ISHRA TS : You Know What You Mean To Me epiloge pg 7 march/14

ISHRA THREE SHOTS: YOU KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME...

SHOT ONE: AYE DIL HAI MUSHKIL

Bhalla house

Ishita wakes up lazily and find herself sandwiched in middle as raman has tightly held her from waist while from other side her two year old son Aditya was holding her with his tiny hands smile crept on her face she turns her face aside and lovingly stares at her six month old daughter ruhi sleeping in her crib peacefully ... She was lost looking at her happy family...

The thought of happy family bring tears in her eyes... because this all was not reality... this is all for some time.. and then she will be all alone... as tear fall from her eyes on raman face making him stir in sleep she carefully removes his hands and gets out from the bed placing pillow on her son side...

Raman pulls adi in his sleep closer to save him from falling...

seeing his concern and care for his children even in his sleep she admires him and wipes her tears and says: yehi to itmenaan hai kay mere bachoon ko ap bohat pyaar karain gay...

She moves to get ready... as she step out of bathroom all ready in red saree... she moves towards the dressing table and took out mangalsutar and wears it and fills her partition with sindoor... she was looking at herself when room filled with cries... she quickly turns to hold ruhi so that raman and Aditya doesn't get disturb...

She took ruhi closer to her chest and rocks her little ruhi stop crying getting her mother warmth... ishita turns to leave but stop seeing raman looking at her... she stammers with words...

raman gets up and moves towards her.. took ruhi in his arms from her while her eyes were darted on his each and every move...

Raman: ishita... today I will make my princess ready.. you just go and manage breakfast...

Ishita reluctantly nods and says: but... Ruhi will bother you...

Raman: no problem.. she is my daughter... and I will also make adi ready... you don't worry...

Ishita nods and turns to leaves but stop near the door and looks at them and thinks: I know you want to get children use to with the fact that their mother will not be around...While raman engross himself in making his princess and prince ready...

As all bhallas sits for the breakfast raman comes holding his two cute babies... ishita goes to take ruhi or adi but raman shook his head and refuses to give and says: today I want to spend all time with my babies before going to office.. ishita wipes her tear who was about to fall and gives a weak smile and leaves for breakfast...

After having breakfast raman was leaving for office when he felt a tug at his legs.. he turns and sees adi smiling at him showing his dimples... he bends and pecks adi cheeks and says: papa will come soon.. you be a good boy and take care of all.. listening to his father adi happily nods and give his soft kiss to his father...

Ishita also comes holding ruhi who was ready to jump on her father.. raman pinches her nose and says: princess papa will be home soon...don't bother your mumma so much.. be a good girl.. to which she squeals...

ishita was just looking at him.. raman turns to her and sees ishita looking at him... he tucks loose strand of hair behind her ear and says: take care... And turns to leaves but stops as ishita saree pallu was tangles in his watch... he untangles it and leaves...

She was just lost in his soft touch when her thoughts break as her phone rings.. she takes the call as it was of her sister mihika...

Ishita: hello mihika...

Mihika: hi akka... I am so happy today.. from now onwards you don't need to live in that hell bhalla house... its been four years and contract is ended...

Listening to mihika words, ishita felt that her whole world has shattered into pieces...mihir continues to says: and you know what... appa and amma has fixed your marriage with Abhimanyu...isn't great...

Ishita: adi ruhi...

Mihika: I know akka.. you love your babies but ... Try to understand na... they were never yours.. that creep raman bhalla has taken your motherhood on rent to have two kids...

Ishita collapses on couch and tears start falling from her eyes endlessly as reality hits her making her shook that this is the last day with her babies and... raman...

Mihika: I am coming to take you in two hours okay akka...

Ishita cuts the call and was just lost... adi seeing her mumma crying and lost .. he hold her hand which brings her back from her thoughts...

ishita simply hugs both of her babies and start crying to let her pain flow... she was kissing them and telling that mumma loves you adi.. mumma loves you ruhi ... And she was getting mad with the thought that she has to leave her family... she will not see her babies again... Her raman again...

Seeing their mother crying both the kids start crying.. ishita hugs them tightly and says: no bacha... aise nahe roty... shushhh.. bus...

After pacifying kids she walks to her room.. correction his room she asks help to take adi in garden and play with ball... and put ruhi on bed but little ruhi was not leaving her but trying to have her milk over her saree...

Ishita: bhooki lagi hai meri rooh ko...

Ishita sits on bed and make ruhi have milk and lost in past...

Flashback

Life was going smoothly.. but tragdey hits...in an accident between highly powerful, influential and rich Bhallas and middle class Iyars few members of both family injured seriously. Mr. Iyar went to Comma and Mrs. Iyar became paralyzed. On the other hand Mrs. Shagun Bhalla who conceived after a lots of treatment lost her baby as well as her life also. Elder son of Bhalla family Romesh Bhalla known as Romi's son Rohit was also seriously injured in that accident. Iyar family was struggling to arrange money for treatment of Mr. and Mrs. Iyar's long term expansive treatment when Business Tycoon Raman Bhalla who think them responsible of his wife and child's death came to them with an offer. He asked any one of the Iyar girl Mihika or Ishita to marry him in a contract marriage for 4 years and give him two children and in return he will bear the cost of treatment of Mr. and Mrs. Iyar. Ishita agreed for her parents..

Flashback ends...

Ishita makes ruhi sleeps on bed and surrounds her with pillows and looks at the room which was filled with memories some bad some good... she remembers when she gets married to raman and she firstly enters this room and raman shouts at her because mistakenly shagun frame gets breaks... how much she was scared that raman will come close to her on their fight night itself but raman leaves...The first week was very scary for her because raman uses to shout at her unnecessarily... then she start skipping food and ends up having low bp and fever...

For the first time she has seen raman caring nature ... raman took care of her and unfortunately she start developing feelings for him... The person who forced her in marriage the person to buys her to have kids and in return gives money so that her parents gets treatment...

How cruel her heart is that to whom she should hate but irony is her heart is falling for him... after two weeks of marriage raman approaches her to have physical relation... she has no right to go against... it was all physical for raman to get baby but ishita was giving her soul to him...

Ishita moves towards the balcony and was looking at sky complaining to god that why this is with her... when she doesn't wanted raman in her life raman comes in her life forcibly and when she wants to be always with him and her babies she has to go...

She remembers when she gives raman the news of her pregnancy at adi time... her heart was pounding so fastly thinking with the thought that a life is growing inside her... how much she was scared that if something happen to baby... how raman was happy with the news of becoming father but doesn't openly express his happiness...

Her eyes got teary when she remembers how raman used to take care of her and baby and talks with baby in night... how much raman was worried for her when she got slipped in kitchen and he stops her from getting out of bed... how he took care of her in all pregnancy period as her pregnancy was dangerous...

The happiness on his face when he first time held adi...and after adi things start getting normal just like normal couples... they uses to pamper their baby together having good moments with each other ... Say it lust or addiction or she can never say him no when he comes close to her or say both doesn't get enough of each other and busy in having lost in their passionate love making...

She smiles remembering as how much she wanted to give the next good news when adi has turn one and a half year... she laughs at herself...She has forgotten the contract of their marriage she thought that she will always be the wife of raman bhalla and mother adi and ruhi... although she always have a fear that what if some day raman ask her to leave but she doesn't wanted it to happen...

Tu Safar Mera

Hai Tu hi Meri Manzil

Tere bin guzara

Aye Dil Hai Mushkil

Tu mera Khuda

Tu hi duaa mein shaamil

Tere bina guzara

aye dil hai mushkil

she collapses on floor and cries thinking that now she has to leave... She hugs her knees closer and cries loudly...

Mujhe Aazmaati hai teri kami

Meri har kami ko hai tu laazmi

Junoon hai mera banoo main tere kaabil

Tere bina guzara

Aye dil hai mushkil

Yeh rooh bhi meri

Yeh jism bhi mera

Utna mera nahi

Jitna hua tera

She hides her face in her palms and says: I love you raman... I love you... I love you... I cant live without you... I cant live without my kids... don't be so much cruel... I have accepted all your words meri abhi ye baat maan lain... Khud say alag mat karain...

Tune diya hai jo

Woh dard hi sahi

Tujhse mila hai toh

Inaam hai mera

Mera asmaan dhoondhe teri zameen

Meri har kami ko hai tu laazmi

Zameen pe na sahi

Toh aasman mein aa mil

Tere bina guzara

Ae dil hai mushkil

She gets up and start packing her bag and crying... she remember each and every moment of their... their togetherness when raman has touched her first time... when raman claimed her... four years of marriage but she always get shiver thinking about his touches... She cries thinking that in these four years she doesn't get any place in his heart... he doesn't forget his deceased wife shagun... his all care and concern was only to get what he wanted from her... it was never love.. it was always physical... it was always to get two babies from her...

Maana ki teri mauzudagi se

Ye zindagi mehroom hai

Jeene ka koi dooja tareeka

Na mere dil ko maaloom hai

She tries to make her heart understand that this is only truth of her life.. but always falls miserable... her heart screams saying that not only she but raman also loves her but couldn't voice out... she took his picture with kids and places it in her bag and cries...

Tujhko mein kitni

Shidhhat se chaahun

Chaahe toh rehna tu be khabar

Mohtaz manzil ka to nahi hai

Ye ek tarfa mera safar, safar

Khoobsurat hai manzil se bhi

Meri har kami ko hai tu laazmi

She calls adi and makes him sit beside sleeping ruhi and says: adi... my baby.. mumma loves you.. adi smiles and says: adi also love mumma.. ishita kisses him and wipes her tears and says: adi you are my brave big boy na...you have to take care of your papa and ruhi...

Adi: mumma ja rahy ho...

Ishita: haan... Mumma has to go ...

Adi holds her hands and says: na jao... adi ko dar lagta hai...

Ishita eyes again welled up with fresh tears... she kisses adi and hugs him tightly and says: adi has papa so no need to be scared...

Adi: wapis kab aogay mumma...

.Ishita closes her mouth with her palm as she has no answer for his innocent question ... she cant tell him that she is leaving forever... ishita ask help to be with kids and call raman to come home and give this letter after she leaves the house...

As she gets up to leave adi hugs her tightly not wanting to leave her as he has sensed that his mumma is leaving them forever... ishtia comforts him and lies that she is going as she has some urgent work .. after lot of struggle she makes adi agree and leaves the house...

As she step out of the house she lost all her strength and collapses... mihika and Abhimanyu who have came to take her rushes to her and took her with them and leaves while ishita was just looking back to her heaven...

Adhura hoke bhi

Hai ishq mera kaamil

Tere bina guzaara

Ae dil hai mushkil

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Iyer house

Bell rings... Mihika opens the door and see Raman standing there with his head down... She tries to close the door on Raman face Raman holds the door and says: I want to talk to Ishita...

Mihika glares at him and shouts: why... Now what left... Listen Mr bhalla contract is ended... Stop interfering in akkas life...

Raman: just one...

Mihika: no.. just get lost...

As mihika voice raised.. Ishita comes out of the room and gets shocked Raman standing there.. lots of emotion were in her eyes... Love pain anger ... Raman sees Ishita standing there... He tries to walk towards her but mihika comes in between and says: don't dare Mr bhalla...

Raman: Ishita...

Mihika: why you are not getting that now you have no right... Give her divorce asap so that Akka can marry Abhi... Got it...

Raman: Ishita... Just listen to me... Adi ruhi...

Ishita has masked her face with void of any emotions but as she listened about her babies she runs to Raman and holds Raman collar and says: kiya hua... They are fine na... Bolain.. mere bachy theek hain na..

Raman was just looking at her while ishita shook him and shouts: why are you not answering Raman.. tell me adi ruhi are fine...

Raman nods while ishita sigh in relief and closes her eyes as tear fall from her eyes.. Raman wipes her tears... Ishita opens her eyes and stares at him...

Raman: just five minutes of your life ishu...

Ishita sees him thinks : five minutes??? Lekin mein to AP Kay Saath poori zindagi chahti Hoon Raman... Ishita turns her face and moves towards her room and says: only five minutes...

Mihika tries to say but Mrs Iyer holds her hand and shook her head in negative...

Raman enters the room and sees Ishita standing in front of window and looking outside...

Ishita: bolain...

Raman: wo ... Actually...

Ishita: come to the point...

Raman sees her with teary eyes while ishita turns and looks at Raman her heart bleed seeing him teary.. both were lost looking at each other... Trying to behold their face thinking that it will be last time they are seeing each other

Itni Mohabbat karo na

Main doob na jaaun kahin

Seeing herself loosing to him, she quickly looks away and breaks their eye lock.. Raman moves closer to her while her heart was pounding fastly...

Wapas kinaare pe aana

Main bhool na jaaun kahin

A lone tear escape from her eyes as Raman stands close to her.. Raman gently wipes her tears and both looks at each other...

Dekha Jabse Chehra tere

Main toh hafton se soya nahin

Ishita: adi ruhi kaise hain...

Raman: kaise hoongay APNI mumma Kay bina...

Both were trying to hide their feeling to confess how much they love each other...

Bol do na zara

Dil mein Jo hain Chhipa

Main kisi se kahunga nahi

Main ksi se kahunga nahi

Raman takes a paper from.his pocket and forward it to Ishita... Ishita sees the paper and took it.. as she opens the paper her last hope gets murdered mercilessly as the paper state divorce...

Ishita get angry and looks at Raman who was looking down unable to meet her eyes.. her eyes were filled with anger...

Ishita: what is this...

Raman: divorce papers...

Ishita clenched her fist in anger and was about to says but stops as Raman words ring in her ear...

Raman: divorce paper along with adi ruhi custody to you permanently...

Ishita: custody... Muje per.. contract..

Raman folds his hands in front of her and says: I am sorry.. I am sorry ishita... I ruined your life... I forced you in marriage...

Tears were flowing from their eyes... Raman continues to say: I shattered your dreams... I was cruel and heartless to you... I used you to take revenge...

Ishita looks at him and was about to says but Raman stops her and says: you don't deserve me Ishita... Tum bohat achi ho aur mein Bohat bura... I am ashamed of myself Ishita...

Raman turns his face away while ishita was just looking at him... Raman wipes his tear and says: adi ruhi tumahre hain... Sirf tumhare... I couldn't give you any happiness.. except hurt... But now.. I will give your children back to you... I know you can't live without them...

Ishita closes her mouth with her palm to stop herself from break down... While Raman was having great difficulty in saying: hosakty to MAAF kardaina Ishita ... shayad dil say ye bojh Kuch Kam ho.. lekin mein khud kokkabhi MAAF nahe KAR Sakoonga

Saying this he start walking towards door... he badly wanted to turn but he knows that if he see her again he will not able to hold himself.. while her feet gave up and she collapses...

Raman stops Ishita looks at him Raman says in his heart but it reaches Ishita ear: one more thing Ishita... I love you... I really love you...

He leaves...

While ishita was just looking at his retreating figure and as if she has listened his heart talk she smiles widely and cries loudly...

Mihika comes inside holding adi and ruhi... Both kids jumps on to their mother while ishita was just laughing madly and hug them tightly...She was feeling so happy as she got her life back she felt a heavy bruden has reduced from her chest...

While iyers were happy to see Ishita happiness... Mihika holds her hand and says: Akka...

Ishita smiles and says: I am so happy mihika.. you don't know... Today I got everything... I am so happy...

Mrs Iyer caresses her daughter hairs and says: Kanna we are with you... Jo bhi decision lo... Hum tumhare Saath hain... Mihika and Mr Iyer nods...

Next day

Raman was a lost soul he didn't slept whole night was just crying holding Ishita picture... As the new dawn came, he was feeling suffocated he thought to go to park where he use to take Ishita and kid... he goes there and sits under the tree and was silently crying...He imagines Ishita sitting beside him smiling at him...

Mujhe neend aati nahi hai akele

khwabon mein aaya karo

Seeing her his lips curves in to smile and tries to touch her but his imagination break and he finds himself alone there making his heart wrench...

Nahi chal sakunga tumhare bina main

Mera tum sahara bano

Raman hides his face in his palm and says: I love you... I love you Ishita...

A reply came to his talk: I love you too raman.. listening to the sweet voice Raman looks on and sees Ishita sitting beside her holding their daughter who was sleeping cuddling to her... He was just looking at her without blinking eye as he fears that she will disappear...

ik tumhe chahne ke alaawa

Aur kuch humse hoga nahe

Both were seeing each other when Raman tries to touch her. She closes her eyes.. as he touches her cheeks he realizes that she is indeed here. he cries and says: why you are here Ishita...

Ishita glares at him and says: you can't rule my life Raman.. you can't take decision of our life on your own... I didn't this right to you that you leave me...

Raman looks at her and shook his head and says: your happiness doesn't lie with me Ishita... I am sorry for all my deeds...

Saying this Raman tries to gets up but stops as he felt a smack on his cheek he hold and sees Ishita glaring at him and then she holds his collar and says: listen Mr bhalla AP Meri zindagi mein khud aye per mein apko Meri zindagi say nahe Jane doongi... Never... Got it...

Raman sees her and tries to comprehend her words.. Ishita continue to says: bohat hurt karty hain AP... When I don't wanted to live with you you forced me.. and now when I can't live without you you are leaving me...

Raman: dekha I always give you pain...

Ishita: okay then I will give you punishment... Ready...

Raman nods...

Ishita: punishment apki ye hai Kay Ap muje pyaar Do... Wo pyaar Jo Sirf mein ne Mehsoos kiya kabhi izhaar nahe Suna...

Raman: how can you forgave me so easily...

Ishita says: meine apko MAAF kiya pata hai kiyon... Because you gave me everything... Our babies and you...

Raman smiles weakly...ishitacame closer to him and says: Raman don't leave me... mein nahe Jee sakti... AUR mein sab janti Hoon Jaise mein apky lie Mehsoos karti Hoon AP bhi wohi karty... when you were leaving my room I listened your heart raman.. bolain khud say alag nahe karain gay na...

she forward her hand and looks at him.. Raman holds his hand and nods .. both smiles...And took ruhi from her and kisses her and says: adi... Ishita points at the direction where adi was playing with mihika...

Ishita: I want to listen something from you.. Jo AP khud say bolte rehhty hain...

Raman sees her..

Ishita: say it Raman...

Raman: kiya???

Ishita: mein ne itna sab bola per AP so bol hi nahe rahy...

Bol do na zara

Dil mein Jo hain Chhipa

Raman smiles and comes close to her and whispers in her ears: I love you jaan... Making her shiver as his thick husky voice reaches her ear...

Unable to hold herself she hugs him tightly and cries and says: I love you too...

Main kisi se kahunga nahi

Main ksi se kahunga nahi

Both were hugging each other tightly making little ruhi sandwich... She cries.. both tries to cheer up their Princess.. both looks at each other.. Raman wipes her tears and says: these doesn't have any space in your life because your eye should be shining with spark of happiness... Promise jaan I will fill your life with happiness...Ishita smiles and put her head on his chest while he smiles and feels contended to have her both girls close to him..

he feels a gentle tug at his leg and sees adi standing... Ishita took him in her arms and Raman pulls his family in hug .. while all bhallas and iyers were happy seeing the reunion of the couple who travel a long distance from revenge to love ...

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