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Here's an OS based on a scene from the show...
Hope you all like it...
Ishita returned after knowing all the truth about her behaviour last night with everybody from Neelu and she was feeling very guilty for it.
She went back to her room and said on corner of the bed and tried to remember what she had doing over the past 2-3 days but couldn't remember half of her time spent in these days.
She wondered if something is wrong wrong with her and tears fell from her eyes.
At that time Raman entered the room and noticed her crying...
He said
R-Ishita,what happened...are you alright?
And tried to comfort her
I-Raman,have I gone mad?is something wrong with me?
R-What are you saying...you are perfectly fine...
I-There is no need to hide anything...i already know everything...
Raman was tongue tied...he didn't know what to say...
R-Who told you this rubbish?
I-Whoever said it...it doesn't matter...what is important is how wrong I behaved with them...how they must be feeling..and how can her aatma possess me...what wrong did I do to her?
R-They will not feel anything.There is no thing as aatma or anything and you did not do anything to her.She took the decision herself and the unfortunate thing is you witnessed it and that is affecting you.
I - But something is definitely wrong with me otherwise out of all the people why am I the only affected.
R-Ishita,you are a educated woman and so pure of heart so you get worried for everything and that includes shagun's death which you saw right in front of you and with so many things on your minds like the bus accident,the surrogacy and all,it has taken a toll on your mind.
You are getting over stressed...that's all...please understand.
I-Whatever it is raman,yesterday thankfully it was only the adults at that time...what about the kids,what if I do something hurts them...I cannot let that happen...already the guilt of hurting you and the family is too much,hurting them would only be the last straw...
It could literally kill me.
Have you seen me during the past 2-3 days...since her death,all weird things are happening like that clock stopping at 1.15,the designer saris I am wearing when I don't even remember buying them,not remembering some or the other time of the day,weird marks on my hand and wrist right after her funeral,my sudden falling ill,the weird feelings I get...what does all this add upto?
R-You are just over calculating things here,all of them are just pure coincidences...and don't even dare to say that about killing you...never ever say that...
I cannot imagine my life without you and my life was at the edge when you were in danger.Its just a tough time for us and we have to be in this together.You have only told me to face with problems with courage and determination and now you only are running away from it.
We have overcome so many problems by being together and we will this time also.
Please be strong and you know that I love you and will always do no matter how you are and whatever you do.
Remember this...
Saying that he pulled her into a hug and tried to console her down as her tears continued to flow.
R-Ishita,please relax...
Ishita between her sobs managed to say...
I-I think it's better to visit a doctor so that I can be treated for my problem and not harm my family especially you because I know that yesterday I threatened you so much and I cannot forgive myself for that...
R-You were not yourself that time and not aware of what was happening so that could have happened...and as for the doctor part,it's fully your wish though I also prefer you visiting the doctor so that you get the satisfaction that you are perfectly normal.
I-Everything will be fine right?
R-Yes, it will be...don't worry.But you have to stop taking stress then only.
They visited the doctor who told them everything was fine and it was all due to stress.Ishita relaxed hearing this.
They returned home and saw Ruhi running around in her sari.Ishita saw this and rushed to her room and broke down . Raman followed her.
I-I cannot do this Raman,I cannot hurt them.They are my life and the worse affected are you.Please leave me.I beg you.
She said joining her hands.
He jerked her shoulders and made her get up.
R-Ishita...once more you say this and see what I will do.
You are staying here with me for the entire life no matter what happens because you love me and I also love you which is more than enough for us to overcome any problems.
I-Please never leave me alone,I am incomplete without you.
R-I will never leave you ever.
Raman took her into a hug telling her it was just a bad phase which will be soon forgotten but at the same time he himself was not sure what would happen next.
They hugged each other to forget the worries surrounding them and knew that with each other's support,any problem is to too small to overcome.
It's a short one and not upto the mark also maybe.
Sorry if you all find this os too boring and repetitive but I couldn't help but write on this awesome pair who make me fall in love with them everytime I see them onscreen.
I don't know if I should really post it or not but gave it a try.
Sorry again if it bores you and if it is too philosophical and resembles the story too much
I left it incomplete as Life gives you many options,which one you choose makes your destiny and it always springs up surprises when you expect the least.
Please do leave a comment and any criticism is more than welcome to help me improve my writing😊
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