Akshara maybe for the first time expressed her inner turmoil, her emotions in the most transparent way. She shared her pain & guilt with her partner, her Abhi through communication. Akshu wasn't blaming Abhi but herself & her love for him she went against her family members for Abhi be it Aru or Bade Papa her closest ones (for her). Every story has different perspectives. Regardless of Abhira's fight for love being justified, them delaying their love confession infront of both families, suppressing their emotions was the cause of families going ahead with Abhimanyu & Arohi's marriage alliance after confession & marriage being called off there was an ego clash between their families which led them to go to the extreme level of exploiting power (by Manish & Harsh both). Initially, Akshu didn't confess her love because she thought her family won't agree to their marriage as Goenkas and Birla's can't be one family but Arohi convinced same Goenkas family for Birla's proposal. Abhi himself sent marriage proposal for Arohi knowing he loves Akshu & in-process he tried his level best to share pain & suffocation he was feeling by giving fractions of it to Akshara. They confessed their love on the day Abhimanyu was going to get married to Arohi again giving Goenkas a reason to be against Abhira's relationship as he himself went with a marriage proposal for Arohi in GV. Manish always tried to protect his loved one's he didn't inform Kartik real reason behind his mother's death despite being hated by Kartik only to protect him from heartbreak same way he wanted to protect Akshara but when he saw Akshara risking herself by willing to get arrested by police his condition worsened and it led to heart attack. Anything could have triggered it as Manish being aged already showed the symptoms but it was Akshara who somehow triggered as seeing her that way in police station caused him trauma. Any person would feel guilty or blame himself in such condition. Akshara's guilt & self-blame was justifiable but she blamed her love for him infront of him how inconsiderate it was (if her intention wasn't to break up with him giving reason like their love being the cause of her family's pain so they must part their ways). The person to pour her heart out to, while blaming her extreme love for her Abhi shouldn't be Abhi himself, it could be anyone but him. Harshad-Pranali were brilliant in that scene.
Akshara needs to understand whenever she stood up for her love Abhi infront of her family or bade papa. Abhi had been right & her family or bade papa was brutal. Loving your family doesn't mean u should overlook their wrongdoings.
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