Raman got worried seeing her and said- doc ,what happened to her.dekhiye she fainted,woh thik ho jayegi naa.hamara baby,she is fine naa.he said worriedly.
Dr- relax Raman,I am checking her.kuch nahi hoga ishita ko aur tumhare bachche ko.just calm down.she said and checked ishita,then gave her injection.
Dr- she got fainted coz she got scared.but now she is fine ,kuch der mein usse hosh aa jayega.u just stay with her.
Raman- I am with her only.
Dr- OK ,u guys stay here,while I just go and check my patients.
Raman nodded and she went .Raman make ishita lay comfortably on the bed and sat beside her caressing her palm lovingly with his lips .she was shivering in between and tightening her hold on his hand sobbing.Raman just went closer and tried to hug her when she got up screaming,amma.
Ishita- maar diya,maar diya.amma ko maar diya,bandh ho gayi main.bachao bachao bahut andhera hai yahan.she was screaming closing her eyes tight ,throwing her hand in air .Raman was trying hard to hold her but she was just too energetic and fast. At last he hugged her tight,at first she resist but then feeling him ,she slowed down and then hugged him tightly hiding herself in him.he slowly caressed her hair and said- don't worry jaan.I am with u.
She open her eyes hearing his soothing words and said- hide me in urself Raman.saying so she snuggled more into him while he was just caressing her hair lovingly.
They were in same position when doctor anshika entered the room.
Dr- hello,ishita.r u OK.shall we continue.
Raman- no doc,I think it's enough for today.
Ishita- yes doc,I want to continue.
Raman looked at her and said- jaan,u must be tired .we can continue tomorrow.
Ishita- I am fine Raman,as long as u r with me.I want to finish it asap.mujge thik hona hai.
Raman was about to say something when anshika said- don't pressurise her,if she want to continue then it's fine.we will continue.
Ishita- but doc,our baby will be fine.
Doc- ofcourse she will be after all she got such a strong mumma.usse toh thik rehna hi hai.OK now I think I should hypnptise u.
Raman- but doc if she herself is ready to cooperate then why this hypnotism.
Doc- coz she may not remember everything.it was small naa.
Raman nodded and was going to sit on the couch when ishita held his hand and said- stay with me Raman.
Raman nodded and sat beside her holding her hand .
Doc hypnotised her and she start narrating- I was stucked inside the box,I criex for help but noone listen to my weeping.I saw from the key hole amma was lying lifelessly on the floor,blood was oozing out of her head ,it start getting collected and then slowing it stop oozing .everything was over,amma Mar gayi,chotu mar gaya.slowly I was also loosing sense feeling suffocated .I was looking for someone who will help me,but noone cams to my rescue.after an hour,I heard some noise in the room.I saw amm was coming with an lady,she was wearing very vibrant colour.apoa hugged her and slowly start removing her clothes ,he take her to bed and then slowly he start crawling on her naked body don't know what they were doing,but appa was happy with her.he was smiling,appa amma ke saath itne khush nahi the shayad.may be they were feeling happy in doing that.kya woh sab karna khush rehne ke liye zaroori hita hai.
Raman and doc was listening to her.today Raman realised why she always want him to make love to her to prove his love.
Raman- (St)that's why she was so insecure and for her only physical love mattered.
Ishita continued- they did something on bed and then slept having food,food made by my amma.on one side my amma was lying dead and on other hand,they were enjoying food made by amma.mujhe bhi bhookh lagi hai.amma ka payasam,mujhe bhi chahiye,I sobbed and don't know when I slept or fainted.when I gained consciousness I was in hospital.I got to know that my neighbours called police when amma's body start deteriorating. Police arrested appa for killing amma.and when they were searching the house,they found me in the box and took me to hospital.I was saved but appa killed my childhood.he killed my soul.mujhe akela kar diya.after some days when I became somehow fine,they send me in an orphanage.I use to be too sad there,wahan koi nahi tha mera,naa amma Na koi aur.then I meet him,a boy who worked there,subbu.we met and he became a very good friend of mine,woh mujhe hasata mere saath baatein karta.he was very good.one day he took me to the storeroom and start removing my clothes.he was touching me unreasonably,I wasn't liking his touch but I remembered what appa was doing with that aunty.I thought,it is mandatory to be happy ,so I didn't resisted.he start doing it everyday.everyday he took me to the store room,remove my clothes and touch me all over my body.I felt disgusted but never told this to anyone thinking he will kill me,like appa killed amma .she was saying while tears where falling from her eyes continuously. Raman and anshika were crying too hearing her horrible past.he was just hugging her tight giving her courage to speak up the ugly truth of her life.burning in anger on subbu to touch ishita .
She continued- one day he was doing the same when an aunty,who always come to give us clothes and chocolates saw this.she came inside and slapped him hard.she make me wear clothes and took me outside the storeroom. She called the police and make him arrested.don't know why,he was good.woh mujhse achche se baat karta tha,bas gande se choota tha.she was saying holding Raman's hand tightly.while Raman felt relieved that someone saved her.
Raman was holding ishita hand tightly while she was narrating the worst time of her life.he was feeling restless seeing the amount of pain she went through in such a tender age.he kissed her forehead softly while she continued- that aunty was too good,she hugged me tight and took me to her house,her house was so big and huge.I was just looking around when I saw him for the first time,he was coming down reading a book .I was just looking at him when the aunty said- Raman puttar,dekh kaun aaya hai.he look at aunty and smiled fully .while I was just seeing his dimples.she said with a serene smile while raman and anshika was stunned to hear the revelation .
Raman- kya ,ishita mujhe jaanti hai.but I don't know her,how.he said very slowly.
Anshika-shh let her complete.
Ishita- he came near us and asked his mother about me,she told that she brought me from the orphanage she works for.he smiled ,bend on his knees and said forwarding his hand- hi I am Raman,Raman bhalla.tum kaun ho.I didn't say anything just hid behind aunty.he said- humse dosti nahi karogi.I nodded in yes,he said- tab naam batao,I said looking down- matangi.
Raman- matangi,yeh mattu hai.meri chotu mattu.he said smiling surprised at her revelation.
That's all for now.enjoy and do comment and hit like.will updt soon.
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