't do it anymore. I am sorry"

She abruptly stood up and forcefully turned him to face her.

M:"Who are you ? You are not the Shaurya Khanna I knew. Not the one who promised to love me till the end of the time"

S:"Yes , I am not him. I am not that foolish guy who misinterpreted his lust as love. But you were intelligent enough not to reciprocate it"

M:"Is this your way to punish me for not loving you?"

S:"Not at all. Just making amends of my mistake. I never loved you. We never had love between us. It was just physical attraction. I am totally at fault to perceive it as love. However once realization dawned, I don't want to keep up this pretense."

M:" Is this is a joke? Tell me it's a lie" she grabbed and shook him hysterically.

S:" I am serious, Mehek. I don't love you. I don't even feel attracted to you anymore. I had my share of amusement with you and I am bored now. You can't force me to stay in this relationship. I want out." he paused to know her response but she didn't utter a word. "Pari will stay with you. I can never be a responsible father either. Don't worry about money. You both will be well provided after our divorce."

Mehek felt like he had pulled the rug beneath her , she felt dizzy and took support of the furniture to stand still. Shaurya quickly dashed to help her but she showed her hand forcing him to withdraw.

M:"Leave NOW" she said firmly. When he was unsure to leave her she shouted "I said leave now" . He left without glancing back.

Shaurya was about to enter his car when Pari was dropped by her school bus. She ran and quickly jumped into his arms. Shaurya hugged her tightly and tears spilled to his cheeks. He kissed her several times.

Pari :"Daddy , what happened? "

S:" Nothing Beta. Daddy has to be leave. I will be gone for a long time. While I am gone, I want you to promise me something."

Pari:"Sure Daddy. Tell me."
S:"Be a good girl, be an obedient girl to Mummy. Love your Mummy more than anything. Be her strength and her armour. Never leave her alone."

Pari didn't understand half of what he said yet she nodded and said "I will . I promise"

S:"And I am sorry for everything beta . If... If possible please don't hate your Daddy" ,he couldn't continue anymore. He put her down swiftly and drove away.

Pari was confused at her father's behaviour. Her four year old mind couldn't contemplate much. She ran inside to find Mehek.

"Mummmyyy", the house echoed Pari's scream when she saw her mother lying unconscious on floor.

Originally posted by: Shamrouz

I liked the first part very much... when they are returning... very well written...

I think i need to watch 50 shades of grey now 😛😛

And the last part... It was totally emotional... I can understand the reason behind his decision...

Very well chapter kashish... Waiting for the nxt update..

Originally posted by: KashishJ

Thanks Shamrouz.

@ bold : I am curious to know your thoughts.😉

Originally posted by: KashishJ

Hello Friends,

Here is the new chapter with turning point in Mehrya's life.

Hope you like it.

BR , Kash

Chapter 16

"Dil Chahta Hai, Kabhi Na Beete Chamkeele Din

Dil Chahta Hai, Hum Na Rahein Kabhi Yaaron Ke Bin

Din Din Bhar Ho Pyaari Baatein,Jhoome Shaame, Gaaye Raatein

Masti Mein Rahe Dooba Dooba Hameshaa Samaa

Humko Raahon Mein Yoonhi Milti Rahein
Khushiyaan"

This song was being
played in car stereo and Shaurya was humming along with it.

M: "Bas Karo
Shaurya. (Stop it ). How many times you will listen to the same song. It's an overkill"

S:" Biwi, this
one of the best classics you should enjoy while driving"

M:"I too like
it but can't take too many repeats. You and your weird habits. I am getting
bored."

S:" Are you
Pari's mother or younger sister?"
He tried to pull her cheek but she pushed his hand.

S: " Fine let's
play a game till our next stop."

M:"What kind of
game", she asked curiously

S:"Hold your
horses you dirty mind. Not that kind of game. I want to reach home in one
piece. My daughter is waiting for me."

M:"OUR
daughter", she corrected swiftly.

S:"Ofcourse. Jo
tera hain woh mera hain. Jo mera hai woh tera hai (whatever mine is yours and
whatever yours is mine)"

M:" Just tell,
what's the damn game", she pouted pretending to be angry

S:" Since we
are back from our honey moon, we are supposed to know all about each
other." he smirked seeing her blush and continued.

S:"Let's ask
each other few questions and get to know each other deeper. Let's bring out each
other's darkest secrets."

M:" That's such
a simple game. I have nothing to hide."

S:" Don't be so
sure honey. You have to be terribly honest and you cannot dodge. I will catch
you if you are lying . Penalty will be losing your chance to question me"

M:" I swear, I
will be honest"

S:" Then let's
start. Ladies first , shoot your question"

M:" Do you
crave for un-healthyjunk food?"

S:"I do,
always. But I also know how to control it. So I manage. Now my turn. Have you
ever watched po*n movies?"

M:"Well... Not
really...You know. What kind of question is this?"

S:" You can't
criticize my question. Be a sport and answer. Keep your word and be
honest" , even though his eyes were on road, he enjoyed her uneasiness

M:"Haan. Once
or Twice in hostel, just mild ones" she was furious when she saw him
laughing "Now my turn, How was your first sexual interaction ?"

S:" Really
Mehek? You want to know that "

M:" If you
can't answer, accept it and you lose a chance", she felt victorious.

S:"I don't have
a problem telling it. It's you I am worried about. Let's see. I was 22 at that
time. Me and Purab, we were in a New Year party. There I saw this hot French
lady who was giving me the looks. I went along with her, she took me to the room
behind ..."

M:"Ok fine,
fine . I don't want to hear details"
She was planning her next question in her mind. She thought
"Nothing shuts him. May be I shall ask about his office secrets. But then
what shall I ask"

S:"Ok my turn
again. Do you miss your mother ?" For a moment, she went blank and then
she sighed.

M:"I do. Though
Kanta chachi was always been there, I still miss her. I don't even remember her
face clearly , still her comforting hug and kisses, I could feel it all"

S:" Your
turn." he said softly maneuvering
the vehicle

M: " Why did
you stop playing guitar ?" she blurted out. It was not something she
planned to ask but somehow in her emotional state, likewise she asked an
extremely personal question. Seeing Shaurya's surprised expression she added
"I saw your photos from school and college days. Amma told me you used to
sing well too. Why did you stop?" .

He seemed thoughtful
but quickly replied

S:" Music used
to be my life. My dad even though he was not there with me, used to encourage
me a lot for it. One of the few good memories I have about him. Few weeks
before attending an audition for a music company, he passed away. I somehow felt
so lonely and orphaned. I couldn't perform there and I never tried again."

M:"Your life
has not ended, Shaurya. You can still try"

S:"Well, this
game is about questions and not about advices & opinions". She felt
silent and decided to leave the topic for now.

M:"Your
turn" she said hesitantly

S:" Did you
ever love someone ?" He didn't face her, his eyes were fixed on road.

Mehek closed her
eyes as if to time travel,

M:" Yes , I
did. From childhood days, he was my partner, my friend and my love. "

S:"Ajay ?
" She nodded.

M:"He never
knew. Unknowingly he broke my heart when he chose my sister. But I didn't
complain. I wanted them to be happy. Perhaps it was my love that made me
helpless to give in to my Dadu's pleads and get married to Ajay. Then he
shredded me, my body, my soul and my love. I no longer felt anything for him,
not even hatred. I was just numb."

He slowly lifted his
hands from gear stick and grasped hers. He wanted to assure that it's all over
and he will be with her till the end. Mehek surprised him by quickly turning
cheerful.

M:" Chalo my
turn"

S:"O..Okay"
he fumbled.

M:"Do you think
I am fat?"

S:"God. Such a
dangerous question. I pass. I accept defeat"

M:"You mean I
am fat?"

S:"I never said
that"

M:"So I am not
fat"

S:"I didn't say that either". Mehek started hitting him with her
purse.

S:"Jungli
billi, accident karvaogi tum. (Wild cat , you will cause accident). They both
laughed when he pulled her cheeks and continued their journey happily.

Warm welcome awaited
them at home. Pari jumped on to Shaurya's arms and kissed Mehek's cheeks. They
portrayed a perfect family. Kanta chachi noticed glow in Mehek's face and was
happy to know that Mehek has happily settled in her new life. She made a mental
prayer to ward of any evil eye cast on them. Mohit and Chachi were leaving after a
week. Mehek was bit emotional while they were leaving. "Do keep visiting
us, Chachi. This is your house too. We are extremely glad to have you with
us", Shaurya stated after touching her feet. Chachi eyes were filled with
tears while blessing him.

Few days later,
Mehek was relaxing on couch near swimming pool when she got Shaurya's call. He
informed that Purab found a good bungalow in her town and leased it for few
months . Mehek was so happy to hear it. She missed baking . Though her staff
were handling well during her absence but she was desperate to get back. In two days, Pari and
Mehek were in their new house. Due to some urgent work, Shaurya couldn't
accompany them but promised to be with them soon. The new house was nice
although not as grand as Khanna Mansion. Mehek noticed that Pari was not happy.
"I don't like this stupid house. I want to go back. Take me back",
Pari kept on complaining. Mehek tried to console her but with time her tantrums
were peaking rather that subsiding. By evening, Mahek was so alarmed by her
daughter's snobbish behaviour that she decided to have mother-daughter
intervention. Mehek was surprised that few weeks in Khanna mansion has spoiled
her. "Pari beta, I know you miss your pool and your room at Khanna
mansion. I promise , Mummy will arrange your room here just like you want it to
be. And for pool, we can go to Jannat whenever you feel like playing in
pool", she reasoned. "Who wants that dirty pool in that ugly
house", Pari shouted. Mehek couldn't take it anymore. She was furious and
raised her hand to strike Pari.

S:
"Mehek", Shaurya roared, "What's happening? Have you gone mad?
".He was shocked at the scene he witnessed on arrival.

M:"Shaurya ,
please stay out of this. This girl has been extremely unreasonable from the
moment we stepped in here."

S:"So ?
Resorting to physical violence is your answer to a 4 year old?", he
questioned back and Mehek had no answer.

Shaurya turned to
sobbing Pari and asked sweetly , "My little princess, what's the
matter?". "Daddy, I don't like this house" she replied
tearfully.

S: "That's all.
If Pari doesn't like it , then we will move to a house which Pari likes.
Problem solved"

M:"No way
Shaurya. Giving whatever your child wants is not good parenting. She should
clearly understand that there are things that she can't have. Discipline is also
important"

S:" I have
attended most elite school and colleges, Mehek. So don't lecture me about
discipline. Only gawaar log (illitrate people) beat their kids like
cattle"

M:" I accept I
lost my temper" she paused to bite back her sob "But you are doing
worst now. You are spoiling her. I can't completely blame you. You are only
aware of disciple from tutors and wardens. Your parents might have given you
everything you asked coz they just never wanted to do anything with you."

S:"Shut your
mouth ", he quickly grabbed her arms and shook her.

Pari :"Daddy,
Mummy, please don't fight. I am scared"

Shaurya quickly
released Mehek. They felt bad for fighting infront of Pari.

M:"I am not
going to talk to you both ". Mehek ran to escape from there. Shaurya
gathered Pari to console her.

When Mehek didn't
grace them with her presence even after hours, Shaurya gave dinner to Pari.
He talked to Pari and understood the situation. He made her understand her
mistake and Pari promised to apologize to Mummy first thing in the morning.
Once Pari was asleep, Shaurya went in search of Mehek and found her the
library. She was sleeping on the couch or rather pretending to sleep.

He sat near her and
nudged her, "Mehek, have some food"

M:"I am not
hungry".

S:" Come on,
Mehek. Don't be childish. I accept that you were right but your methods were
wrong. I talked to Pari and she understood. She will apologize". He
shook her again. "You are just like Pari. Even worse. Atleast she accepted
and apologized. You are not ready to do that too"

M:"OK . I am
sorry. I over reacted." He smiled and pulled her up. "I am really
sorry for shouting those words at you" she hugged him "Please forgive
me"

S:" Hmm. Maybe
I should punish you" he smirked seeing her alarmed face " Have you
seen the movie, 50 shades of grey?"

M:"No , I
haven't" she answered quickly but uncomfortably.

S:"Not a
problem. I will show you what was there in that movie. "

He softly pushed her
down to the couch, tied her hands to its frame using her dupatta. When he
placed his hands on his belt, Mehek was tensed.

M: "Are you
going to beat me with your belt?"

S:"So you have seen
that movie?" he smirked.

M:"Only that
part ", she tried to cover it up but her embarrassment gave her away.

S:"Don't worry.
I won't. Your punishment is that you cannot touch or see
me tonight."

He slowly removed
his tie and blinded her with it. He
removed remaining barriers between them and covered her with his body.

Next morning, Mehek
woke up pretty late. She found herself in their bedroom. She understood that
Shaurya might have carried her from library once she fell asleep after
their passionate encounter. She blushed thinking about last night. When she
reached kitchen, Pari & Shaurya were waiting with breakfast they both
prepared for her. Pari pulled her ears and apologized to Mehek. They had a
group hug and had a wonderful start of their day.

Pari's first day in
school. At last that day came. Mehek and Shaurya dropped Pari at her new class.
Her teacher assured them that she will fine and it will be better if parents
leave soon. They both said bye to her and came out of the school, holding their
hands together . Few months back, Mehek could have never imagined Shaurya being
part of any of these. However today she knew it would have been incomplete
without him. Once they were inside the car, Shaurya was checking the snaps he clicked to memorize the day. Mehek briskly gave him a kiss on his cheeks.

S:"What's this
for?"

M:"Just like
that" she beamed. He flashed his killer smile and blinked.

S:"Mehek, I
will be leaving tonight"

M:"This is not done Shaurya. You just came back few days back and now you
are travelling again"

S:"What to do
Wifey? I am helpless. It's an occupational hazard. This is an international
trip which I can't avoid. I promise, after this trip I won't travelfor a month or two"

M:"So when will
you be back"

S:"In 10
days"

M:"Pakka? No
extensions. 11th day you should be with me"

S:"I
promise"

Mehek missed him a
lot. It was his first international trip since they got married. Time zones
differences and his busy schedule took a toll on their communication. She was
waiting for 11th day. The day they will complete 100 days of their marriage.
She baked a special cake and waited for him. But he didn't come and neither was
his phone reachable. She got worried. A nagging feeling developed in her heart
that something was wrong and Shaurya might be in some danger. She was relieved
when she eventually got his call to inform about his trip being extended for
few more days.

M:" But you
promised you will be back today."

S:"Listen
Mehek. Even before marriage I was a successful business man and I intent to
keep it that way . So stop being a typical wife who controls her husband. I
need my space. Just as I support your career, learn to reciprocate the same
."

Mehek was shocked by
his outburst. She quickly disconnected the call and started to cry. Once she
was pacified, she send him a message congratulating on 100 days of their
wedding but got no reply from him.

She didn't try to
contact him further, neither did Shaurya. After 4 days, he came home around
midnight. Mehek was sleeping in Pari's room. Shaurya found them fast asleep. He
didn't disturb them and went to his room.

By morning, Mehek
got busy with Pari and household work. As she knew Shaurya came late night , she didn't wake him
up. Her heart melted seeing the bouquet of red roses kept on the dining table.
Perhaps she was too harsh on Shaurya. She dropped Pari at school and went to bakery.
She wrapped her work a little early and started for home. She wanted to spend
some time with Shaurya. When she reached home, he was barking on phone and
going through some files. She hugged him from behind and said "I missed
you". He quickly disconnected the call and kissed her hands softly. She
turned him to have a good look at him. Shaurya was looking really tired and
weak.

M:"Shaurya,
what happened to you? Are you sick?" she raised her hand to check his
temperature but he caught it.

S:"Nothing
dear. Some issues at work. Unless I sort it out quickly, my company will suffer
huge losses. I am working hard to avoid it"

M:" It will be
fine Shaurya. Everything will get sorted out. Don't worry. But unless you take
care of yourself, how can you manage ?"

S:"Mehek,
please stop commenting on things you are don't understand. It's not some small
scale bakery business. This is massive. One small mistake and everything will
sink like Titanic."

Mehek was hurt but
she didn't reply back. Her eyes brimmed with tears and she quickly withdrew
with an excuse of bringing coffee.

In kitchen, she was
lost in thoughts. Shaurya seemed to have changed a lot. He was aloof and
distant. In her perplexed state, she burned her hand. She yelled in pain and Shaurya quickly came beside her

S:" Mehek, be
careful." He placed her hand below running water and applied medicine over
it.

Later they had
coffee at dining hall. Mehek gazed at the bouquet that lost its charm in due
course. She wished he would have open up to her.

S:"Mehek, I
apologize for my behaviour. Please understand that I am not myself now. I am
mentally and physically drained. Until this is solved, I can't be at
peace"

M:" I
understand. I do."

S:"Thanks
Mehek. Until I solve these issues, I am planning to stay at Khanna mansion. It
will be better for all of us. Promise me, not to call me during these period. I
need time and space. I need to be alone. Once all are sorted out, I will come
back to you. Hope you understand"

M:"I do.
However I am afraid of the distance you are keeping between us"

He brushed aside her
concerns and informed his intention to leave before Pari comes back home. As
planned he left within an hour, leaving Mehek alone.

A day passed, then 2
days , 3 days . Now 10 days since he left. She was not allowed to call and he
didn't call her. With each passing day, Mehek felt weaker and weaker. Her fear
that Shaurya was moving away from her grew stronger and stronger. She was feeling
sick and didn't go to her bakery. She was resting in the hall for afternoon nap
when she saw him. Was she hallucinating or did he come back as promised ?

S:"Mehek, are
you unwell?" his concerned voice proved her that he came for real

M:" Shaurya ,
you came? " she quickly hugged him. "I began to wonder whether I lost
you"

S:"Answer me ,
Mehek. Are you unwell? " he broke her hug and asked her firmly

M:"Just a bit
sick, feeling a bit nauseous. May be something I ate outside."

S:"Okay. Please
sit. I want to talk to you" he ensured she was comfortable on sofa.

M:"Is
everything fine ? I mean those issues in your business?"

S:"All were
cleared within a couple of days I left you"

Mehek didn't voice
it but her eyes asked him why he delayed his return and Shaurya read it
clearly.

S:" When I was
back in Khanna mansion, I perceived that I was missing my old life. A life
without commitments , without boundaries, without bondages. I recognized , I am not meant to
be a family man. It will not work for me" He walked away from her unable
to meet her piercing eyes.

M:"Shaurya,
what are you saying?"

S:"Mehek, I am
bored with this life, with you. I can't be committed to someone forever, I
can't be accountable to someone endlessly. I just can't do it anymore. I am
sorry"

She abruptly stood
up and forcefully turned him to face her.

M:"Who are you
? You are not the Shaurya Khanna I knew. Not the one who promised to love me
till the end of the time"

S:"Yes , I am not
him. I am not that foolish guy who misinterpreted his lust as love. But you
were intelligent enough not to reciprocate it"

M:"Is this your way
to punish me for not loving you?"

S:"Not at all.
Just making amends of my mistake.I
never loved you. We never had love between us. It was just physical attraction.
I am totally at fault to perceive it as love. However once realization dawned, I
don't want to keep up this pretense."

M:" Is this is
a joke? Tell me it's a lie" she grabbed and shook him hysterically.

S:" I am
serious, Mehek. I don't love you. I don't even feel attracted to you anymore. I had
my share of amusement with you and I am bored now. You can't force me to stay
in this relationship. I want out." he paused to know her response but she
didn't utter a word. "Pari will stay with you. I can never be a
responsible father either. Don't worry about money. You both will be well
provided after our divorce."

Mehek felt like he
had pulled the rug beneath her , she felt dizzy and took support of the
furniture to stand still. Shaurya quickly dashed to help her but she showed her
hand forcing him to withdraw.

M:"Leave
NOW" she said firmly. When he was unsure to leave her she shouted "I
said leave now" . He left without glancing back.

Shaurya was about to
enter his car when Pari was dropped by her school bus. She ran and quickly jumped into
his arms. Shaurya hugged her tightly and tears spilled to his cheeks. He kissed
her several times.

Pari :"Daddy ,
what happened? "

S:" Nothing
Beta. Daddy has to be leave. I will be gone for a long time. While I am gone, I
want you to promise me something."

Pari:"Sure
Daddy. Tell me."

S:"Be a good girl, be an obedient girl to Mummy. Love your Mummy more than
anything. Be her strength and her armour. Never leave her alone."

Pari didn't
understand half of what he said yet she nodded and said "I will . I
promise"

S:"And I am
sorry for everything beta . If... If possible please don't hate your Daddy"
,he couldn't continue anymore. He put her down swiftly and drove away.

Pari was confused at
her father's behaviour. Her four year old mind couldn't contemplate much. She
ran inside to find Mehek.

"Mummmyyy",
the house echoed Pari's scream when she saw her mother lying unconscious on
floor.

Originally posted by: -Patsy-

Superb! Wonderful...!!

Kash, is he keeping himself away due to his illness and is he undergoing some treatment??

Hope it is not a terminal illness...😭

Oops, now what's wrong with Mehak...is she preggy?😉

Originally posted by: soniaanna

Beautiful chapter,

Sure its some sickness