Night Changes|| 01/06 || Collages Updated

Originally posted by: -Atii-

ISHRA ARE IT. THE ONLY AND THE REAL DEAL.

Raman Kumar Bhalla is a paradox.

The first time he saw Ishita, he was shocked, then he has a teeny tiny smile that was almost forming but was stopped before it could be born. Then he rushed outside and let his guard down. He let all his real emotions come at that moment.. didn't hide and didn't suppress anything. That was the only time we saw the 'real' Raman before he guarded himself, built his walls back...or so he thought. He put up a facade. Made himself and everyone around him believe how much he 'hated' Ishita... that is until Ishita got drunk...and he let go of all his inhibitions again.. this time in front of Ishita...his madrassan. *cries*

Ishita and Raman, for the first time in 7 years, probably had the most peaceful sleep. My favourite parts are when she says, if I heard it correctly,"You haven't changed" because he hasn't.. he really hasn't.. he is still the same Ishita's Raman who loves her madly hidden behind the cold stone hearted Raman. Her lying on his chest as if she has done it everyday for the past 7 years. There was a moment when he stops for a while and just stares at her. Like his whole world is there right on her face.. he looked at her so admiringly.. like he has loved her for a thousand years.. And when he removes the strand from her hair... he ALWAYS does it and it's one of my most favourite things.. cue morning after memories last but not the least, when she was about to move her hand from his chest, he didn't allow it. He held it with his own above his heart... right where she lied, lies and will ALWAYS lie.

Don't want to talk about the rest of the episode because it was and only IshRa for me. Nothing or no one else mattered. But I would like to mention the look IshRa gave other before leaving.. one of longing, regret, sadness... tonight was a game changer for Raman, it changed everything for him.. he let his guard down and opened the doors to his heart again.. one he tried so hard to shield but even he must know, he will be unsuccessful.. This is Ishita, the love of his life. and he can't shield anything from her. And he was unleashed today.

Divan are truly divine. No wonder they win every damn jodi award because there isnt and there never will be anyone quite like them.

Will add collages once I regain my sanity.. if that is even possible.