Beautiful write up ❤️ as a devotee of Shiva myself, I have learned to reason with extremes of his nature.. raudra and shaant roop both are reflection of his responsibilities as a deity, both roop of Shiva are integral part of nisarga but raudra came out only when destruction became imminent.
Abhimanyu still has to learn to keep control over the emotions... love or rejection, mother or father, Truth or lies, He doesn't oscillates as I can see, he has fixed notions about them..and he is not conditioned to take criticism of his opinion lightly. Raudra doesn't means acting irresponsibly or letting your actions impact other mortals.. raudra is to vent out to become calm again and get back to worldly duties. With Akshara, like when Shiva had Parvati, he may have a different perspective about the world and people around him, with a calmer mind and heart.
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