yeh kya dekha maine, kyun dekha maine? Just such a shitty episode, really. Abhi should just leave yaar, why is he still there? Why is he there for the picnic sequence? Who stays after all of this drama to get scraps again? I am slowly feeling disconnected from Abhi as well because it's causing me too much pain to feel his pain.
Everyone else was bearable today. Manjari def feels guilty, so she won't do any kaands at least for a while, but I love that she is the only one connected to Abhi and his pain and can actually see it.
Abhi was relegated to a nanny in today's episode. He held the umbrella, he carried around Abhir the whole time cause Abhir's leg was hurt until ofc someone wants to hug him then they take him for a little while and then again Abhi picks him up cause he doesnt want him to walk too much. Abhi took care of his chot, gave food and water, also held phone for Ak to talk while she was tying back her mangalsutra. Why? God alone knows why he cares so much. Abhir literally showed more love to Dida than to his dad, and then you compare that to his meeting with Nav, and it's just too much. I can't deal with his heart getting broken over and over again for the past eight months! This is too much; why doesn't he leave ???
And finally, the so-called wish. I honestly wouldn't have that much of an issue if he would have asked this before the whole going missing part. But literally, everyone blamed Abhi and called him a bad dad in the past couple of days, and now Abhir is saying he doesn't want to live with him. Why is this required exactly? Why couldn't Abhi take Abhir to Kasauli and leave him there to be with his parents? Why this public rejection is required, I don't get it. None of Abhir's emotions are coming through to me. I understand that he is a kid and doesn't have any control over any of this. But Abhi's pain is too much and too obvious for me to acknowledge that.
What and how exactly is he getting up after this? Why is Ak there with him during his breakdown? I don't want her near him anymore. All of this is actually her mistake as opposed to custody battle, which wasn't Abhi's mistake, and he was only doing that to have a chance with his son who doesn't appreciate it anyways.
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