My cousin doesn't get it and I know it sounds dramatic but somehow PA affects me SO VERY MUCH, at times it seems incredulous. Like the scenes that will air today, while watching them apart from crying, I literally felt I couldn't breathe 😕 That happens when I'm WAY too upset by the way and the funny thing is that it has happened only once when I was about to give my chemistry final that I hadn't prepared well for 😒
But PA makes that happen to me. It hits me so hard sometimes that I literally get up from my bed and sometimes even leave the room or open the door so that I can breathe again. Because somehow Afzal pain's feels like very own (which is something very amusing since I've never loved anyone like that. Crushes sure, but not love.) So today I was trying to explain that feeling to my cousin and she couldn't understand so thought I'd share it here 😆
And I watched PA after it finished airing so for about a week, all I did was watch PA and during those days I used to have NOTHING else on my mind except Afzal and the drama, and I remember when it ended, I was SO depressed for a week because I knew something wonderful had ended and God knows when I'll find something like this again ❤️
Even right now, I was downloading episode 35 and just to check the quality I played it and the scene I landed on made me want to cry. I don't know if this show is equally impactful for all or not because sometimes I think the time I watched it at mattered a lot. (All my cousins were over and after going to all wonderful places like Naran, Kaghan etc they left so you know how you feel empty and all?) 😆 I started watching this show at that time so as I was already sad and lonely, I could relate to it even more. Mood per drama fit kar gaya tha 😉
So how much did PA affect you all? I'm sure it made you all cry at least! But is anyone by any chance like me, who gets all choked up every time something bad happens to Afzal no matter how many times they've watched the serial? 😛
P.S. Sorry for this rant. Like I said before I tried explaining this to my cousin and she didn't get how it could be so impactful on someone so I thought I'd ask here 😃 You people have watched it so you can give better answers 😉 If you want to, that is!
Edited by SmileyStar - 10 years ago