Zindagi Aur kuch bhi nahi….Abhira FF last part page 98 - Page 65

@Mimilulu: where is chapter 34? Am I missing something?

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When is the next chapter coming? I don't want to break Abhimanyu's head? Should i get more people to request you to post? 🙄

Chapter 35

"OMG! Aksh! She's so gorgeous!" Sophie exclaimed.

"That she is." Akshu laughed as Aaira sat in her lap tightly hugging Akshu's neck. "Aaira baby, I really can't breath now. Please stop hugging my neck so tightly."

"Jaan, yeh aapki best fwend hai?" Aaira whispered to Akshu.

"What is she saying?"

"She's asking if you are my best friend."

"I don't know if I'm your Mommy's best friend but your mommy is my best friend."

"Soph!"

"I'm Jaan's best fwend." Aaira whispered to Sophie. "Wight, Jaan?" Akshu nodded.

"Well I can't compete with that." Sophie laughed.

"Aaira, aap jao Nishta Bua ke saath kehlo. Mumma aur Sophie Auntie ko bohat saari baatein karni hai. Bua ko dikhao Sophie Auntie aap ke liye kitney gifts layi hai."

"Nahi. Nicha Bua se main nalaz hoon. Main dadi ko show kalti hoon." Aaira took her gifts and went downstairs.

"Aksh, I really can't believe you have a daughter!"

"Trust me, even I don't believe it." Akshu laughed. "I don't know what I've done to deserve to be this blessed."

"I see in some senses you are still the same." Sophie rolled her eyes.

The two friends sat in Akshu's room and talked about everything that happened in the years they were apart.

"So where's this husband of yours?" Sophie asked.

"Abhi? He's at work. He's usually off on Sundays but he had an emergency surgery so he had to go in. He should be home very soon."

"Wow your husband is a surgeon! Look at you, Aksh! Tell me about him. You know I was convinced and worried that you will be single since you preferred your solitude so much."

"What should I tell you about him?" Akshu smiled. "You are right. Even I was convinced I'll be alone forever and then Abhi came into my life and he changed it forever."

"Well I'm glad. You deserve to be happy, Aksh."

"Do I?" Akshu asked her friend.

"What do you mean? Aksh, I really don't know about your past but I've always seen you push everyone away because you always felt like you don't deserve to have people love you...but you do."

Just then, outside the room, Abhi started to open the door but stopped when he heard Akshu's voice.

"You know Sophie, I really didn't think I deserved Abhi. The way he loved me....loves me, I wasn't ready for that. I felt like it was not for me. But Abhi convinced me that I was deserving and for a long time I believed him. For a long time, I thought why not? My life almost seemed like a dream. I had the most loving perfect husband who almost worshipped me, we were having a baby and then my sister came into my life again and everything was going so perfectly. I remember one morning I looked into the mirror and thought to myself that yes...this life I have, I suffered a lot for it so I deserve it." Then Akshu let out a bitter laugh. "And that very day, my sister and I got into an accident where I almost lost my baby, I did end up losing my sister..again...she went very far away from me....and Abhi? Somehow I lost my Abhi too."

Abhi froze. What does she mean she lost me?

"Did he stop loving you?"

"No but maybe if he did, it would have been easier."

"Aksh, I don't understand."

Abhimanyu didn't understand either. He wanted to walk away but found himself frozen on the spot.

"Abhi changed after the accident. He thinks I don't know how much the accident has impacted him but I know him better than he knows himself." Akshu smiled sadly. "His love which before used to make me float now makes me feel like I'm in chains. Too much of anything is never good...even if it's love. Abhi doesn't do it on purpose. He will never hurt me intentionally but the accident have put this fear in him where he thinks he needs to protect me from everything. His fear has made him forget everything else. I feel like I can't breath at times with this overprotectiveness."

"Why do you keep up with it then?"

"Because I love him. I'm scared to lose him, Soph. He is my everything. He is like that now because of me. You know in the beginning, Abhi told me that only he can decide who is deserving of his love which of course makes perfect sense but now I feel like I have to constantly prove to him and to myself that I do deserve this love of his. I constantly have to make decisions about my life based on what he wants....I keep thinking about how much he truly loves me...more than anyone ever has and I can't even do something he asks me to do? Even if it means giving up my dreams or my sister.....for me to deserve his love, I need to do something, right?"

Abhi had heard enough. He walked out of the house knowing exactly what he had to do now.

Back in Akshu's room, Sophie took Akshu's hand in hers. "Aksh, do you know what your problem is? You have always pushed everyone away thinking you don't deserve anything. I don't know what guilt you live with but it makes you not see that there are people in this world that genuinely love you. That really think you are more than worthy of their love. You need to stop questioning it and just happily accept what you have. You made a question earlier about you not knowing what you did to deserve your daughter. Why? I agree you are very blessed to have her but she's equally blessed to have you. Have you seen how she looks at you? It's like you are the greatest thing ever and to her, you are. You never questioned why you had that accident. You never questioned what you did to deserve it. Babe, it's high time you stop questioning the good things in your life time too."

"Soph, you don't understand.."

"I do, Aksh. I wish you realize one day that I always understood you and this is why I never gave up on you even when you tried your best to push me away."

Akshu looked at her guiltily. "I'm sorry. I know I been an awful friend...."

"Here you go again. Stop putting yourself down so much. And also Aksh, if Abhi really loves you like you say he does, talk to him. Share your fears with him. Learn to fully share yourself, at least with him. Do what you want to do without thinking that's going to stop your husband from loving you."

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"It's all boken now!" Aaira started to cry with big fat tears rolling down her face. Akshu walked toward her in the living room where Mahima and Manjiri were already sitting.

"Kya hua, baby? Aap kyun roh rahe ho?" Akshu noticed a bunch of beads were laying on the floor around Aaira and she was holding a string. A box full of more beads was on the table. One of Sophie's gifts to her.

"My bacelet is now boken!" Aaira cried.

"Aaira! Aaira, it's not broken. You forgot to tie the other end, na? So all the beads fell off. It's okay. Main help karti hoon tumhari to make it again. Chalo." Akshu took the string from Aaira and helped put the beads on again and tied the other end. "Dekha? All fixed."

"Sahi kaha, beta. If one ends is not tied properly, all the beads will fall off." Manjiri smiled at Akshu.

"Bilkul. Pata hai, Akshu? Pati Patni ke rishta bhi yeh aise Aaira ki bracelet ki tarah hai. You need to tie both ends for the beads to stay in place." Mahima told her.

"Main kuch samjhi nahi."

"Beta hume nahi pata what's going on between you and Abhimanyu and we don't need to know either. That's between you and him. There's no room for a third person in a relationship between a husband and wife. But whatever the issue is, you both need to work on it together."

"Ji, tayi-ji."

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"Pata hai, Bhabi! Itni boring party mein toh main kabhi bhi nahi gayi thi." Nishta said sitting on Akshu's bed. Akshu's back was really troubling since she been sleeping on Aaira's bed for the last few nights so now she was sitting with a heating pad between her back and the headboard with Aaira sitting on her lap.

"Acha? Woh kaise?"

"Pata hai? No musical chairs waley game the. No Pin the Donkey! Yahan tak koi Princess Dance competition bhi nahi tha!"

"Arrey yeh toh sach mein bohat boring party thi."

Nishta threw a look at Aaira. "Yeh sab chodo Bhabi! Koi cupcakes bhi nahi the na e koi face painting. Main toh itni bore ho rahi thi."

"Goodie bags bhi nahi the?" Aaira asked Nishta.

Nishta smiled. Aaira was finally speaking to her. "Nahi na baby. Goodie bags bhi nahi."

"Acha hua phir aap nahi gayi, Aaira. Bua ki party toh sach mein bohat boring thi."

"Aaira, how about we have our own party tonight? Kal toh holiday hai toh no school. Hum aaj sleepover karen?" Nishta asked her.

Aaira stood up and started jumping on the bed. "Yaaaaaaaa!! Sleep-ovaaaa!"

"Be careful, meri jaan." Akshu laughed. "Aap Bua ke saath so jaogi toh Mumma kis ko hug karke sohenge?" Akshu pretended to be sad.

"Don't be sad, Mumma! You can hug Papa and sleep!" Aaira suggested.

"Aaira!"

"I'll pretend I didn't hear that." Nishta laughed. "But Aaira, we can put make up on and make cupcakes and dance to Frozen songs!" Nishta suggested.

"Noooo we will dance to Moana!"

"Party planning woh bhi mere bina?" Neil came to the room.

"Aaira, Moana mein Chachu ka kya role hoga?" Nishta asked Aaira.

"Hei-Hei!"

"The chicken?? Aaira!" Neil pretended to be offended. "Why am I always the sidekick?"

"Cause you lub me!" Aaira hugged Neil.

"Yeh toh hai....cluck cluck cluck!" Neil started to act like a chicken which made Aaira burst into laughter.

Thank you, Nishta. Tum ne na jahnte hui aaj meri bohat badi help ki hai. I'll talk to Abhi tonight. Bohat hogaya. We need to sort this out. Akshu looked at her watch and prayed Abhi will come home soon.

Sorry I'm not really good with this. But hope you guys like it. What do you think of Sophie? Also I love Aaira 😭

Typos will be fixed later

I hope they talk and do try to sort their issues jaldi

Superb..So when is the next chapter up?..sorry to be nagging..but this whole thing is so good..@ Mimilulu..

Aaira is too cute!

Update the next part - jaldi jaldi!! 🤩🤩

Mimilulu bhi yeh writers se seekh rahi hai ki how to drag one track for multiple parts! 😑

Good to read that abhi finally understood what went wrong

Chapter 36

As Abhimanyu was about to go upstairs after coming home, he heard laughter coming from the kitchen. He poked his head there to find Nishta, Neil and Aaira making cupcakes while covered in flour and pink frosting....

"Maa will go after you three tomorrow." Abhi shook his head looking at the mess in the kitchen.

"Papa!" Aaira ran to him and he picked her up. "Chachu ne yeh kiya hai."

"Aaira! Saara ilzaam mujhe pe. Sab se ziyada flour toh aap pe hai." Neil laughed.

"Baby, Mumma kahan hai? Woh kyun aapke saath cupcakes nahi bana rahi hai?"

"Loom mein. Jaan ke back pe big wala boo-boo hai na." Aaira got down from Abhi's arm and ran to Nishta.

"Bua now spakals time!"

Akshu ke back mein boo-boo....Matlab pain hai? Abhi ran up to his room. When he opened the door, he found Akshu on the bed trying to apply a cream to her back with no luck.

"Jaan! Kya hua hai tumhe? Let me put it on." Abhi took the cream from Akshu's hands. "Tumhari tabiyat theek nahi hai aur tumne mujhe bataya bhi nahi."

"I'm fine, Abhimanyu. I'll manage." Akshu got up from the bed but Abhi held her hand and made her sit down.

"Akshu please. Gussa aur narazgi apni jagah, tumhari tabiyat apni jagah. Please, Jaan. Let me do it." Abhimanyu said to Akshu softly and took the cream from her. Akshu turned around and Abhi rubbed the cream on her lower back. "Kab se dard ho raha hai? Bohat dard hai toh I'll get you medication."

"It's manageable."

Abhi pulled a pillow up and made Akshu lean to the bed. "We need to talk. Please, Akshu. Mujhse yeh aur bardasht nahi ho raha." Abhi went and sat next to Akshu.

"Mujhse bhi nahi." Akshu sighed and put her head on his shoulder. "Abhi, kya hua hai hume? Hum kab aise hogaye?"

"Pata nahi."

"Can we ever go back to being like before or is it too late now?" Akshu asked with tears in her eyes.

"That depends on what we want."

Akshu looked up at Abhi. "What do you want then?"

"Me?" Abhi laughed. "Akshu, since I met you, I've always wanted only one thing. You. I just want you to be happy and mine. Now it seems like you are neither."

"Abhi...."

"I heard you talking to your friend. I didn't mean to but I couldn't stop myself either. I just wish you have said those things directly to me." Abhi looked at her. Akshu could see the hurt written all over his face.

"Abhi meri baat suno...."

"Akshu, no please. You don't need to explain yourself because you said nothing wrong. I'm not upset at you but myself. You are right when you said I let my fear of losing you turn us into something we are not. I was...I am scared of losing you. I can't ever imagine even the tiniest thing happening to you. Tumhe choti si chot lagti hai toh meri jaan chali jahti hai...."

"I know, Abhi."

"Magar iss ka yeh matlab nahi ke main tumhe kuch karne nahi doon. Iss ka bilkul yeh matlab nahi ke apney darr ki wajah se tumhare saare haq tumse cheen loon. Akshu, love is supposed to be selfless. Mujhe pata e nahi chala ke kab mera pyar tumhare liye itna selfish hogaya ke tumse bardhast nahi hota. Main tumhe bardasht nahi hota."

"Abhi, mujhe nahi pata tum ne kya suna magar mere yeh kehna ka matlab nahi tha ke tum mujhe bardasht nahi hote. I love you, Abhimanyu. I love us. I love our little family. Magar haan, kabhi kabhi tum....."

"Hadh se ziyada karta hoon? So I been told. Akshu. Trust me, I never wanted you to feel trapped. I let my fear get in the way of you living your life. You have every right to do what you want to do, to have a relationship with anyone you choose to. Just because I love you doesn't mean I own you and I never wanted you to feel like you have to proof anything to me. You don't. I already know how you feel about me, about us. The biggest proof of our love is downstairs right now covered in flour and some pink sticky thing." Abhi smiled.

"Really? Aaira...." Akshu tried to get up but Abhi stopped her.

"Nishta and Neil will handle her." Abhi took a strand of Akshu's hair and put it behind her ear. "Akshu, you need to stop thinking you have to prove anything. You don't need to give up anything to prove anything to me. You need to stop questioning if you deserve the life we have. Jaan, if you look from where I stand, you will see there is nobody else deserving of all this love than you."

Akshu started to softly cry.

"And please Akshu....tum sab kuch keh dehti ho bas apney dil ki baat nahi. When will you learn to tell me what's in your heart?"

"Abhi tumhe pata hai woh mere liye kitna mushkil hai."

"Pata hai aur iss liye mujhe apney aap pe aur gussa aa raha hai. Mujhe aisa laga main tumhare dil ki baat jahnta hoon but that's not true."

"Tumhare galati nahi hai yeh....main agar kuch kahongi nahi toh tumhe pata kaise chale ga."

"Galti hai, Jaan. Meri galti yeh hai I asked you to give up your career to stay home with Aaira. Why did I not stay at home if I was so concerned about her? Why is my job more important than yours? Why is my passion more important than yours? You worked hard for your career as well.

Aur meri galti yeh hai ke maine tumse yeh expect kiya ke tum meri family ko apni family bana lo, sab ka khayal rakho aur tume tumhari family se door kiya. Yeh jahnte hue ke tum kitni mushkil se phir se apni family, apni behn ke kareeb hui ho. Pata hai Akshu? Jab bhi koi mazak se bhi yeh kehte hai ke jab Aaira badi hoke apney ghar chali jaye gi toh mujhse todha bhi bardhast nahi hota. Jee chahta hai ke jisne yeh kaha uss ka mooh todh doon. Magar maine tumhare Bade Papa aur Badi Maa ki beti ko un se door kiya. Tumhe yeh bhi nahi allowed kiya ke tum kabhi wahan raat guzaro. Tumhe tumhari behn ki shaadi mein jahne nahi diya.

Mujhe sach mein nahi pata chala ke kab main itna selfish ho gaya ke jo insaan mere liye sab kuch hai, maine uska sab kuch usse cheen liya." Abhi cried.

"Mera sab kuch tum aur Aaira ho. Abhi, shayad hum dono ki galti hai. Tumhari galti yeh hai ke tum pyar mein itney dhoob gaye ke tumhe kuch dikhai nahi diya aur meri galti yeh hai ke maine sab kuch dekh ke bhi kuch nahi kaha." Akshu held Abhi's hand.

"Toh ab?"

"Toh ab hamare paas doh choices hain. Either we let what happened impact our future together or we move on from this and work on making our relationship stronger."

"Well I know what I want." Abhi pulled Akshu in a hug and kissed her forehead.

"I do too." Akshu hugged him back.

"You can come to the hospital if you want to. It's your decision only. I'll support you either way."

"....and Aaru?"

Abhi broke the hug. "Akshu. It's not going to be easy for me at all but that doesn't matter. She's your sister and I trust you and I trust your judgment. If you want to have any kind of relationship with her, you can. That's again your choice to make. It will take time for me to trust her, that is if I ever do."

"I know, Abhi. But I don't want to make you worry for no reason either. Maybe we can start off slowly and go from there?"

Abhi smiled at her. "Okay. Tumhe pata hai na there really is nobody else like you."

Akshu hugged him. "Haan woh toh hai. I missed you, Abhi."

"I missed you more, Jaan. There was nobody to kiss my boo-boos the last few days." Abhi pouted.

"Tum nahi sudhroge." Akshu laughed but leaned over to give him a kiss.

Just then, they heard someone climbing the stairs in a hurry and their door opening. "Bro, Bhabi...Aaira!" Neil said panting. But all Akshu noticed as she got up from the bed was the spot of blood on his shirt.

Okay maybe last chapter is next. This took for her to write....but hope you guys like the patch up. 😭

I love this!!!

But Mimi, tu humesha dhamki kyun deti hai? Kyun khatm karna hai? 😭😭😭😭