REDEMPTION ISHRA FF NOTE AND CHAPTER 22 page 52 - Page 10

Awesome update

Superb update
plz continue soon

Originally posted by: Priyag28

Lovely.
Raman search for ishu and find hr on hr mother tomb.
Ishu is not able to believe raman again.
Update nxt part soon

will update soon.

Very nice update. Pl cvontinue soon

Originally posted by: DikshaN

very emotional and nice update
ishu is so lonely
and Raman wants to apologize for his behaviour in the past
do continue soon

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Originally posted by: vanisree

Very nice update. Pl cvontinue soon

will update soon.

I am really sorry for the super late update ,was caught up with some personal issues,please forgive me and do enjoy

CHAPTER-11

Ishitha woke up at the crack of the dawn to find Raman sleeping almost on her, with his right leg on hers, like a small child, cocooning her in his warmth. She felt strange in his arms. Her exhausted mind could not yet muster the courage to think about the consequences of both their actions. Her restless mind drifted to a time when she was eighteen and in many ways stupid.

12 YEARS AGO, MUMBAI

Ishitha was pregnant with their first child. She was excited and blissful, for this child was her only hope in bringing warmth to the relationship that she shared with Raman, the husband , appa had chosen for her.

She got married at eighteen , practically to a stranger and three months into their marriage, they were both strangers to each other in many ways. The only thing they shared between themselves most honestly were a few passionate nights.

Raman usually came home very late , sometimes past midnight. He did not have much time for her in the mornings as well , as Raman was in charge of Bhalla industries' Delhi branch. She was left in the company of house helps during day time, to which she has grown accustomed by now. Raman's huge Punjabi family lived in Jalandhar, the last time she has seen all of them was during her wedding. She hoped that her child would somehow bring her closer to Raman's family . Raman was someone who was very protective of his family, but she had never understood why he never took her with him to Punjab when he goes to meet his family every weekend. Raman was not someone easy to talk to maybe that was why she never shared with him her desire to become a dentist , he was not even aware of her basic likes and dislikes and he guarded his heart within a concrete wall covered with thorns, if you tried to break it you ended up wounded...

She heard the door opening, she immediately ran towards the window and hid behind the curtains. She wanted to assess his reactions on seeing their room, the walls now filled with numerous pictures of babies. She had even bought him a cake...

Raman walked into the room, his body language screamed that he was hell tired. Ishitha had to swallow back her concern filled enquiry in the last minute. Raman was taken aback on seeing their decorated room, he walked towards the table on which she had kept the cake. He removed the covering and read the words written on it, " CONGRATULATIONS PAPA TO BE"

Ishitha silently slid away from her hiding place.She tightly hugged Raman from the back .

"Raman , I am pregnant." She whispered in his ears.

Raman was still for a minute , she could see a hint of moisture in his eyes, but something changed suddenly...He tugged her hands away and walked towards the wardrobe to take his night clothes.

"Didn't you like the surprise Raman? Ishitha asked in a sad voice.

"You call this a surprise,!" A cruel laugh escaped his lips.

"Allow me to burst your bubble, it was something that I had been very much expecting.

Obviously you will get pregnant since we do not use any protection and I wanted a heir as soon as possible. Why do you have to ruin the walls for informing me such a simple matter I don't understand? And I am in no mood to cut a cake at this ungodly hour. I suggest you go to sleep and please don;t pull such childish stunts in the future, I can't stand it."

With that Raman walked into the washroom.

Tears rushed past her eyes with a force. Undoubtedly , it was the first crack in Ishitha's marriage.

***

Ishitha was walking through the supermarket lobby with her hands full of shopping bags filled with baby toys and dresses...she even bought her baby, tiny bottles of shampoo and oil...She was now five months pregnant.After the confirmation of her pregnancy, she went through thousands of pregnancy guides and baby books. She had hoped that mummyji would at least give her a phone call, on getting the good news about the baby and teach her all that she had to know...but...

Her relationship with Raman showed no improvement, to be sincere it had become worse, he altogether stopped touching her after that night . It strengthened her belief that Raman had made love to her with the sole intention of conceiving a child. For someone who was obsessed with getting a heir, he was however least bothered with their baby's growth. Well she had no time to waste blaming and complaining. She had to complete many things before her baby comes into this world.

Suddenly she felt an excruciating pain in her lower abdomen. With a scream, she fell on the hard floor clutching her stomach. In the last seconds of her consciousness, Ishitha saw someone stamping on the white teddy bear that has fallen out of one of her shopping bags.

***

Ishitha got discharged from the hospital two days after her miscarriage. She got to know from one of the nurses that her husband had left as soon as he signed the consent form for abortion.

The physical pain was nothing compared to the pain that she felt when she came to know that her baby daughter was already lying dead inside her when she was lovingly buying her toys.

Neelu, had come to get her discharged. Raman had gone to attend a buisness conference in Italy, apparently he had no time to waste consoling an immature ninteen year old wife who just lost her first child.

Only if her appa had been in India, at least someone other than a house help would have come to take her from the hospital...She had never complained to her appa about Raman and his family, and she did not intend to start now...

***

Six months had passsed by ...She learned a lot about life in these six months. She learned to stay detached from her husband when he made love to her or when rumors about his linkup with a new and upcoming model, Shagun, became hot topic in tabloids...Even when she herself saw pictures of him and his family with Shagun in one of those magazines , she fought with herself to not cry...

She stopped weaving dreams altogether...She gave up the hope of going on a date with her husband , them sharing a meal, or simply sharing a silly jopke among themselves.

After two months of self confinement in the bedroom , Ishitha had decided to rekindle relationships and mend bonds once broken. She decided to follow her heart rather than blindly follow orders from her father and husband.

She visited her akka and jiju who lived in South Mumbai. Unlike Ishitha, her akka had a loving husband and supporting in-laws. They invited her her to their happy family without any grudges, inspite of all the insults that they had faced in the hands of her appa. The only source of grief in their life was the absence of a baby . ...

Vanditha was furious to know about Ishitha's marriage. She was very disturbed to know that her little sister was married off at eighteen. Although Ishitha never breathed a word against Raman, Vanditha easily understood that everything was not perfect in the paradise like life that she had painted before her...

It was Vanditha who realised that Ishitha had become pregnant for the second time. Her akka had become an expert in studying signs of pregnancy after all. Vanditha accompanied her to the doctor and her pregnancy got confirmed.

***

She was busy packing all her belongings into a suitcase when Raman entered the bedroom in the evening.

" Where the hell are you going?" Raman's question distracted her momentarily.

" I am going to appa's house." Ishitha replied emotionlessly.

" There is no one there, your appa will be abroad for another year and you want to stay in an empty house. Are you out of your mind?"

" I am perfectly alright, my child is also very much healthy. I am leaving because I want it to stay that way."

" CH...CHILD..Are you pregnant?"

" Yes Raman , I am carrying our child once again."

"Oh!...What did the doctor say?" Raman asked softly.

A small laugh escaped her lips.

"What an improvement!"

"You have no right to blame my lack of concern, especially towards you" Raman said in a tight voice.

" Well I am freeing you from any kind of concern."

"Stop talking in riddles and you are not going anywhere."

" Don't tell me that you are going to miss me, and I am not going to believe you even if you do."

" Stop building castles in air. I am just concerned about my heir."

"HEIR! Yes of course you will be concerned about your HEIR."

" You were pregnant before , but you did not leave then"

" And my baby left this world before I could even catch a glimpse of her"

" How can you blame me for the miscarriage Ishitha?"

Ishitha saw a shade of despair and vulnerability in Raman's eyes for a minute second. Before she could ponder over it, the moment passed.

"I do not blame you for anything, Raman. But I have to leave , I am not happy here and I know for some reason you can never be happy with me...It is best if I leave. I will arrange someone to take care of me ..."

"Suit yourself, stay or leave I don't care." Raman angrily walked out of the room.

That was the last memory Ishitha had of Raman when they were bonded by marriage eleven years ago.

Awesome update.
I was crying after reading the update.
Ishira a18 yr girl who want to bcome dentist get married to raman.
Raman just want hier.
He nevr talk with hr.
Raman family never communicate with hr.
When she need someone from the family she is all alone.
She suffer from miscarrage she need raman but he is not their.
She suffer a lot in such tender age.
But appagot hr married so early.
Why he destroy hr daughter life.
Update nxt part soon plz plz plll...
Zzz

such an emotional and sad update
ishu suffered so much from such a tender age
she suffered a miscarriage and Raman dint even bother to console her ??
he had an affair with shagun and even his family knew about it even though he was married to ishu??
thankfully vandu was there for ishu during her second pregnancy
seems like Raman did pay for all the wrong that he did to ishu when shagun left him and ruhi
ishu wanted to be a dentist but couldn't tell Raman about it becoz he never spoke to her properly
good that ishu fulfilled her dream of becoming a dentist
do continue soon

Awesome awesome awesome. Loved it to the core. Ishu has suffered a lot since her tender age. N raman can't accompansate for that no matter how much he redeem himself but then again he has his own side of story too. You have just updated n m already waiting for next one.