She turned to look at him, and he was already looking at her. “I’m going to miss you when I wake up,” she whispered, because she realized that she must have fallen asleep under the sun. Arin was too real for her imagination. He was a dream.
“Don’t wake up,” he said.
Marie Rutkoski, The Winner's Crime
I am so emotional and happy today.
My wish of months is fulfilled. "Ehsaan tera" from Akshara's perspective.
This is the third time the song is played.
First time it was played after second rejection in Birla house after tilak1- it was clear that it's from Abhimanyu's perspective. He was heartbroken. Accepted Ak's rejection than even though he didn't believed that she didn't loved him but ofcourse he doubted that maybe he was wrong. He was completely heartbroken. He decides to move on. Ofcourse circumstances brought ak in his path again.
Second time it was played when the fire incident truth came out, him looking at the photograph of ak saving him - this time too he was completely heartbroken but for opposite reason. Now he was sure that ak loved him. But the fact that she gave up on him even though she loved him. How can his Akshu let go of him when she loved him? This time he was determined to get his girl.
Third time today and this time from Akshara's perspective- this time it's love pure love from her part she is not letting him go. The lyrics of the song are self-explanatory, I don't have to go further.
The song is about completely submitting yourself in love, no pride, no ego.. this song can give you complete understanding of Abhira's love for each other.
"Ehsaan tera" song is one of my all time favourites. I absolutely love this song. Heard all versions, sanam is my fav mordern one.
But I never ever imagined that this day and era, the song could be used on any character and made complete sense. And ofcourse, than Abhimanyu Birla happened, his love ufff...the stuff of legends. This song not only make sense for his character but seems like was written for him.. for Abhi.❤️
I always always wanted ak to love him enough, I was hopeful that one day, they would play the female version and it would make complete sense for ak. I actually wanted that since they played that song the second time. My heart breaking for this man. I mentioned this a few times actually and finally finally......
I will start today's review with the lyrics of this beautiful beautiful evergreen song, which pulls at my heartstrings every time I hear it.
Ehsaan tera hoga mujhpar
You'll do a great favour on me
Dil chahta hai woh kehne do
If you Allow me to say what my heart desires
Mujhe tumse mohabbat ho gayi hai
I've fallen in love with you
Mujhe palkon ki chaanv mein rehne do
Let me dwell in the shadows of your eyelashes
Tumne mujhko hasna sikhaya
You taught me how to smile
Rone kahoge ro lenge ab
I'll cry if you ask me to cry
Aansun ka hamare gham na karo
Don't worry about my tears
Woh behte hai toh behne do
Let them fall if they're falling
Mujhe tumse mohabbat ho gayi hai
I've fallen in love with you
The next stanza isn't used in today's episode but is my favourite and was used for Abhi.
Chahe bana do, chahe mita do
Whether you make me or destroy me
Mar bhi gaye toh denge duayein
I'll give you blessings even if I die
Ud udke kahegi khaak sanam
Beloved, my ashes will fly and say that
Yeh dard-e-mohabbat sehne do
Let me bear the pain of being in love
Mujhe tumse mohabbat ho gayi hai
I've fallen in love with you
HC the actor... speechless again.
Pranali was so so good in the scene too.
Her desperation(notice the little shake of her hand), to make him see her love her side of story, just let her stay with him...no expectations, no demands. The little Catch in her throat at "tone kahonge"
And Abhi, this is what he always wanted.
"Koi mujhse bhi tut ke pyaar kare ye man karta hai, me kisise tut pyaar kare ye man karta hai"
His love reciprocated equally. During mehandi when ak choose him, it was more than he expected but a lot less than he wanted.
And this is it....
He close his to eyes regain control, the helplessness because he can't forgive her yet and all his heart and is to do just that... His tears, because she is crying, the whole sequence is so so beautifully heartbreaking.
The little acting nuances, HC has the most expressive eyes ever.
The morning scene is adorable, comes out so natural. Voice modulation, the sleepy just woke up expressions. I am loving how natural the scenes are. The way she fits into his arms never cease to amaze me. Like puzzle pieces. They look so natural because, HC and PR are so sync with each other. One act and the other reacts. Perfection.
Ankha miliya vi nahi, gallan mukhiya vi nahi
Meri saari umar tenu laavan
Tere sadke vaari jaava
Tu thodi der aur there ja
I loved Akshara today, the girl is sweet, innocent, calm, pure and selfless in her love. But she is equally determined, have strong beliefs and can be the most stubborn when she wants to be.
This is the same girl who during ar and Abhi wedding track, kept going, trying to make her sister's wedding perfect because that according to her was the right thing to do even when her heart was breaking the whole time. The girl would have kept going until she hits the wall or until she puts final nail in her own coffin If she hadn't at the right time realised that her sister doesn't love Abhi or if Abhi wasn't more stubborn than her. Her determination won Abhi too, he makes the most selfless act of love during that time, praying they ak's wish comes true...which could be anything..
And now this girl would never stop until she sets things right, until she gets Abhimanyu by her side again.
Akshara in Abhimanyu's puja/meditation room I loved loved loved the scene..
It's the most intimate gesture so far.... It's the most private part of Abhimanyu life. An unspoken rule that everyone follows....
No one is allowed inside and ak arrives with full haq. What is his is hers and vice versa. Taking part in every puja ritual with full rights.
They used "banno pyaari" bgm.❤️
"Baap ko Barbaad karke, maa ke anshu pochne me laga hua hai"
why is pb so unintentionally funny 😂
The fact that Abhi is trying so hard to be angry, than forgets he is mad her in between 😂
Not going to mention blue boy and broomstick...they are not worth mentioning.
Really really disappointed with neil, can let anything slide because the guy is upset but the way he behaved with Akshara.
Precap- Abhi is trying to get his mother to divorce his father. Dude is going to get his heart broken again, mother will ofcourse choose his father.
Pb that man is vile and disgusting but he loves Abhi in his own twisted way, he try to rule Abhi's life because he thinks Abhi doesn't know what's good for him...which is more than Mata's love for Abhi.
Also like his ideal Mahadev is "bhola bhandari" doesn't understand social norms.
Abhi gives all rights to people he loves and takes full rights in return..he doesn't understand boundries.
He according to his logic doing the right thing, because his mother is to weak to take that decision...
Only if he knew.
Abhira makes me want to be a good writer so that I can express better, words simply fails me.
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