When the show was on , being in different country , spoilers videos / news comes in my night time . Somehow Even in midnight i sneak into the updates and gets butterfly effect, anxious , second hand blushing seeing any good ishra updates . Also if there is worst update ( mostly worst post leap) it affects me. I have seen many people like me in SNS whose sleep is getting affected with this . That much addiction 😃 sometimes i felt so bad n sad doing that . Then at some point nothing was in show also n i stopped sneaking in night . But even in 2019 in the last leg of the show if the leads shoot together i expect for some scene and open SNS with curiosity .
I will also chk #YHM on Insta tonight! Hotstar pe you have to do a lot of work to rewatch old scenes pf Ishra! Hopefully on insta some fan must have consolidated all of it! Btw, Do you live in states?
so it’s good to binge watch old episodes now without any on screen n off screen drama .
keep on writing here if you feel like talking about showI used to torture my akka ( sister ) when i started binge watching by discussing with her ( she was in different place ) n i feel good talking about that( she is the one introduced me this show ) . I torture even my husband 😂so he knows about Raman Ishita n Ruhi . Whatever even now happens with me somehow it’s relatable with it , like my mind goes there only 🤣 for example when asking S size dress( today went for shopping ) , the way Ishita says S for small is fitting me this that . That comes to my mind out of no where 😂
You are so lucky to have an Akka and one who likes the show too! And you are super lucky to have a husband who at least listens to you when you talk about Raman Ishita n Ruhi ! My husband hates indian daily soaps. I can't even watch this show when he is home! One day I was puzzled by Raman's behavior and I wanted a male perspective on my doubts so I thought I will ask my husband what he will do if he were in his place! OMG! He got so angry that I had to promise him that I will never ever talk to him about any show related stuff! 😆 I have no sisters and all my lady friends are not much interested in this show at the moment. Everyone busy with YJHJK! Infact they taunt me how come I dont like YJHJK anymore and instead getting addicted to YHM! Ab main unhe kya samjahun jab mujhe khud nahi pata main kya aur kyun kar rahi hoon...😆 Seriously, mera na dil-dimag ish waqt bilkul meri samjh se bahar hai...This is not me! Definitely not me! 🤣
Since you were feeling different that you sacrificed sleep for the show i just told the above to make u feel u r not alone . Typed in a flow OCD in a long way 😀
Thank you dear for making me feel valid and normal...😆 and you wrote beautifully.. I always enjoy reading your posts...I will catch you later again when I get my next chance to come here and share with you my newly found happiness and new memories of IshRA.