Raman dekho na ise kabse thapak rahe hain hum dono yeh toh so hi nahi rahi hai, Ishita said in a tired tone.
(Raman just look at her...we are patting her for long but she is just not sleeping, Ishita said in a tired tone.)
Ise sulate sulate hum so jayenge lagta hai, he spoke laughing at the baby who was shaking her hands in the air naughtily showing no signs of sleep.
(It seems we will sleep while putting her to sleep, he spoke laughing at the baby who was shaking her hands in the air naughtily showing no signs of sleep.)
Toh ab kya karen, she asked taking a deep breath.
(So what should we do now, she asked taking a deep breath.)
Amm...I don't know...maybe you can sing for her...bache lori sunke so jaate hain...main bhi so jaata tha jab Maa gaati thi...woh baat alag hai khushi se nahi boriyat se, he again laughed reminiscing his childhood.
(Amm...I don't know...maybe you can sing for her...kids sleep after listening to lullabies...even I used to sleep when Maa used to sing...even though not out of happiness but boredom, he again laughed reminiscing his childhood.)
Hawww aap mummy ji ka mazaak uda rahe ho, she made an angry face.
(Hawww you are making fun of Mummy Ji, she made an angry face.)
Tumhari mummy ji ka nahi apni maa ka...anyways time mat waste karo baaton mein...gaana gao aur ise sulao jaldi...phir mujhe market bhi jaana hai...I cannot leave you and her alone while she is awake, he answered smartly.
(I am not laughing at your mother in law but my mother...anyways don't waste time in talking...sing and put her to sleep fast...then I have to go to market as well...I cannot leave you and her alone while she is awake, he answered smartly.)
Ok let me think kya gaun ki yeh so jaaye, she started tapping her fingers on her forehead to think of a possible song.
(Ok let me think what should I sing that she sleeps, she started tapping her fingers on her forehead to think of a possible song.)
And she smiled as a song clicked which she recalled from the movie she had watched few days before.
Dil Churaa Le
O Chand Se Chehre Wale, she hummed a few lines and stopped to check the reaction of the listeners.
(Steal my heart, oh you the one with a face like moon, she hummed a few lines and stopped to check the reaction of the listeners.)
The baby smiled wide cycling her legs in air out of happiness while Raman looked at her amazed.
Ruk kyun gayi...aage gao na...you sing so well...I am extremely impressed, he happily confessed.
(Why you stopped...sing ahead...you sing so well...I am extremely impressed, he happily confessed.)
Gaungi but you will have to join me, she told him a condition.
(I will sing but you will have to join me, she told him a condition.)
No Ishita...I cannot sing, Raman refused.
Soch lo...yah toh saath mein warna thapakte raho baby ko pure din, she remained adamant on her point.
(Think again...either we will sing together or else you can just continue to pat the baby the whole day, she remained adamant on her point.)
Ok fine you continue I will join, he finally gave up.
Muskuraale
O Chand Se Chehre Wale, she sang further while taking the baby in her arms.
(Smile oh you the one with a face like moon, she sang further while taking the baby in her arms.)
Din Raat Main Tujhse Pyaar Karun
Par Kaise Bhala Ikraar Karun
Tu Na Samjhe Meri Bekaraariyaan, he joined her in the song looking at the baby but referring to his wife.
(I love you all day and night but how do I confess my love to you as you don't know my restlessness, he joined her in the song looking at the baby but referring to his wife.)
Dil Churaa Le
O Chand Se Chehre Wale
Muskuraale
O Chand Se Chehre Wale, they hummed together.
(Steal my heart and smile, oh you the one with a face like moon, they hummed together.)
Jaante ho Raman main kal raat bahut pareshan thi...pata nahi kaise kaise khayaal aa rahe the dimaag mein...aisa lag raha tha jaise sab khatam ho gaya...meri zindagi humara Rishta sab kuch...par phir subah aaye aap...humara Rishta aur ek naya Rishta wapis lekar...mujhe nahi pata hai humare beech kya hua kya nahi...meri galti thi ya aapki...par mujhe bas itna pata hai ki meri aane waali zindagi aap se hai...kya hua kya nahi mujhe kuch pharak nahi padta...ab bas aap hi ho jo mujhe chahie, she asserted while patting the baby who was now on the bed almost asleep.
(You know Raman I was so unsorted last night...I was getting such weird thoughts...i was feeling as if everything is over...my life our relation everything has ended...but then you came in the morning...bringing back our relation and a new relation along...i don't know what has happened between us and what not...it was your mistake or mine...but I only know one thing that my coming life is only with you...what happened and what not does not affect me anymore...now only you are what I want, she asserted while patting the baby who was now on the bed almost asleep.)
Ab Toh Meri Zindgaani Hai Tujhse
Aane Wale Pal Ki Jawaani Hai Tujhse
(Now my life and my future is from you and with you)
Mujhe kuch yaad aaye na aaye...purana kuch pata chale na chale...kuch pharak nahi padta...aap ho yeh bachi hai...ab sab kuch pura pura sa lagta hai...jaanti hoon ki yeh biologically humari nahi hai par phir bhi na jaane kyun kuch apnapan sa lagta hai is se...shayad isilie us din main ise wahan chod nahi paayi...shayad yeh humare hi pyaar ki nishaani hai, she pecked baby's forehead while her eyes stayed at him.
(I remember anything or not...I get to know anything about past or not...it does not matter...you are here this baby is here...now everything looks so complete...I know she is not ours biologically but still I feel some sort of affinity with her I don't know why...maybe this is why I could not leave her on the road that day...maybe she is the token of our love, she pecked baby's forehead while her eyes stayed at him.)
Meri Chahat Ki Nishaani Hai Tujhse
Meri Yaadon Ki Kahaani Hai Tujhse
(My love is from you, my memories' story is from you)
Shayad shabdon mein na keh paaun yeh kaisa ehsaas hai...bas mehsoos kar paa rahi hoon...is bachi ke liye woh maa wala pyaar...shayad aisa hi us din mehsoos kiya ho jab yeh mujhe mili ho...itne din se yeh mere paas nahi thi...mujhe toh yaad tak nahi thi...par jaante hain aaj pehli baar mujhe lag raha hai jaise sach mein mere saath yeh sab hua tha...aaj se pehle bhi aapne kitne saare kisse mujhe bataye par kabhi kuch yaad nahi aaya...iske aane se kuch dhundhla dhundhla sa yaad aata hai, she went on.
(Maybe I cannot tell my feelings in words...I can only feel...that motherly love for this baby...maybe I felt the same love for this baby that day when I found her...she was not with me for so many days...i didn't even remember her...but you know today for the first time I can feel that all this happened with me...before today you told me so many incidents but I could not remember anything...I can vaguely recall things ever since she has come, she went on.)
Maine Dekha Tujhko Mehsoos Karke
Meri Saason Ki Rawaani Hai Tujhse
(I felt you and realized that my breaths are from you)
Kya hua, she asked as she saw his face dropping.
(What happened, she asked as she saw his face dropping.)
Raman bolo na kya hua aapko, she asked again as he remained silent.
(Raman tell me what happened to you suddenly, she asked again as he remained silent.)
Ishita tum bahut jyada achi ho...maana kuch galtiyaan hui hain tumse par maine jyada galat kiya tumhare saath...bahut kuch galat socha maine tumhare baare mein...jabki ab tumhe aise dekhke bas dimaag mein ek hi baat aa rahi hai...jab tum is anjaan bachi se itna pyaar kar sakti ho toh main jise tumne chaha hai use tum kitna pyaar deti...par main is tarah se soch hi nahi paaya...kuch alag hi soch liya maine, he broke down.
(Ishita you are too good...I agree you made some mistakes but I did more wrong to you...i thought many wrong things about you...Instead I feel only one thing now after seeing you like this...when you can love this stranger baby so much then I whom you have loved would be loved how much by you...but I could not think this way...I thought something else only, he broke down.)
Raman jo hua bhul jaao please...kuch galti meri kuch aapki...koi gila shikwa nahi rakhte hain...haan mujhe jaanna zarur hai ki kya hua tha ki itne faasle aa gaye the par mujhe aapse koi shikayat nahi hai...aap mujhse kahin jyada ache ho...mujhe toh yeh mili thi toh kam se kam kismat ka Rishta tha humare beech...aap se toh iska koi Rishta nahi tha...phir bhi aapne ise apnaya...sirf mere pyaar ke liye...aap bahut jyada ache ho Raman and I am royally blessed to have you as my husband, she wiped off his tears.
(Raman please forget what happened...a little mistake from my side and a little from yours...lets not keep any grudges...yes I surely want to know what all happened that we had so many differences but I don't have any complaints from you...you are a much better person than me...i had found her so we atleast shared the relation of destiny with each other...but you had no relation with her...still you accepted her...only for my love...you are very good Raman and I am royally blessed to have you as my husband, she wiped off his tears.)
Please bhul jao na sab, she kissed his cheek lovingly.
(Please just forget everything, she kissed his cheek lovingly.)
Gham Bhulaale
O Chand Se Chehre Wale
(Forget all the sorrows, oh you the one with a face like moon)
Arre re aap toh chote baby se bhi jyada ro rahe ho...ab kya is bade baby ko hasane ke liye bhi gaana padega, she cutely pulled his cheek.
(You are crying more than this small baby...will I have to sing to make this elder baby laugh, she cutely pulled his cheek.)
Gaa do, he demanded.
(Sing, he demanded.)
Muskuraale
O Chand Se Chehre Wale, she sang pecking his forehead.
(Smile oh you the one with a face like moon, she sang pecking his forehead.)
Dil Churaa Le
O Chand Se Chehre Wale, they together sang hugging each other.
(Steal my heart, oh you the one with a face like moon, they together sang hugging each other.)
Raman please jaldi aana aap...aur list mein jo jo saamaan likha hai sab le aana, she reminded him while closing the door as he left for the market.
(Raman please come back soon...and bring everything that I have written in the list, she reminded him while closing the door as he left for the market.)
Kitna galat tha main Ishita...kya kya soch liya tha maine...tumhare baare mein aisa soch bhi kaise sakta tha main...main toh tumhe ache se jaanta tha na...tumse pyaar kiya tha maine...phir pyaar mein shaq ki jagah kahan se aa gayi...tum toh meri duniya thi phir maine kaise soch liya ki tumhari duniya mein koi aur hai, his thoughts wandered around her only as he drove the car recalling how he had doubted Ishita about the baby.
(I was so wrong Ishita...I had thought so much...how could I even think all that about you...I had known you so well...I used to love you so much...then from where did seeds of suspect came in our love...you were my world then how could I even think that there could be someone else in your world, his thoughts wandered around her only as he drove the car recalling how he had doubted Ishita about the baby.)
Tere Hi Khayaalon Ki Duniya Basaaye
Kahin Ab Tujhko Na Dil Bhul Paaye
(My world revolves around your thoughts and my heart just cannot forget you no matter where I am)
Maine kaise soch liya tha ki yeh bacha tumhara hai kisi aur ke saath...kaise tumhare baare mein aisa soch liya...par main bhi kya karta Ishita...haalaat hi aise ho gaye the...tumne achanak us din sagai ke liye mana kar diya...phir mujhe avoid kiya pure function mein...mujhse nazar tak nahi milaayi...raat ko maine phone kiya yeh sochke ki ab jab sagai ho hi gayi toh tumse puch lun tumne kyun mana kiya tha aur kya tum khush nahi thi par phone uthaya Mihika ne aur peeche se aawazen aa rahi thi tumhari...tum roti hui bachi ko chup kara rahi thi aur jab tumhe pata chala ki main phone par hoon toh tumne Mihika ko khoo daanta yeh kehke ki kahin maine bachi ke rone ki aawaz toh nahi sun li...tumne khud toh baat bhi nahi ki thi us raat...aur ek din jab main achanak ghar aaya tha tumhare tab bhi bachi ki aawazen aa rahi thi...maine pucha tha koun hai toh tumne kaha koi nahi...tum toh mere muh pe darwaaza maarke ander tak chali gayi thi...tum us bachi ko chupa rahi thi aur mere shaq ko badhawa de rahi thi...main karta toh karta kya...meri betaabi toh badhti hi jaa rahi thi na...tumhara us bachi ke liye saath mere liye tanhaai leke aaya tha, he lost himself in the past while waiting for the red signal to go green.
(How could I think that this baby was yours with someone else...how could I think like this about you...but what else could I do Ishita...conditions were like this...you suddenly refused to the engagement...then even avoided me throughout the function...you didn't even look at me...I even called you that night to check why you refused and if you were unhappy and had some issues but Mihika took the call and your voice was coming from behind...you were trying to pacify the crying baby and when you got to know that I was on phone then you scolded Mihika badly because I might have heard baby's cry...you didn't even talk to me that night...and one day when I suddenly came to your house even then baby's cries were audible...I asked you if there was someone but you refused...you even slammed the door at my face and went in...you were hiding that baby and increasing my suspect...what could I do...my restlessness was just increasing with every passing second...your support for that baby had brought loneliness for me, he lost himself in the past while waiting for the red signal to go green.)
Meri Betaabi Toh Badhti Hi Jaaye
Meri Tanhaai Na Koi Mitaaye
(My restlessness increases and nobody does anything good to my loneliness)
Aur isi shaq ke chalte phir main tumse kabhi ache se baat tak nahi kar paaya...main toh shaadi tak nahi karna chahta tha...woh toh papa ne maa se rishta todne ki baat kahi...apni maa ki shaadi bachane ke liye mujhe tumse shaadi karni padi...phir jab shaadi ho ho gayi toh maine socha is bin pyaar waali shaadi ko ek samjhaute ki tarah nibhaunga...aur isi ke chalte maine tumhe avoid kiya...par ab aur nahi...ab main sab samajh chuka hoon...ghar jaake tumhe sab kuch bata dunga ki kya hua kya nahi maine kya kyun kislie socha...ek baar past ka bojh hat jaaye phir humari nayi zindagi shuru hogi...kyunki sach toh yahi hai Ishita ki maine har ek guzarte lamhe mein tumhe sirf tumhe pyaar kiya hai...ab bas tumhe batana hai aur tumhe humesha ke liye khud ka bana lena hai, he made a promise before resuming the driving.
(And because of this suspect I could not talk to you properly...I didn't even want to get married...my father said he will break his wedding with my mother...I had to get married to you to save my mother's marriage...and once married I thought I will live this loveless marriage like a compromise...and so I started avoiding you...but not anymore...now I have understood everything...once I reach home today I will tell you everything what all happened why I said what and why I thought what...once we get rid of our past, our new life will start...but the ultimate truth is that I have love you and only you with every passing second...now I have to tell you and make you mine forever, he made a promise before resuming the driving.)
Meri Zindagi Aaja Tujhko Bataun
Meri Har Dhadkan Tujhe Sirf Chaahe
(My life come let me tell you that each heartbeat of mine loves you and only you)
Main tumse aur tumhari mumma se behad pyaar karta hoon...chaho toh papa ko test karke dekh lena beta...ab main tumhe aur tumhari mumma ko khud se zara bhi door nahi jaane dunga...ek pal ke liye bhi nahi, he excitedly looked at his shopping trolley which was full with baby items while waiting in the bill line.
(I love you and your mumma unconditionally...if you want you can test your father dear...now I will not let you and your mumma go away from me...not even for a second, he excitedly looked at his shopping trolley which was full with baby items while waiting in the bill line.)
Aazma Le
O Chand Se Chehre Wale
(Test me, oh you the one with a face like moon)
Tum dono ki smile hi ab mera goal hai, he enthusiastically put the shopping bags in his car.
(The smile of you both is the only goal I have now; he enthusiastically put the shopping bags in his car.)
Muskuraale
O Chand Se Chehre Wale
(Smile oh you the one with a face like moon)
Ab subah shaam din raat har ek second main tum dono ko pyaar karunga...tum dono ke liye hi jiyunga...ab dukh hum teeno ke paas tak na aa paega aur khushi humse door na jaa paegi, he dreamily drove the car back towards home.
(Now all the time, from dawn to dusk, day to night, every second I will only love you two...i will only live for you both...now no sorrows will be able to even come near us and happiness won't be able to go away from us, he dreamily drove the car back towards home.)
Dil Churaa Le
O Chand Se Chehre Wale
Muskuraale
O Chand Se Chehre Wale
(Steal my heart and smile, oh you the one with a face like moon)
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
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