Some time pass by raman was still in her embrace . His head was in the crook of her neck while he was sobbing and Ishita was just gently caressing his head and trying to calm him down but instead of calming down he started to cry loudly which makes ishita to panick seeing the strong man in him crying like this and that too for her .
Ishita - raman please calm down I don't know how to calm you down . I am not that ishita you know you. Please raman she said with breaking voice .
Raman whispers - remain like this and hug me tighter .
Ishita do as raman said and hugged him tighter putting her arms around his back .
Ishita (st)
Tears were flowing from her eyes but she could not do anything . Raman my heart is breaking into pieces seeing you like this . I don't know what to , how to calm you down . I want to do something but what . I think by reminding him the beautiful memories of past he will be fine
Ishita caressing his hair - raman how was our relationship .
Raman - our relationship I can't tell You in words , its beyond explanation , so pure .
Ishita - like yours and ishaani
Raman - something beyond that . Something I can't describe in words .
Ishita - I am sorry because of me you have to go through so much. I am really very sorry but I think raman you should have tell me the truth .
Raman snuggling more into him - doctor said you can go in coma if you put stress on your mind . I can't afford that and with this again the memories of his bad past haunted him making him whimper harder.
Ishita crying with him - raman please don't do this don't cry like this I can't see you like this .
Raman smiled hearing this and tilt his head to see her crying with him . He gets up and sits on the bed and wipes his face . Ishita also tried to get up and both sits beside each other
Raman - Ishita you sleep actually I am sorry I just got carried away . You sleep I am coming
Before raman can put his foot down ishita hold his wrist and looks down . He asks her what happen . Ishita nodded in nothing . While being asked again she replied
Ishita without looking at him - actually wo.. wo what if someone comes and I can't move even .
Raman shaking his head and then cupping her face - ishita this is the safest place , our room and besides that who will come here please don't stress yourself regarding that now lay down and sleep .
Ishita - no raman I don't know why I am seeing that images again again an... leave that you stay here with me
Do your whatever work here only
Raman smiled and tucking the strand of hair which was disturbing his view - I am here only .
He makes ishita lay down comfortably and he himself lays down putting his balance in his arm he started patting ishita head . In moments her breath become calm and she driftrd into sleep holding raman hand close to her heart . He smiled looking at her but the other moment her facial expressions change from calmness to fear and she gets up screaming .
Ishita shrugging raman hand - leave me
Raman cupping her face and making her to look at him - ishita shhshh its me raman . What happen
Ishita looks at him with her innocent teary eyes - raman
And with this she hides herself in raman shivering . Hugging her back - shh what happen again that flashes
She nodded in yes and fully snuggle into raman - I was all alone
Raman - and then I came and save you . Ishita do you want to know what happen
Seeing no reply he picks up water from the side table and makes her sip the water slowly . For sometime both remain like this as ishita was still scared .
Raman (st)
What has happen to my ishita . This is not the one I know . She is so fragile and not the strong ishita my ishita who can fight and win. I have to make her like the old one strong . What has happen to her .
Raman holding her shoulder - ishita just look at me and listen what are you doing to your self . This is not you. What habe you made of yourself . Making her look at him - I am with you in your each and every step .
Ishita - you know raman I am trying to remember you all but that inciden..
Raman - what do you want to know
Ishita - anything that is beautiful as you say our past was beautiful .
Raman - the most beautiful , blissful years of my life .
Ishita - tell me one wish of our that got completed .
Raman - ishaani
Ishita - raman did I behave like typical pregnant lady like they show in movie and all .
Raman - ohhh madam for 9 months I know what what I have done . You and your two adi and ruhi have make me mad .
Ishita - excuse its your ishaani who would be doing all her nautanki don't blame my adi and ruhi
Raman smiles hearing this .
Ishita - why are you smiling .
Raman - adi and ruhi were always yours and ishaani mine .
Ishita - you know raman I always wonder how easily ruhi and adi have accepted their step mother as their own mother. They love me more than you .
Raman - for them its always first ishima and papa second .
Ishita - raman I will assure you that they will be my priority , ishaani will be after them
Raman smiled at her - I know that see its so unfair for my ishaani .
Ishita - aap ho na uske liye . Aap duniya ho uski .
Raman - ishita actually she is just afraid to loose anyone . She have a fear that I will leave her like her mamma that ruhi and adi will leave her and she will be left alone . You don't know how she gets scared seeing a small wound .
Ishita pointing towards his lips - what about this now .
Raman - will handle her . Ishita just rest for some time . Come on now sleep .
Ishita nodding in no - I am afraid to close my eyes even now.
Raman - ishita I am here only .
Ishita - actually I am not sleepy
Raman - wait I am coming
Ishita instantly - where are you going .
Raman pointed towards washroom , ishita look downward . In mere seconds raman came out just wearing his trousers . Seeing him like this ishita lowers her eyes .
Raman - I am sorry just going to wear clothes .
He open the cupboard only to find it empty . Only his vest were their .
Raman - ishita where are my shirts .
Ishita giggling - yesterday ishaani was saying that your clothes are old now so I think
Raman holding his vest - aary yaar yeh ishaani bhi na . What should I do to my mad girl
Ishita - seriously raman you are making her a brat
Raman - let it be . Let her do what she wants too . So now I have wear this .
Wearing only vest he settle down on the bed besides ishita and lays down on the bed .
Raman - ishita come lay down and sleep
Ishita lays down but did not close her eyes . Raman was looking at her.
Raman - ishita this dream thing is happening with you since you were pregnant . You used to saw bad dreams and then you don't use to sleep until ...
Ishita - until
Raman - nothing . Come on close your eyes
Ishita - first you tell me what please
Raman pointing towards his shoulder - you use to put your head here and I take you in my arms and you used to sleep in minutes . You feel relax being close to my heart and your fear use to fly
Ishita looking down - hmm
She did not look at raman rather make her face other side and now her back was in front of him . Seeing her like this he lays staring at the wall above and then after some time he feel some weight on him and found ishita putting her head hesitatingly on his shoulder . He smiles and put his arm on her back caressing it and with other hand he closes his eyes and put it on her head engulfing her in him closing his eyes with the satisfaction of having his ishita just so close to him .
Ishita (st)
It seems my life was so perfect . I have seen all these in movies that one feel so secure in someone arms . He is just hugging me so delicately and his heart beat is music to my ears .
Ishita open her eyes to see his eyes closed . This is for the first time she is so close to a man . A man for whom
she is his life and for her he is her soul . Who knows her better than herself . Ishita was just staring at him and suddenly her eyes falls on a tattoo near his heart . It was a heart shape tattoo with something engraved in it . She gets up a little to look at it more keenly but his vest was not giving her the clear view . She hesitatinly moves her hand to move the cloth but pulls it back . She was just looking at the tattoo and then again she moves her hand and tries to move the cloth a aside which makes raman to open his eyes as and look what she was doing . Seeing him opening his eye she started to stammer .
Ishita - no raman I was just I mean to say
Raman smilingly - ishita
Ishita pointing toward the tattoo- raman actually I was just
Raman - seriously you want to know what is written in that heart.
Ishita nodded in yes .
Raman - ishita duffer ho tum . Obviously it was , is and will be only you and you .
With this he moves the cloth a makes her view very clear .
Raman caressing the tattoo - my ishita just close to my heart.
Ishita with tear filled eyes - raman this tattoo is so beautiful she tries to touch it but stops in middle but raman holds her hand and put it their. Ishita caress her name .
Raman wiping her tears - exactly the same reaction you have given me when you have watched it for the first time .
Ishita - wait a second raman you are scared of injections and all and how come this too big tattoo that too here where it will hurt the most . I have seen you crying when nurse was injecting me . You can't see me taking injection how you would have tolerated so much of pain
Raman - this pain is nothing as I have gone through when you were not with me .
Ishita - seriously it would be so painful na .
Raman nodded in yes .
Ishita caressing it - you would not have done this .
Raman - its because of you only I jave done this.
Ishita - me
Flashback
Ishita was 5 months pregnant and called raman from office to come as soon as possibl without telling him the reason . Without thinking of anything else ramam came back home in hurry thinking what might have happen . He tried to call other people but no one was picking it up and above that ishita was also not in their room as he
was not able to see her . Panicking and thinking about the worst and then shooing it he reach home . Hurriedly he makes entry in the house shouting ishita ishita maa maa
But no one replied . Then again he shouted for ishita in the hall . For a second he became so scared not seeing anyone in house but soon a hand comes on his shoulder. Seeing simmi standing in front of him
Raman stammering - ishi... nothing escaped from his mouth more than that .
Simmi - bhai what happen why are ao scared and sweating like this .
Raman - ishi.. ishita is fine na
Simmi nodded her head in yes and giggle - han bhai usse kya hona hai. She is just gone mad with her hormones . Just go and see your baby ishita doing tantrums .
Raman rushed to the room indicated by simmi and was relieved to see ishita in toshiji lap who was narrating stories for her so that she can sleep like a small kid which makes him angrier as he was hell worried for her but she was here enjoying . Mother daughter moment was disturbed when raman make noise to show them their presence . Seeing him standing their ishita smiles and sits on the bed . Before anyone can speak further raman bursted out
Raman with tear filled eyes - is this some kind of joke for you . I was so tensed and here you are listening to stories and all . And maa where is your phone.
Ishita looking at toshiji - raman actually I wa..
Raman showing her his palm leaves from their to his room . Both ladies looked at each other .
Mrs. bhalla cupping her face - pagal hai mera puttar don't talk to him now.
Ishita looks at him with teary eyes
Mrs bhalla - ruk main dekhte hun us khote ko aise kaise meri bete ko daant sakta hai . Tu ruk yehi pe main dekhti hun usko
In ishra room
Raman was sitting on the bed holding his head in both his hand . Mrs bhalla enters and stands in front of him with her hands on her hips and full on angry mod .
Mrs bhalla - raman
Raman - ma please
Mrs bhalla - chup and listen . She was having pain in her stomach which is very common but she get scared and called you . I gave her some herbs so she is feeling better now and then I diverted her attention. Stress and tension is not good for her .
Raman worriedly - she is now fine na
Mrs bhalla going outside - she is crying in the room
Raman moves towards the room where ishita was. She was sitting on couch talking to her baby holding her baby bump . Raman stand near the door
Raman - kitni cute lag rahi hai madarasan
Ishita talking to her baby - see baby papa again scold mamma . Seriously mamma was so scared when it was paining so strongly so I call papa but . I am not going to talk to him .
Raman entering the room - baby tell mamma that papa is very sorry .
Ishita - baby tell papa that mamma was so scared what if something happ...
Raman putting his hand on her mouth - papa was also scared
Ishita complaining like a kid - raman it was paining a lot
He sits besides her and take her into a side hug , ishita snuggle into him - ishits how are my both babies .
Ishita - chotu baby is now fine but big one is sad . She wants a gift
Raman chuckling at her cute antic - what my big baby wants .
Ishita merely whispers - tattoo
Raman calmly - no
Ishita - please for baby otherwise I am not going to talk to you
Raman sternly - no means no
Ishita - but why raman I just want to make a tattoo of your name near my heart . I told you na that I have heard if put your love name near your heart then they will live together forever
Raman kissing her forehand - I will be with you forever
Ishita nodded her head like a child - no I want it . Your name near my heart .
Raman - ishita tattoo are so painful . Already you are in such pain due to one reason or the other so no tattoo strictly
Ishita looking other side with tears in her eyes - I am not talking to you . Will only talk when you will allow me .
Raman looked at her and picking up in his arms he climbed to their room and makes her lay their comfortably . Mrs bhalla come to their room and sits besides ishita patting her head .
Mrs bhalla - puttar let he..
Raman sternly - no means no and I don't want to listen this thing again.
Ishita sternly but with tear filled eyes - then I will not talk to you . Ruhi and adi also .
Raman sitting on the couch - as you wish .
Mrs bhalla came near raman and whispers - beta ji hormones ka mamla hai tujhe kuch sochna hoga aise nhi chalege .
Raman - I will not allow this and I will not change my decision .
Mrs bhalla - but raman
Raman gets up from their - aary yaar I am going from here . Ishita don't you try to do any stunt .
Saying this he came out of the room and while going to office he was in deep thought that ishita now days is very stubborn due to her hormones so he has to do something due to which her wish also gets filled but she did not have to go through any pain.
At night
Raman enter the room only to see that ishita was included in her animated talks with their baby along with ruhi and adi . He enter the room all three of them see him but ignored him and started to do what they were doing . Raman seeing them smiled at them and then leaves to fresh n up . After half n hour he came back to see all three of them laying on the bed all ready to sleep.
Raman - so adi , ru how was your day
Adi and ruhi looked at ishita and then at raman . While ruhi spoke - papa do what ishima is saying till then no talking talking .
Adi - exactly
Both leave from their . Raman smiles at them and then lay down on the bed. Ishita was laying with her face other side . He puts her hand on his shoulder - atleast take you pillow
Ishita looks at him - I am not talking to you . So please
Raman did not say anything rather smiles again which make ishita more angrier . Both didn't speak a word , ishita tried to sleep but can't as she needs raman shoulder her pillow to sleep as his heart beat gives a kind of peace to her . At last unable to sleep without her pillow she looks at raman who was smiling looking at her , getting furious she puts her head on his shoulder making him winces in pain . Ishita looked at him and seeing him making painful faces she gets up concerned .
Ishita cupping his face - raman what happen . Is it paining somewhere
Raman gets up nodding in no - nothing you sleep just little back pain
Ishita looked at him and found little blood strains on his white shirt .
Ishita - raman remove your shirt .
Raman - haayyeee meri bold biwi . Just have a control this is not right my both babies will get hurt .
Ishita tears forming in her eyes - raman please remove your shirt . You are bleeding what happen to you .
Raman - nothing yaar just sleep .
Ishita started opening the shirt button but her hands were fidgeting due to fear as what have happen to raman . Raman makes her leave it and open it himself . Their on his chest was a tattoo of a heart shape with ishita written in it .
Ishita with teary eyes touches it and then looked at him . She touches it softly while raman winces .
Ishita - pagal ho aap . It might be hurting so much . See its bleeding also
Raman wiping her tears - and you want to make it .
Ishita - raman you arw so afraid of these things and how have you done this .
Raman - you said na that you will not talk to me so now I have your name close to my heart . So now I will love you sabse jyada . Happy meri pagal madarasan .
Ishita - you can't see me in pain but what about your one.
Raman sadly - I think you will happy seeing this but what you r doing crying again . Should I make another one to make you happy .
Ishita nodded in no - pagal ho kya .
Raman - so now you will talk to me na
Ishita - my silence affects you so
much .
Raman - you are my key to happiness so obviously it affects me .
Ishita very softly touches her name and then pecks over their - I love you
Raman taking her in a side hug and kissing on her forehead - I love you too .
Flashback end
Ishita - seriously raman how childish I used to behave and you know you have over pampered me that's why I used to do all kind of stupid things
Raman - I love to do that .
Ishita - why murugan do this with me , with you why he takes all our happiness away . Why he makes you stranger for me . Why raman . Why I can't remember my children . Raman why did he do this with me .
Raman - he knows you are very strong and moreover he know me that I will surely make you happy . Let him do his job and I will do mine to make you happy . Leave all this now yaar seriously I am very sleepy what about you .
Ishita - me too
Both lay down on the bed and close their eyes . It seems both are sleeping but both were lost in their own world . Raman was lost in his beautiful memories with ishita while ishita was trying to remember her blissful past .
Ishita (st)
This ishita and that ishita both are two different individuals . Seriously I found all this tattoo and all as show off . But seeing my name on his chest just make me feel like I am his , like I belong to him .
Ishita sees raman , it was like he was sleeping. She moves closer to him to look at that tattoo again . She caress it lovely and the next second kisses over their making raman to smile but he did not show . He wants to know what she wants to do being herself . Ishita then puts her head again on his shoulder and with her another hand she caress her cheeks making raman to enfulf her in his arms . He wraps her arms around him takin her into a hug and both drifted into the most peaceful sleep being with each other in each others arms.
To be continued
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