Ishra ss-tainu itna mein pyaar karaan,pt 8 on pg 132 updt on 6/6 - Page 29

Ishita was sleeping peacefully in Raman's arms while he was looking at her without blinking his eyes admiring her. All the moments they spend together was coming in infront of his eyes and his words, yaar ishita ko bhi propose karne ki zarurat padegi. Don't she know how much her mickey loves her, she is my Minnie. Woh meri hai, sirf meri. He remembered his words and his eyes got moist. Then he remembered the day he came back from London after completing his studies and went to meet her and saw her in bridal attire getting married to someone else.

Raman - tumhe pata hai jab tumhe uss milnd ke saath phere lete dekha tha, I was shattered beyond words. U know it took me some days to register that u r not mine anymore.kaise kar sakti thi tum mere saath aisa ishita. Kya I love u bolna hi zaruri hota hai. Uss feelings ki koi value nahi hoti. I hated u after seeing u getting married to someone. Socha tha tumne bhool jaunga. Tumhari kabhi shakal bhi nahi dekhna chahta tha. Aur aaj tum mujhe mil gayi. Woh bhi aisi haalat mein ki samajh nahi paa raha khush houn yaa dukhi,aaj itne dino baad tumhe dekh raha hoon, kya kar diya waqt ke tumhare saath. Meri saari nafrat, mera saara dard Ek pal mein khatam ho gaya seeing ur pain.haan main chahta tha ki tum mere bina kabhi khush mat raho but I never wanted to see u like this, aise phatehaal,ek choti si bachchi ke saath. I never wanted this. Sach ishita, I never wanted u to go through such pain. I know I thought bad about u, but main aaj bhi wahin hoon aur main tumhe aaj bhi utna hi pyaar karta hoon. Bas tum badal gayi ho, yaa phir shayad tumhe badalna pada. Joh bhi ho, I will help u till the end. Phir chahe mujhe kitni bhi takleef ho, but main tujhe iss takleef se baahar nikal kar rahunga. I know tum meri kismat mein nahi par meri dil mein hamesha rahogi. I will always u ishita, will always love u. He said and was about to peck her temple but stopped thinking something. He made her sleep comfortably beside Ruhi and went out switching off the light.

Raman was arranging his bed to sleep when he heard screaming from guest room. He went running hearing the screams and saw ishita was screaming in her sleep throwing her legs in the air like trying to release herself from someone's hold while Ruhi was also crying getting scared .raman don't know whom to console first as both were crying on top of their voice. But as ishita was being violent in her nightmare, he picked little Ruhi in his arms and rocked her. Ruhi who was crying at the top of her voice stop crying feeling someone's arms around her. Raman rocked Ruhi and soon ruhi slept again in Raman's arms. He rested Ruhi in his shoulder and sat next to ishita who was also crying in her sleep. He pulled her to himself and start caressing her hair softly consoling her. Slowly her hiccups too lessen and she too slept hiding her face in Raman's chest. Raman look at ishru who were sleeping hiding themselves in him. He don't want to feel anything but was feeling goosebumps having ishita so close to him along with her little daughter. He was feeling like they r his family only. He softly pecked ruhi's back and said -its just too good to be true, kaash yeh sach hota. But no I am not that lucky, yeh meri family nahi hai. But I can't left them in pain also. Par main yahan ruk bhi nahi sakta. I think I should take Ruhi with me and let ishita sleep alone. Beech beech mein aa kar dekhta rahunga. He thought and went taking ruhi with him making ishita sleep comfortably on the bed.

He took ruhi with himself and made her sleep in bed. He settled beside her and slept. He was waking up after every hour and was checking ishita. Every time when she was feeling restless, he make her sleep again.

Finally at five, he felt tired and slept again hiding little Ruhi in him. Ruhi was also sleeping peacefully feeling secured in someone's arms.

At seven ishita woke up, she loom around to remember where she is and remembered that Raman took her his home. She sighed in relief remembering that now they r fine. She look around for Ruhi and couldn't find her. She got worried and got off the bed. She called Ruhi name only to get no response. She look around the house and was thinking where her baby can go, she is just too small to go somewhere alone.

Ishita -kahan gayi meri bachchi, kahin woh log phir se toh nahi, nahi nahi. It can't be true. Mujhe raman se baat karni hogi. She thought and went to Raman's room calling his name but stopped seeing the scene infront of her eyes.

Ruhi was laying next to Raman, he was sleeping wrapping Ruhi in his arms protectively while ruhi was wide awake .she was sucking her one fist in her mouth while holding raman's one finger with her another fist.

Ishita stopped at the door seeing the scene and was admiring ruman while her eyes were moist. She walked to them and sat next to ruman.

Ishita -kitne achche lag rahe ho tum dono saath mein. Kaash yahin sach hota. Kaash raman hi mere pati hote aur Ruhi hamari beti hoti. But this is just too good to be true.she said and softly caressed Raman's hair but stopped and said -nahi ishu, tera aisa sochna bhi galat hai ishu. Raman tere pati nahi hai, milnd tera pati hai. Bhale hi tune hamesha raman se pyaar kiya hai but still the truth is that milnd is ur husband aur woh hi teri bachchi ke baap hai. Raman se tera aur Ruhi ka koi bhi rishta nahi hai. Koi bhi nahi, aur achcha hoga ki tu jald se jald raman ko zindagi se dur chali jaa. Warna shayad tu khud ko rok naa paaye. She said and went out taking ruhi with her while Raman slept hiding his face in the pillow.

Ishita made ruhi massage and then feed her. Ruhi had her milk and then slept again feeling tired. Ishita went to freshen up and after half an hour she was in kitchen. She thought to make something for raman and herself. She remembered that upma was his favourite. So she made upma along with tea and went to Raman's room taking the tea only to see him already up.

Ishita -good morning.

Raman turned and said -good morning, u r looking much fine then yesterday.

Ishita -yes,i am good. All thanks to u. U gave us a shelter.

Raman -no need to thanks ishita, tumhara dost hoon. Itna toh farz banta hai.

Ishita -chai laayi hoon.

Raman -it wasn't needed. Abhi maid aati ho hogi.

Ishita -dost hoon, itna toh farz banta hai.

Raman nodded and she gave him tea. He took it and asked -ruhi Kahan hai??

Ishita -kamre mein ,so rahi hai. Thank u so much raman, meri bachchi ki jaan bachane ke liye. Actually I can't thank u enough for it.

Raman -then don't thank. Yahan raho aaram se, jab tumhe mujhse baat karne ka mann kare, karna. Koi force nahi hai. Just be relaxed. He said to which ishita just nodded.

Both have tea in silence and then ishita went to kitchen while Raman start getting ready. He get ready for office and went out and saw upma on the breakfast table.

Raman -wow upma. My favourite. Thank u so much minnie. I really missed it all these days. He said in a go but later realised what he said and said -i mean ishita.

Ishita -its OK, u can call me minnie. Infact only u can call me minnie.

Raman smiled and ishita served upma for him and said -khao aur batao. How's it.

Raman -tumne banaya hai toh achcha hi hoga. He said and have it.

Raman -yummy. Bahut achcha hai. Tum bhi khao. He said and ishita nodded. Both have their breakfast and then raman was going. But stopped and said -ishita, main office jaa raha hoon. Tumhe kuch chahiye toh bata do, mains lete hue aa jaunga.

Ishita -chahiye tob kuch but don't know how to ask for it.

Raman -bolo naa.

Ishita -i want two ticket to London. Mera aur ruhi ka.

Raman -london ki ticket??

Ishita -haan, milind wahi hai. I want to go to him.

Raman looked away hearing this,he don't know what to say. He was walking out without saying anything when ishita hold his hand. She cried hugging raman and said -please raman, please, I beg of u. Mujhe please mere pati ke paas pahuncha do. I know tum mujhse bahut nafrat karte ho, aur karna bhi chahiye. Maine itni badi galti ki hai ki main chah kar bhi maafi nahi maang sakti, sirf request kar sakti hoon, infact I can only beg infront of u raman. Mujhe mere pati ke paas pahuncha do, aur khud bhi zindagi mein aage badh jao.main tumhe iss tarah takleef mein nahi dekh sakti. Please kisi se shaadi kar lo raman, Shayad hamari kismat mein milna nahi likha tha, hum ishra nahi ho paaye, sirf ishita -raman reh gaye. She said crying while his eyes were also moist.

Raman -tumhe tumhare pati tak toh main pahuncha dunga ishita but sorry khud zindagi mein aage padhne ki himmat nahi hai mujhme ishita, Maine hamesha sirf Ek hi ladki se pyaar kiya hai aur uski jagah kisi ko nahi de sakta. Bhale hi tum meri ishita naa ban saki, par meri minnie hamesha rahungi. He said and both cried over their loss and helplessness.

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