Originally posted by: mafaz29
Thank you for giving your time to read about my life.😊 All the best in medical field.👍🏼 At least we can help them in real life. It is hard for me to share my dark side of life but i think this is necessary. If the show can't help in spreading the right message, we our ownself must do.
To be honest, i cried everyday i went home thinking why did god did this to me? may be i make a lot of mistake in my past life? the first phase in my life when i heard about infertility is denial, i cried and blaming my self. i was young back then, thus my family decide for us to move to a better place, i tried reciprocate with the condition & i survive. the faith in me said, do medicine & help others, u may not know that being a doctor is actually story of your life that god had made for you. That's where my journey started as doctor. Everyone devour a happy marriage life, but that thing is not for me, i tried & i chose to end the dream not because i lost my confidence but i stick to my oath, do no harm and be beneficial. if the man i marry wouldn't be happy with me i would rather be a single soul.😊 it hurts but it hurts more to see the damage u did to other innocent person if u r too selfish. letting go is the best for me😊
As for my career, i devoted my life for it, i pampered it as my life partner cause i know the only way i can bring back my happiness to myself,family & women who deserved it is to save lives & open the door for them. i may try thousand options just to help them. sometimes i felt defeated, frustrated & disappointed , but those thing drive you to try harder. medicine is my passion & hoping somebody outhere have the same passion as me😉
Back to the show, everything became haywire, it looks like Cvs out of control to handle the issue thus going the way like right now...🤢 As far as i know, in hollywood medical series, to make it into real, they study the course & try to put themselves as a real doctr, that is where we gain the perfection in tv series. in YHM it is vice versa, little medical knowledge being shown, story following CVS medical idea & even simple medical term being missused. Ethics & Medical jurispudence already being sidelined long long way back.😭 They did not know actually they hurt so many soul outthere(already mentioned thousand times) and eventually disrespect us as medical professional.
If the thing keep continue like this, i don't know how to help remove the stigma being infertile from society. I think its time for me to stop watching the show because i was attracted to the infertility concept long time back when they promoted it and of course our ISHRA😉 So now i guess i can take a break & since i got the offer to pursue studying, this is the best time to detatch my self from the show.
A heartfelt thank you to everyone who kind enough to read my long post, all the best for you guys😊🤗 If it is not for the show, i cherish the moment i make friend here 😊
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