DIARIES:ZAROON KASHAF*UPDATED LAST PART 08/11*PG 66 - Page 10

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Aaj Zaroon achanak meri cabin mein chala aya. Wo hamesha mujhe apni cabin mein bulaya karta tha chahe woh mere cabin ke pas se hazar bar hi kyun na guzar ke jata ho. Woh bohot khush lag raha tha aur hona bhi chahiye tha kyun ki woh deal jo final hogayi thi.
"Kashaf deal ke final hone ka sara credit tumhe jata hai. Bohot mehnat ki tumne us project par. Main tumhe ek aur zimmedari dene aya hoon."
"Sir mehnat toh apne bhi kiya. Plan apka tha maine bas execute kiya.ap baithe pehle aur bataein."
Usne baithte huye kaha
"Kabhi kabhi plan kharab bhi ho toh execution use kabil bana deti hai."
Usne muskurakar meri taraf dekha aur phir apni baat shuru kar di
"Haan toh main keh raha tha ki is deal ke final hone ki khushi mein hume ek party rakhni hai. Toh main chahta hoon tum use organise karo."
"Magar sir party organise wagera toh mujhe nahi ata. Aap Maria ya kisi se keh de woh in sab chizon mein mahir hai."
"Kashaf haan woh kar sakte hai kabil aur mahir dono hai. Magar main chahta hoon tum hi organise karo. There's always a first time and I know you will manage it well. It's gonna be a grand one. Tum team bana lo main tumhe akele karne ko nahi keh raha."
Main nahi chahti thi ki woh aur israar kare isliye main maan gayi.
"Aur yeh party Kab hai?"
"Saturday ko.Kareeban chaar din hai tumhare pas."
"Theek hai sir."
Sar hila kar woh meri taraf dekh kar muskuraya aur phir chala gaya cabin se. Aisi kya kabiliat dikhti hain Zaroon ko mujhme ki woh aise chiz ki zimmedari mujhe dene ko tayyar hogaya jisme mujhe koi experience nahi hai. Uske is confidence se mujhe bhi bohot confidence mila hai.Tajjub hota hai usme itni tabdili dekh kar.

Mujhe apni cabin mein dekh kar kuch hairan si hogayi woh shayad. Zahir hai main pehli baar uske cabin mein gaya tha warna main hamesha use tang karne ke iraade se bahar khara hokar bhi use apne cabin mein bulwata tha. Kashaf mein pata nahi kya kabiliat dikhti hai mujhko. Yeh soch ke hi confidence ata hai ki 'chalo Kashaf kar rahi hai. Ache se hi karegi.'
Yeh hui office ki baatein magar main aaj deal final hone ke karan itna khush tha ki shaam ki Asmara aur Osama ke saath bahar chala gaya. Aaj bade dino baad Asmara se mulakat hui warna Osama se toh mulakat hoti rehti hai.Ammi ke bad rishte ke naam pe shayad yeh dono hi hai.Bachapan ke dost hai aur bachapan ki dosti sabse pakki hoti hai yakeenan kyun ki us samaya hum bina kuch nafa nuksan samjhe dost banate hai.Asmara Kaafi badal gayi hai. Haan shaadi jo hogayi hai uski aur bilkul typical shaadi shuda logon jaise baatein kar rahi thi
"Zaroon tumhe ab shaadi kar leni chahiye. Aunty bhi toh yehi chahti thi."
"Haan ammi chahti toh thi magar Asmara mujhe nahi lagta mujhe shaadi karni bhi chahiye."
"Arre kyun nahi karni chahiye. Bohot behtareen chiz hai yeh shaadi."
"Haan tum toh kahogi hi. Khud toh tumne pee lia hai yeh zaher ab mujhe bhi pilana chahti ho."
"Zaher?Mujhe aur Osama ko dekho kitne khush hai hum. Tumhari zindagi mein bhi khushi aa jayegi. Tumhara akelapan door hojayega. Thak nahi jate tum aisi zindagi se? "
Usi samay Osama na kaha
"Haan bhai Zaroon sach mein tumhe kar hi leni chahiye shaadi bohot bachelor life guzar li tumne."
"Bohot ajeeb baat hai shaadi ke hawale se tumhari soch aisi toh nahi thi. Bhale hi tum hamesha commitment se bhagte rahe ho."
Maine bas sar hilaya aur muskurakar kaha
"Koi aur baatein karein?"
Ab main unhe kya bataun kyu nahi karna chahta main shaadi. Ammi ki saari baatein yaad agayi mujhe. Akhir main bhi usi baap ka beta hoon. Main ek nakamyab shaadi nahi chahta jisme main apni patni ko dukh ke siwa aur kuch na de sakun. Usse acha toh main shaadi hi nahi karun kabhi. Kam se kam ehsas-e-jurm mein toh nahi rahunga zindagi bhar main. Main yakeenan commitment se dur bhagta tha kyun ki mujhe shaadi nahi karni thi. Par iska yeh matlab nahi tha ki mujhe is rishte se parhez tha. Mujhe bas apna waqt chahiye tha. Magar ab main yeh chiz mein phasna hi nahi chahta. Jab mujhe is chiz se khushi hi nahi milegi toh yeh kar ke kya faida. Khair yeh na koi samjhega na main kisi ko samjhana chahta hoon.