Originally posted by: AreYaar
LOLL my name is Anu, but you can call me AY if that's easier since we already have an Anu to refer to in the story😆
LMAO I think I'm going to stick with Anu and call Anushka Anu 2.0 if anything 😆Yes, I was quite active in the NBT forum, maybe we ran into each other there...I used to post some analysis threads during the heydays of the show...the first four months before it went down the drain😆
DO you remember how good that show was while it lasted? My god I remember thinking there's never been anything like this and there never will be. And then it blew up in our faces. Yaar Mohan and Nanhi 😠I miss how perfect the show was until it wasn't lol @bold: Deffo feels like we are in build up mode...it will all lead into some kind of direct outburst b/w them...notice how two weeks in, we are already getting more raw interactions b/w them...last week had Anushka just passing off the cuff taunts at him or having those few moments of emotional softness around him...but today was a significant shift in Anushka being unable to fight the avalanche of emotions inside her thanks to the dire situation he put himself in...it forced her to put aside her anger with him and dwell on how much pain he must be in...the "zyada dard toh nahin ho raha, Siddhant?" that she said to herself as the tears streaked down her cheeks said so much.
She really does still love him in her own way, and cares ridiculously so. It's hard for her to reconcile with the past and as much as she tries to play on this air of indifference, it breaks in moments like these. I wonder if it will be equally hard for her to remain composed if Sidhanth were to ever realize his own feelings before her and instead of taunting, became a 100% romantic sap 😆 Highly unlikely owing to the nature Sidhanth has, but I wonder how easily she would falter in those romantic moments. The sheer shock of what he did has rattled her in a different way and left her emotions even more raw...while on his end, even though he claims he never expects anything from her, there is again that raw, naked pain over her possibly not even caring what happened to him...then confusion again when he sees her outburst over him not caring for his life...then again the brusque swagger, switching gears to taunting her with something instead.
His defense mechanism comes out to play in full force whenever he's around her. There are moments where he forgets and lets his guard down, but then as soon as she says something and he takes it as a personal attack, his nonchalant attitude and swagger display itself. Just last week some of us were discussing how Sid's taunts to Anushka didn't feel as sharp as hers were...but today those roles felt a bit reversed...lol he used the hurtful taunting as a distraction when she rightly questioned him taking such a big risk with his life.
Yup. They seem to pass the baton back and forth it seems. He uses it to deflect, she uses it to harm. Either way it does more damage than anything. So all this feels like they are building up towards some form of a big outburst b/w them...they are increasing in intensity with each new situation that comes their way...now tomorrow another shade may get added in the party scenes with them possibly having a convo about why he risked his life like this...it's like each time they manage to talk, they uncover another layer of the strong emotion b/w them and invariably it leaves them more vulnerable so they have to find a way to fight again...lol
Too bad that conversation didn't happen today and instead was him asking her if she'd ratted him out 😆 I think their problem is that they're too afraid of being vulnerable with each other because the last time it only got them hurt, but every conversation they've had so far has uncovered another layer of vulnerability. They're going to end up in a place where their emotions will bleed into their conversation to the point that there's nothing else left, and only then will they have to confront each other and can't runaway.By the end today, already Anushka was regretting worrying for him so much...asking herself why she cared so much when he didn't seem the least bothered...lol
Too bad she didn't see that he was reveling in her worry for him, albeit shortlived 😆
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