i am back after a long time
i am not in a mood today to write as i am under full of stress,but as its a long time,i have written
please adjust however the update is!!!!!!!!!!
i hope you forgive this sweet friend of yours
doctor is checking ishita who is murmuring in her sleep even under the effect of medicines while the family is looking from outside anxiously
doctor came out and told raman a0nd ruhi to meet in his cabin,that's the moment they realised the absence of raman and they started searching for him.they searched the whole hospital and then called him.but,raman is cutting the calls and at last,he switched off his phone
aaliya who went to bring medicines came there and found them searching for raman.she informed them that she saw him going out and gave him a cell phone which ishita told her to give raman
FLASHBACK
raman came out of the lifelessly as he got the worst and biggest shock of his life.aaliya who was waiting outside to know the news about her amma was literally shocked to see raman in that state.he is not the rude and arrogant RAMAN KUMAR BHALLA she had seen before,he is in the most vulnerable position anyone could see.she couldn't stop herself from consoling him,but she don't know even how to start the conversation atleast.
then,she remembered the video given by ishita to her saying her to give it to raman if he is found in that position.she admired ishita as she knew that raman would be in this position
she went to raman and forwarded the phone which ishita gave her while raman just looked at her blankly
Aa i don't know what to say,atleast what to call you mr.bhalla,but the truth is i don't like you even a bit,because of you,my amma was living a life like hell all these years.but,i must thank you as i got her as my amma because of you
raman was going away silently when aliya placed the phone in his hands.he recognised it to be ishita's.he again looked at aaliya
Aa my amma knew very well about you.that is why,she told me to give you this phone if you were found like this as if you have no connection with this world.i am just completing my job
raman just kept the phone in his pocket and went away.he wanted to be alone and away from everything.he could not bear these many shocks in one day,ruhi being alive,ishita again comitting suicide and fighting for her life in front of his eyes and mostly,fearing like hell just by hearing his voice
he want to erase all these 7 years and want to live his life happily like before.but,he knows that he can't do that.so,he went to do the only thing he knows well,to drink and forget all this atleast for sometine
then,he went to the bar to have a drink.when he was about to drink,he felt someone holding his hand.he raised his head to see another raman standing in front of him
R who are you?why did you stop me from drinking?why the hell are you looking like me?
R II you didn't recognise me.actually,there is nothing to shock in it as you have changed a lot,even i can't recognise you.so,let me introduce myself first,i am your soul,RKB.hence,i am looking like you.i am stopping you from drinking to give you a good piece of my mind
R😡 whoever you are i don't care!!!!!if you want, i will order another drink for you.you please leave me.i need peace now
RAMAN'S SOUL(RS) why don't you care raman???????you must care,there is no escape for you from me.you have to face me and answer all my questions,till then i won't allow you to drink
R okay,ask soon and get lost from here.i don't have time for your bakwas and i don't want to escape from anyone
RS oh,that we will decide later whether you will escape or not,okay 1st question,do you love ishita or not????????????
R i don't want to answer any of your questions
RS see,i told you naa,you are trying to escape,however,i know the answer that you love her like crazy
R whatever,did you come here to talk all this nonsense,now leave me alone
RS no no not so soo n,its not nonsense,moreover,its much required,now tell me what are you doing here when your wife is on hospital bed
R that's none of your business,its my wife and my wish
RS thank god,atleast you accepted her as your wife.now stop that attitude of yours and talk with brave,face the truth.put a full stop for this cowardice and come to reality
R you first go away from here
RS i won't gountil you become like i want you to be.see raman,already the past is over andits all spoiled.but,now you can brighten the future,its in your hands only
R nothing is in my hands and i don't want your suggestion about my future.i know very well what to do to brighten my future
RS i told you not to show that attitude of yours to me.remember that you are talking to your soul and you can't act in front of me.i know you have a lot of pain in your heart,share it with me
R i don't want to share my pain with anyone,you better leave me
RS but,i won't leave you till you share it with me and i will open your eyes today,its high time now
okay,lets start from beginning.it started with nidhi kidnapping pihu,right?????????
you have to remember that you are the one who said that we should exchange the kids or did ishita tell you that??????????????
raman nodded his head in no
RS ishita denied it,haina??????but,you are the one who assured her that both of her daughters would be safe,isn't it??????????
raman now nodded in yes
RS then,what did you do from your part??????you followed her,but nidhi found it.how could you think that ishita who was already injured could manage it all alone???????what wrong did she do??????
R i told her not to bring police,but,she didn't listen to me.she did all these on her own.because of that waste ACP,i lost my ruhi
RS first of all,ruhi is not only yours,but lso ishita's.and are you telling me that acident happened because ishita called police
R yes,that's why all this happened
RS okay,if ACP didn't come,then how would you have saved ruhi and pihu,even then nidhi would have took away ruhi with her
raman remained silent
RS see,you have no answer,it was bound to happen like that raman,you must accept it that its your fate
R okay,but she gave away ruhi with her own hands when nidhi threw pihu
RS don't be so foolish raman,anyone in her place would have done the same,its a reflex that anyone would rush to hold the baby that is in the air
R okay,i accept all these.she didn't do it intentionally.but,then again what did she do??????she left all of them,me ,my family,her family and most importantly,pihu for her selfish motive
RS she left you not for her selfish motive,but only because,you told her to leave
R as if she listens to everything which i say
RS okay,let me say she left you as you called her with all those names which no one would bear.you called her manhoos,bhaanj and what not.you told her she isn't even a step mom.i want to ask,atleast once did she behave like a step mom.she gave her all love to your children
R yes,she gave all her love tomy children,until she got one kid of her own,now as she got a child of her own blood,she left ruhi to that nidhi
RS don't say that raman,her love towards ruhi never decreased.moreover,you are the one who went for surrogacy to give her a kid of her own.if what you are saying is true that her love towards ruhi has decreased,then will you please tell me why did she save ruhi from nidhi
R because,she was guilty that ruhi died becuse of her
RS ENOUGH!!!!!!!you have already told more than enough.actually,you have lost your brain as you are drinking a lot these days,but i know you are just acting,you very well know what ruhi means to ishita,moreover now she gave back ruhi to you,now,why are you doing all these???????
R i am doing all these so that she can feel the pain which i have gelt all these years because of her ignorance
RS come into your senses raman,what happened to you??????you are talking and thinking bad about ishita,your ishita whom you love more than yourself
R she is not my ishita any more,if she is my ishita,she would have fought for our love,she would have told me that she was alive atleast once in these 7 years and she would not have comitted suicide again even after seeing me
RS oh!!now i understand your problem,your problem is that ishitahid yourself from you and you are angry because of that
R yes,i am angry because of that only,now are you happy????????
RS more than happy,on a serious note,see raman once think about her feelings too,leave all this grudge and think with peaceful mind,what would you have done if you were in her place????what would you do when the person who loved you the most now hates you to the core and spitting venom like words on you
once think about everything you told her closing your eyes
raman said as his soul said and thought about everything that happened keeping aside the anger on ishita and then he came to know what he was doing to himself in his anger,tears started forming in his eyes as realsation struck him slowly
R oh god!!!!!!what a big mistake i did,i was so wrong.i hurt her like nobody could do,i told her many mean words. i made my ishita cry andnow she is in hospital because of me,i am not worth to live after all these sins i have comitted,my wife and kids suffered a lot because of me,i must go away from their life
RS what the hell raman,i made you realise all these so that you will be with your wife when she needs you the most,not that you will do the mistake which ishita did once,moreover,you were angry on her till a while ago as she did it and now,you are doing the same
R yes,you are right,now i understood how she must have felt and what she had gone through.but,what should i do now???????/
RS damage is already done,try to control and repair it.don't increase it,that' all i can say for now
R yes,now its the time for damage control
then,the soul disappeared
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